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Fattening myself with cream

I'm going for it. I spent enough time kidding myself that I wasn't "really" gaining or that I wasn't going to let this go too far. I want it to go too far, I always have, and now that I've finally admitted that to myself, everything feels different. Hotter. So much hotter.

I've been getting fatter anyway, despite telling myself that I'm not doing it on purpose, and the other day I was thinking... what a shame that I missed half the enjoyment of those pounds gained by prete...

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Soft hanging stomach

I couldn't have asked for better fat. I love the texture of it - how heavy and soft it is, how thick and wobbly. How it drapes like velvety cream pouring over my waistband, how it trembles, so loose and eager to jiggle. I'm a disaster. I'm humiliatingly fattened and I love it. ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ‘Œ

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๐ŸŒฒ๐Ÿฅต๐Ÿ˜ซ๐ŸŒฒ CAMP SEQUOIA MASTERPOST ๐ŸŒฒ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿฅต๐ŸŒฒ

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Camp Sequoia is starting and this post will be the easiest way to navigate it. All chapters will be linked in order below and updated to the latest chapter to keep things as organized as possible.

If you haven't heard about this yet, this is the full length weight gain novel I've been working on for a while now. It's gonna be long, and hot, and hopefully gripping. It's a gainer story on steroids. The concept is incredibly hot to me and...

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CAMP SEQUOIA โ€” 01. The Invitation (prologue)

This is a slow burn, but it burns hot.

The Invitation

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Julian arrives at the address on the invitation just before 7:30am. 


The night had been spent awake, hunched over a cold cup of tea at the kitchen table, staring at the letter. By the time the first hints of crisp morning light were lapping at the sky, Julian was pulling on a flannel jacket with trembling hand...

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I love getting fat for you, but I'd still fatten up if it was just for me

I know I might not be the most rapid or most extreme gainer out there (yet), but god I'm really coming along nicely now, don't you think? ๐Ÿฅต๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ Do you wanna know a secret? Lemme tell you something.

I don't know how other content creators do it, but what I imagine is that they go 'I better make some content' so they get ready and set up the lights and the camera and film stuff for their page.

That's... not quite how it goes for me.

More than half the t...

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All Fat Now | May 2024 Weight Gain Film

Don't let the title fool you โ€” it's not meant to imply I'm done gaining weight (as if I could even stop ๐Ÿฅต) . I totally get if you wanna watch this one on mute if it's too early-90s music video for you, but let me tell you what I was going for.

There's something so surreal about changing your body, especially changing it this much. Especially changing it in a way that changes SO much else about you โ€” the way people see you, where you can shop, what you can do, what and how much y...

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Kitchen floor gut

I'm obsessed with so much to do with my fattening journey... one thing that drives me so wild is the feeling of my belly in my lap. My fellow fatties know what I mean, but for those without a gut, let me try to describe. If you're fat too, please chime in in the comments to help me describe this luscious feeling to our slim friends.

So for me, it's like... this feeling of utter excess. Excess in a way that's deliciously wrong. Especially having been lean all my life prior to gaining, pa...

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Outgrown shirt try on

Fuck yes! ๐Ÿฅต Oh god, if you knew how many time I've tried to make a button popping vid with this shirt. I was never big enough. In the end, they flew off so easily ๐Ÿ˜ฉ Fuck I'm putting on weight. Look at me. I'm absolutely obsessed.

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In love with the hang

If only you could see how vain I am, blushing in front of the mirror every morning, admiring what I'm doing to myself, relishing the feeling of rolls bumping and arms wobbling and this delicious flop of fat dangling. It's like... I know I had a great body when I was fit, and it's not like I didn't like it. I liked it very much. I was proud of my body and worked hard on it. I was vain then too. And that's exactly what made the fireworks explode in my brain that much harder at the thou...

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Exactly what the shirt says

It might not surprise you to know that I was always a little bit... vain. And honestly, before my weight gain, I had good reason to be. Sorry if that sounds egotistical but I'm just being honest. 

