My overhang 😫🥵
Added 2022-09-07 13:09:09 +0000 UTCLet me tell you what it feels like to have a soft, heavy overhang.
It's total vulnerability, for starters. This part of me hangs and drapes, its movement completely out of my control. If I take a heavy step, it bounces, whether I want it to or not. Imagine a part of you literally flopping over itself, because it's too heavy and too shapeless and buttery-soft to withstand gravity. But just because I can't move it with tendons, or keep it still with muscle, doesn't mean I don't feel it. It's SO tender. Completely out of my control and yet ever shiver and quiver and jiggle that runs through it is like a hard slap through my brain, forcing my attention to the feeling of this sensitive curtain of me, an enormous, bouncing erogenous zone. Always heavy, always exhilaratingly raw, always on. And it's going to sound silly, but so... three dimensional. There's an underneath. There's a base. There are sides. The lip where it hangs over. Do you know how rare it is for someone to have a completely new physical sensation? Your body is your body, and there are only a handful of ways that you can experience something so unfamiliar for the first time coming from yourself. That's why I love the thrill of the change. And the more I eat, and the more my new, fat hang pulls lower, the more desperate I become to make it worse and worse, until I can write another post that starts with 'let me tell you what it feels like to have a stomach that brushes your knees'.
