Recent events --

And an archive of sorts.

If you could infer through my recent FA journal post, something happened recently that was not very pleasant. 

Another artist, who I thought I had been on fairly friendly terms with, sent me threating messages not only on FA but even to my email directly.

I had decided to un-follow her as I, personally, don't like her content. Of course I was never mean about, never! I have many friends with differing tastes but I would never make them feel bad about it.

Well that decision triggered a series of events I was not prepared for.

I'll be adding all the screenshots I've saved of her messages, I know I did contact some of you the night it happened. That night I was already in a very frazzled state, in all honesty I had started writing out suicide notes.

The only positive that came from that was knowing that I could never do such a thing to my mom, lord continue to give me strength for that.

I'm making this a post here, not to oust or 'call out', if you've known me a long while than you know I don't have the stomach for those kinds of things.

What upsets me the most about all of this is that I spent so much time trying to help her in the past, she would come to me begging for me to talk to other artist who had blocked her and how she was hurting and- being a bleeding heart and all around nice person, I tried.

But now I know I can't believe anything she says, which pains me. But who knows what she would be willing to say to only have herself feel in the right. I was almost tempted to talk to her but I found out today that she again threatened another friend of mine and, fool me once.

I have altered nothing, if anything I want everyone aware of who she is, to keep your distance and avoid her.

This all feels so stupid.  A teenager of something, I could understand! We've all been young and dumb but she's 29, which I guess you could say it still young.

Sigh, please don't talk to her, she will get her friend/followers to harass you as well. If you like her work, great, wonderful, I'm glad! But don't go out of your way for me or anyone over her.

Sorry about this- not a good post thing. I hate this, I hate that this happens, that we can't just be adults and respect each other or be understanding.

Like I told her before and I'm telling you, we're just a bunch of silly weirdos who like cartoon smut trying to have a good time! 

I'm hoping nothing else happens.

I only want to draw cartoon lemur smut, doing that should NOT have so much drama attached. 

Christ, I'm a mess, I hope talking about this at all doesn't make worse happen. ;^;