Lyrics are from the song Into the Ocean by Blue October.
I like to picture that in the beginning of the story Lili is lost in sort of Limbo. Lost within her own sadness she hears incoherent voices. These voices become louder and more clearer as she reaches for the light. Sadly each time she touches the light she awakens in her own dream. Lili believes whoever is calling her is calling her within a dream. The Subconscious mind knows she already in a dream state so whoever is calling for her are those within reality. Not wanting her to discover the truth her subconscious wipes her memories and she forgets completely. Lately no matter how many times her subconscious wipes her memories the callings are getting stronger and more frequent.
Lili tells her subconscious who is in the form of her husband the king of the sun about these dreams and what he believes could be the truth behind them. Her subconscious gaslights the situation and tells her it nothing but incoherent dreams that don't mean anything and she should not take it to seriously. Lili agrees and her subconscious touches her face gently and begins to tells her she is just tired and believes a nap would help her recover from what he believes as stress. Lili becomes tired and agrees and as she closes her eyes her memories are gone.
Her subconscious mind takes many forms one including her husband. She is. the Queen of the Sun in the dream and as her King it can keep an eye on her at all times making sure she doesn't become self aware.