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My First Ramble Audio 😱🎧

Sooo, it was really nice knowing you all guys! I'll go hide somewhere in a cave far far away now 🙈🙃

But seriously, it was a huge challenge for me to leave the audio as it is (couldn't keep myself from adding fireplace ambience though). You might even hear a couple of embarrassing moments I left in the audio, but you know what... I'll gladly be your personal clown if that means I can make you smile at least once! Thank you so much for being there, for encouraging and cheering me on and pushing my limits in the best way possible! Oh, and here are your weekly affirmation and question for discussion 👇 (I did not just invest in those cards for nothing, right? 😆)

So...

If you didn't have to sleep every night, what would you do with all that extra time? ⌛💤

🧘 Your weekly affirmation:

Let me trust my deepest instincts in all ways, especially when matters are unclear. May my own holy intuition always guide the way 🍃🌺

I should probably mention that I've yet to decide which tier I'll be posting these rambles to, since I really don't want anyone feeling left out when it comes to our community 😩 But I'll let you know how we'll go about that the next time. And right now, I want you all to have access to this first ramble since it's my introduction to you, directly from me and not a character within one of my scripts. Hope you like... well, me 😆

And I hope you had a wonderful start to your week! Sending you my warm e-hug!

Solar xx

My First Ramble Audio 😱🎧

Comments

Once again, thank you so much for encouraging me to record this audio and share it with you! Seeing such a warm response is really giving me that confidence boost to try and open up more, and connect with you 🫂✨ And don't we all just need that extra hour or two in a day? How are we even supposed to manage time when we have so little of it haha

S

There's truly nothing like comfort of your own home and bed, I agree with you on that. But it makes me so happy to know that I can help you get through these times somehow! Hope one day you can finally come back to that comfort of your own home and more relaxed lifestyle again though. If that's what you want, of course 🙌 Thank you so much for sharing and for supporting me here 😇💙

S

Nargles, this is sooo sweet! 🥺 sorry I’m getting back a month later, but better late than never, I guess 🙈 I’m happy that I did come back to these comments though, because yours just made me so very happy, merci! It’s really nice to know that I’m not the only one here in my awkwardness, makes me want to open up more. Thank you for that! And have a beautiful week ahead 💛

S

Aww 🙈🥰

S

I agree 😩 and it’s even more relaxing when you do that yourself, you should try it! But please be careful and stay away from gambling haha 🙈

S

Hey Solar! I’ve just finished listening and you succeeded in making me smile. I didn’t stop smiling all the way through! I know this was nerve-wracking for you but I think you got more confident as it went on. And it was truly lovely to have you talk to us as yourself and not as a character. At the same time, I think some of your personality does make its way into your audios :-) Solar, thank you so much for going through with recording and posting this. You are just absolutely enchanting in it. I think the part I smiled most at was when you said “I need help” followed instantly by a little laugh as you realised what you said and followed it up with “not professional help.” It’s the sort of thing I find myself doing at work sometimes, so it kinda struck a chord with me. As for what I would do with the extra time if I did not need to sleep.. I actually love Tony Silvey’s idea of learning a language. Of course it would have to be French… lol that old joke doesn’t get old! Although seriously, French would be a beautiful language to learn. Anyway, one last thought: You said that laughing makes you live longer. If that’s correct, then based on this audio alone, you will continue to shine for longer than our earth’s sun :-)

Nargles

Finally had time to listen and I'm so proud that you were able to overcome your nerves and post this! The nervous laughter and the laughter about the deck of cards falling apart made me chuckle ngl. And I know we thought you said you were nervous you thought you wouldnt be "cute" in this. But I thought the dorkiness was adorable. Was nice to finally "meet" you as, well you and not a character! :D And if I never had to sleep? Well, I already struggle to sleep, but if I didnt have to and didnt have to get frustrated to try to sleep. Probably use that time to get back into creative work, or study to focus more on my career. That way I could use the day time to hang with family and friends and not need to worry so much about time management.

Pixel

Damn, card shuffling is a great trigger! I have never heard it before.

CharalamBOSS

I was about to say regular "Dorky🤓" Solar is probably better than all of her characters and I think this just confirms it! 😋

CharalamBOSS

Question answer: I have no proper life, since I have no girlfriend to do anything with, or to drag me out of the house against my will, so I'd be stuck gaming on my laptop and scrolling through my dating apps. It's not exactly fun, anymore. And trying content creation failed, too. Notes: 1) "Progress our relationship"? That sounds like something too good to be true. 2) that "privilege" of yours is also, well... The honour is ours. Truly. If I could do more than donate, I would. 3) don't worry about being so anxious (ironic, I know), because I am too. I know that I can't say everything that I want to, so it has it's mildly rough patches. 4) I don't mind the slightly deeper voice. It gives off "Soft F-Dom" vibes, which I love, which is making my face hot to admit. (Chat, please don't kill me.) 5) what's wrong with being dorky and coo-coo? I'm both, and you seem to consider me a good person (somehow). Besides, if more people were openly dorky, less people like me would be without IRL friends. 6) that anime sound just after the 16-minute mark was so adorable. I'd tease you about it, but I can't think of anything. 7) regarding those first goodbye kisses: calm down, Ph1lzA. This isn't a hardcore stream. Sorry if I'm saying too much. It happens when I'm nervous, or I get too invested in something. Interpret that however you wish, because there's many thousands of Kilometers between us. Now go and rest your voice, you silly girl. Then again, you being silly is so endearing.

