Pausing Patreon (for now...)

I've paused my Patreon Billing cycle. In a months time I'll try to see if I want to continue doing PMVs. But at the moment it's just too much for me to handle. Taking a flight soon, & I'm in the process of moving solo across the entire country, out of my parents house this year/getting kicked out/(they are tired of me not being able to find work, they don't know about PMVs).
I live in a pretty crap neighborhood, super religious and shit, can't find work outside of it, and I live super far from any infrastructure, to the point that employers disregard me fully. (public transportation isn't an option).

You guys should probably cancel your memberships now, in case I run into some billing issues. I've been wanting to focus my skills elsewhere in more creative aspects that contributes to my living expenses, and PMVs are becoming a huge distraction/space on my hard-drive.

I just can't handle the stress from Patreon.
I've got so much stress from day to day life that my body physically hurts.
My muscles are sore, and I'm out of energy.
So I really can't handle a steady release of posts, + Patreon.

I'm going to try to release what I can (my stockpile of WIP projects), but after that, I'm going to fade out of existence in the PMV editing world as it's just something I cannot handle at the moment. Perhaps I might feel differently in a years time.

I just can't bear the time frame that it requires me to edit videos at, which is 12-4AM in the morning (because of parents disregarding privacy during the day). Then I have to wake up at around 9 to work on my other projects in order to have a resemblance of a life.

The only feasible way I could continue doing this is by:
- having free time
- having no distractions from family members
- having more hard-drive space/better computer to edit on
(I am pretty concerned at this point the shit I put my laptop through for these edits)

- having a Job that supports this line of work.

If I had these things then I would definitely re-consider doing more PMV edits as I am fascinated by the future and technical advancements in the Porn video editing world.

Anyways, I'm stressed the fuck out, and I should probably stop.

Comment below your thoughts.