These past few weeks have been very stressful and for the first time in a long time I was so close to self harming.
I needed to feel the physical pain to numb the mental and emotional pain, I needed to see the blood.
I'd never admit to anyone that I came so close, barely a cut, a nick, not even a sting before I could find the strength to stop myself.
I have so much weighing on me financially and mentally, I feel like a constant failure no matter what little thing I do. Nothing's worked out.
Maybe I'll talk more in depth about it all but I'm really just looking to distract myself.
Serph Bravin
2019-07-18 05:05:48 +0000 UTCMaxx001
2019-07-17 08:44:06 +0000 UTC