Thank you --
Added 2019-10-13 05:03:16 +0000 UTCTo everyone who has been a support and comfort in this time.
My father was buried Monday, we're working on getting his monument done, and we've begun the rosario that, at least according to Catholics, helps my father find his way to God.
It's hard.
I remember such mundane things my dad would do, or I see something that was his and I start crying.
It's also funny, because knowing my dad he would think we're all making a fuss and being annoying, I think about him everyday.
I talk to him, I've never been good with prayer, I just talk directly to him and it makes me feel better.
Again, thank you for your patience, I'll do my best to get back to work, all of us children are doing everything we can for our mom, which takes away most of my time, but it's okay.
I also decided to bite the bullet with a guy I was kinda dating and now we're official, he's very patient and kind, he never forces me to do anything and understands that I've been through a lot, he wants me to always be happy and feel safe.
No time like the present.
Comments
Hey Tsu, I'm happy you are despite what happened still pushing on and found someone new you like to spend time with. The recent journals really show how much stronger you have gotten. Wish you and your family all the best!
SpiritD
2019-10-15 12:51:34 +0000 UTCIts quite alright, Tsu. Loosing a family member is really tough and you deserve all the time in the world to recover. I'm sure I can speak for everyone that we just wish that you and your family pull through this alright. Also very good to hear you found someone that truly respects you and giving you the proper respect you deserve. Here's hoping you two will be very happy in the future. Please take care!
Maxx001
2019-10-13 16:32:05 +0000 UTCI was lucky to have been able to see him laugh and smile before it all went so badly, that I could hug him and tell him I loved him. Sometimes it still doesn't feel real and I'm hit with so many emotions. I just wanted my dad to be proud of me, he once told me that he was never disappointed in me or my siblings, that I wasn't broken or had no dignity. I think simply being proud and happy to be myself was enough, I don't know if I believe in God or heaven but I do know he's somewhere wonderful and we'll be together as a family again.
2019-10-13 07:00:32 +0000 UTCI still remember my grandmother I still wish she was home when she died I still forgotten to give her my last image before she pass away everyday im grateful to even see her again after years of being with my mother only. But ive finally have that will to move on now
Ryz
2019-10-13 06:38:35 +0000 UTC