Lachlan Parker

This is as adorable as I'd expected! I really enjoyed it!! (which isn't really a surprise since I love everything you make🤍) I'm so glad you're stepping out of your "cave" here, and we'll help you get out of there one step at a time. If you're worried about "pleasing" us with what you're doing, you don't need to (at least for me, I can't really speak for the other😄) I'll be happy with anything you make! I'd spend more time on immersing myself in the language I'm learning and having some nice moments with my dog under the starry night sky (whenever there are any haha)

Björn

That was adorable as can be! I think I smiled the whole time. As for the question… I would use the time to treat myself or get back into my own hobbies, something I can’t do much anymore due to how demanding my work is. I started listening to your asmr via YouTube when I started travel for work. I spend more time a year sleeping out of hotels then in my own bed. It’s a very uncomfortable thing for me and stressful. So once I figured out you had Patreon I figured the only right thing to do would be support someone who gives me so much comfort while away from home. So thank you for the hard work!!

Reimei_13B

you were great Solar. maybe next time you could say, "You're all in my hearts, goodbye" Let's see the no sleep question? so i'm basicly a vampire? maybe just watch bella sleep lol. I usually stay up late gaming so probably that or rewatch the vampire diaries.

Jeremy

and it's especially nice when you're listening to music as you're walking. just a great time overall

theFurret

Well, this lifestyle is sooo different, but hey, I’m really glad to hear that you still find all of that somewhat manageable. And your friends really seem like some amazing people, so I’m happy that you’re in such good hands ☺️

S

Never done anything exotic, like grinding my own dyes out od snake skin or oreos 😆. I use the paint that will best stick depending more on the medium to paint on, walls, wood, all fabrics types from old shirts, something I come across on the street or a hike. Friends may bring something like a stone that they see a shape of something. I get enought sleep to work n when needed I may pass out for a day or two so a friend stops by to make sure im eating 🙃. And when I want slepfor 3+ days they also make sure i dont end up falling asleep on like the washing machine or something. I moved to a warmer country due to health so fam is a flight away. Yet it great to count on good friends and have a nice communities like urs n special ppl like u to keep us company.

Krono Terra

Ohh I know that Russian has some wild grammar that’s super difficult to figure out, so you’re really that daring kind haha 💪 Italian and French also sound so great, beautiful languages 🥰

S

Haha sleepless creators squad right here 💪✨

S

Thank you! 🙏😌 and this sounds very reasonable… Not me being sooo quick to dive right into insanity with no rest at all haha

S

Thank you 🥺💛 I’m so glad you enjoyed it! And late night strolls are amazing as long as they’re safe ofc. The air is especially fresh during this time… and that silence, beautiful world of silence 😩🙌

S

Thank you for always being so kind towards me 😇💛 And I’m really sorry to hear that, but I hope you still manage to get enough rest to function properly during the day, right? 🥺 I really know nothing about insomnia tbh, only inconsistent sleep patterns for me here haha Painting sounds wonderful btw, do you have any preferred styles maybe? Or types of paint, like oil, acrylic, watercolour or maybe something more exotic even?

S

Well that was quite cute as expected good job, now if I didn't have to sleep I would likely use the extra spare time to relax for an hour or two to close my eyes and reset the mind like sleep does, if I didn't I would be insane in no time lol. After that I'd just watch something or game until the morning.

CaptainSingle

I have no idea what I would do with all that extra time. More of what I do on a day to day basis I guess? Hmmm...

James Drake IX

wow, what a great ramble audio. i was listening to it in the background while i was doing other stuff and it was nice. and if i didn't have to sleep, i would do various stuff like taking a stroll outside, doing a small road trip or playing video games

theFurret

Has anyone seen that cutie pie from the audio? 🫂 🤗 Ty for sharing part of you with all of us I suffer from insomnia bad since 16. I took up painting as its noiseless, that loved turned to murals and since I got a place of my own decades ago I stopped getting in trouble with my parents constantly changing the furtniture and painting "the last one" Also took up cross stich as it was something I saw my mathernal grandma do a lot so reminds me of her. Many others things over the years including vacuuming everything at home

Krono Terra

*walks into cave* Thank you! Ihave a few in mind. But russian and Italian are at the top of my list. Maybe some french?

Dice Silvey

*peaking out of her cave* Ohh that’s a really good idea! And which one would you like to learn btw?

S

I'm enjoying this quite a lot, it's so nice ^-^ As for the question: I'd learn another language.

Dice Silvey


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