But the thing is, now... I'm vain in an entirely new way. I still love to show off, to have eyes on my body, but it never used to come with heat in my cheeks. Embarrassment and vanity is one of those intoxicating combinations that shouldn't work but it does ๐Ÿฅต Good God, does it...

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Look at all that wobbling dough

Sitting at my desk at work wobbling my fat... yeah I work from home. Guess what that did to my waistline? ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿฅต I mean in reality... not much, probably. I suspect it was the desperately shoving food into my mouth, chatting with dozens of feeders, and fantasizing about growing so fat my stomach slaps my knees more than the whole working from home thing. ๐Ÿ˜˜ I do eat all day but I already did that.

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Soft Hoggish Body

This is what my hard body's become. ๐Ÿฅต

People have said I look feminine now, and... yeah. I see it. It's not a word that ever would have been used to describe me before I gained weight, but now? Fat thighs, enormous ass, wide wobbling hips? What a nightmare my body's become. What ruin I've created, for no reason other than desperate arousal. Eating, eating, eating. Turning handsome planes of muscle into wobbling rolls of fat. A charming jaw into a piggish double chin. I want to make i...

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I never thought...

I'll be honest, I never thought I was going to get this fat. I really meant it and believed it (maybe naively) when I told myself I could be part of the gainer community without gaining any weight.

 And then, probably less than even a month later, when I told myself 'okay, you can gain, but just a tiny bit of weight. like 10lbs tops', I believed that too. It's ridiculous that I believed it. But I think I believed it because I wanted to. Because believing it would put me on this pat...

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Massive Fat Thighs

I love how I'm starting to look. Fat in the face, huge thighs, plump arms, distressingly different to my former self. Can you imagine how I moan into the mirror when I see this? Can you imagine the shiver that runs up my spine? Then the second shiver as the first one makes me wobble?

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This is the year I wreck my body

This is the year it all happens.

I can't deny how much I want it. The flushing cheeks, the stretching clothes, the double-takes, the nudge of fat on fat. This is the year I become so obese my friends don't recognize me. I want to concern myself, I want to realize that I can't stop. I want to maybe want to stop a little, because I'm having a hard time handling how horribly, mortifyingl...

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Heavy belly hanging into my lap ๐Ÿฅต

Happy new year everyone! I spent December... eating. Of course ๐Ÿฅต I want 2024 to be my most fattening year yet. I know that I can't 'target' my weight gain to specific areas but I'm a bit of a goal setter so every year just for fun I set some body goals, mostly just to turn myself on, and hopefully you as well. So! This year I'm hoping to:

- grow a big double chin. Now that my face is starting to fatten, I'm becoming obsessed with the look and wanna make it even more extreme. It just ...

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Fixing the videos issue

Hey everyone! Happy new year. I hope everyone had a great holiday break - I definitely did ๐Ÿท I'm hoping 2024 will be my most fattening year yet.

If you've been a Patron for a while, you'll remember that last year there were some issues with Vimeo not allowing videos to be played, so I'm looking at better options for video posts this year. Can I get your thoughts? Here's what I'm considering, please vote on the poll below. I can't wait for you to see what I've been working on! ๐Ÿฅต View Post

Brownie Stuffing | December 2023

It's the season for decadence but I decided to take it a step further than usual holiday indulgence, so I made an entire pan of brownies and ate the whole thing, teasing and fondling my fattening body.

Let me just say that feeling my huge belly slamming down onto the table, hitting the brownie pan and getting crumbs all over the bottom of it it is maaaybbbee one of my new biggest turn ons. ๐Ÿฅต๐Ÿฅต FUCK I feel obese! Holy shit. Like... oh my god. My body is a continuous source of shock ...

