Update!
Added 2019-12-04 05:31:03 +0000 UTCHey guys!
I'm sorry that I'm not uploading as many arts I would like to upload for you recently. I'm just having a lot of trouble with myself... During the past month, and today still, I feel like I'm depressed or something, with a lack of inspiration, not really enjoying moments, and that made me stop drawing. When this happened, I felt bored and thought I should do something to regain my confidence, and then I decided to accept an offer an old friend of mine did to me, to play an old Pokémon game we used to play back in 2009...
The problem is, I'm addicted to it now, I'm a lot happy about this game though, really happy, especially because I'm talking to my old friends again after 10 years. But... I've lost basically an entire month without really drawing and it bothers me E-V-E-R-Y_S-I-N-G-L-E_D-A-Y-!-!-!
I'm aware that I'm becoming careless about 'not drawing as often as I should', and I hope to get back on track to complete all of my commissions and tasks to begin the next year renewed and accomplished (without any pending stuff to do), but... I'm not really sure I'm gonna handle that quite right as I'm still stuck with my drawings and motivation.
Good news is, I'm trying my best to reanimate this fire on me (as I'm watching other artists and trying to draw stuff for fun), and like last year, I've joined the few artists that are helping others for Derpibooru's 2020 Community Collab and I'm already doing some pony pictures like this one. I hope to do some more of them (after I complete those pending commissions) and I'll try to include you guys too (if you wish).
Hoof-Bump and hugs to you all! /)
If you have any suggestions, let me know.
And pray for me if you can, I'm really in need of some positive energy to guide me.
~Calena
