I'm ready to take this too far
Added 2022-08-09 22:39:44 +0000 UTCI'm ready to take this too far. It's all I can think about these days. From the minute I wake up with a softer, plumper body than the night before, until I heave myself into bed with a laden, straining belly, my only thought is 'fatter'.
It's not a love, it's an obsession. I don't remember the last time I ate because I was hungry. I eat now because I'm gripped by a desperation to fill my lap with quivering dough, and turn my recognizable, once-charming face into something embarrassing.
And that's not to say I never turn sideways in the mirror with dismay, inspecting the figure I ruined, the figure that used to have aesthetic detail which caught the light. Now it just cups around a mess of hanging gut and rolls. But that's thrilling, and as much as I want to stop this madness, my need is far greater, and I need to make it worse. 🥵
(guys — I have had request upon request to use my voice more so with this clip I've begun slowly easing into it! I plan to start speaking in my clips more and more, but bear with me as I slowly get comfortable with it. The tiny little bit of voice here was really just a test but I plan to ramp it up going forward 😘)