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It still fits... ๐Ÿซฃ

Remember this shirt? Good news, it still fits! Now that I've learned this trick, anyway. If you connect the buttons to the buttonholes with rubber bands, you almost can't even tell I've grown too big for it! ๐Ÿฅต 

God I wish it was anywhere near acceptable to go out dressed like this because I feel absolutely fucking obscene like this ๐Ÿ˜ซ

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Messy Ice Cream Chug โ€” September 2023

I've been getting so big and so greedy. I've been asked quite a few times in the past to do a massive melted ice cream chug, and I always was a bit afraid of it for some reason. Like going that hard would be crossing some weight gain threshold, after which there's no way I could possibly claim that I'm not fattening myself on purpose. The thing is, that threshold has already long passed. I know it now. I think you've all known it for even longer. So here you go. Massive obesity embarrasses an...

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Model gets fat ๐Ÿ˜ซ

I've always kind of had a 'model who gets fat' fantasy. Maybe because fashion models are so scrutinized for their appearance and expected to keep such perfect standards, the idea of wrecking it is hot to me. I couldn't help digging out some tight clothes and posing for you ๐Ÿฅต A few years ago, I actually might have had a shot at becoming a model if I wanted to. But now... well, what do you think? Would you book me? ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿ˜ซ


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โšก๏ธ Dry Lightning | Weight Gain Story

Thereโ€™s a spell that blew in on the wind tonight.

It's a curse I should have stayed away from, or the escaped fumes from a witchโ€™s brew. Something dangerous and intoxicating, and I think I breathed it in.

I'm good, most days. I sit at home and I eat my little feasts and I chug my cream. I stand on my little scale and gasp my little gasps. Quietly. In private. But ohh... some days. To be seen, to be seen, to be seen.

It takes me like a fever, not a ratio...

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Such a big belly

Volume up for this one ๐Ÿฅต

I can't help it, my hands are all over this big embarrassing gut all day every day. Especially when I'm full but even when I'm not. It sits in my lap and hangs between my legs no matter what. God... can you hear how much it drives me wild? ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿฅต

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Tender belly care

Here's an extra long video of me spending some time taking care of my belly. Something about 'belly care' really gets me going. It's like antithetical, the way this big wobbling gut looks so humiliating and embarrasses me so much and yet I put time and effort into making it look just the way I want it to. ๐Ÿฅต

Overeating is obviously part of belly care ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿท But today is more specific maintenance. Shaving my belly is important to me, I don't mind a hairy gut but something about total...

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Quick bounce

I think I'd like to eat until my belly hangs all the way down to rest on the chair between my legs ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ

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Such a deep hang

It's important to practice gratitude - for example, I'm grateful that my stomach falls into a low, deep hang ๐Ÿฅต It's what I've always wanted, it's the body of my dreams and of my nightmares, and I'm so thankful that this is the way I carry my fat. It feels so good wobbling down low ๐Ÿ˜ซ It drives me WILD. How about you?

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Evening Fondle

I arch backwards, my stomach slips through my grip. Newly heavy, freshly warm on my thighs. It lands with a soft thud, filling my lap. I feel the swollen heat in my face when I look down - unattractively puffy, delightfully wrong. In the way. Bloated cheeks push up into my vision, a piggish roll beneath my chin. Evening light slipping over my oiled rolls, warming the swollen parts, stealing my breath.

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Struggling into an outgrown outfit

You might have seen my post on Tumblr that I was wiped out with a cold the last couple weeks, but I'm feeling much better now and ready to celebrate by eating ๐Ÿฅต And also by trying on some old clothes to make sure my body is still fat and piggish ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿท What do you think?

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Office belly play & donuts

Working at a desk has really taken a toll on my poor body ๐Ÿฅต It's ruining my figure! Do you think it's all these little snacks I keep having during the day? ๐Ÿฉ

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Iโ€™ve been eating real good ๐Ÿ˜ฐ๐Ÿท

I love the way I gain. It makes me blush. It makes me nervous. It makes me so fucking hard ๐Ÿฅต Look at this obscene flop. ๐Ÿ˜ซ There is absolutely nothing I have ever felt like the way this heavy doughy belly tugs ๐Ÿ˜ฐ๐Ÿฅต๐Ÿท

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