Glace

One more to the collection! Shiny is not very different this time but that's not on my side >w<

This month was VERY stressing omg. A lot of happened but I think I will stay mostly short.

First of all it was a month when I needed to prolong my residence permission to stay in Finland since mine was only for 1 year and close to the end. To apply for it is a very stressful process itself - need to get a lot of documents on my business (literally drawing furries), make all documents suitable for Finnish gov services, check all insurances, other docs - I also had a lot of questions from gov when they were deciding but at the end I got the prolongation! And it is whole 4 years omg! Honestly I thought if they decline or give me 1 year I will deeply consider moving back to Russia. Ye I know it is not very pleasant choice but I feel very not nice here still, mentally. Also it is a high pressure that it is very hard to visit Russia to see my friends and relatives and almost impossible for them to visit me ;c I miss them a lot especially now when most apps to call them are restricted in russia so only chat or use of vpn (which is also illegal to use in Russia now lol)

But yeah, I got 4 years and this is neat! It means if I will be a good citizen then it will be enough to get permanent residence permit and even almost enough to get Finnish citizenship! Its time to go hard on learning new languages hehe

Well the second stressing thing was - my cat fell sick. And it was pretty scary. I mean my cat is an old boy on 10 years and he is VERY HIGH tolerant to pain but he got litter box issues and pain was so strong he came to me and scream and hiss endlessly. It was a Saturday night so I took him and was just in time to the last bus to get to the night emergency vet clinic. And as I thought he got a little crystal from his bladder stuck so he couldn't pee and was in pain. Gladly veterinarians fixed all the issues and now my cat feels much better! Hopefully can manage not to get this issue for him ever again, was scare <_<

And the last big stress is...Since im not in Moscow my parents asked my friends to leave their cats with them... My parents have 2 cats - 1 maine coon kitten of age ~8 months and other cat is normal smol cat. And My friends have 2 normal cats too. And their 2 cats got soooo scared of the kitten lol. The reason is he is bigger than them but behaves weird cause kitten and omg they had so many issues. Like their cats were not eating, puking, not sleeping etc ;c And as a cherry on a pie - they all got Feline Calicivirus few days ado >< Gladly they all are vaccinated but still everyone is sick now sigh I really hope everything will be good but I'm so stressed I cant even sleep normally ^^'

Soooo I feel like I will need a lot of calming chamomile tea haha
will need to fight with burn out feeling I started to get more frequently. I think next month I will actually start the production of a longer animation, it is the time ^^ Maybe it will help me to distract from all hard thoughts and just dive into the work!

And ofc how r u doing? ^^ Ready for the spooky month?