New Video - And Update!
Added 2025-11-11 20:08:16 +0000 UTCHi folks! Sorry I got so quiet for a long time after the last time I apologized for getting so quiet for a long time. The last year or so has been a -time- as I'm sure it has been for many of us.
Anyway, I didn't want to come back posting more apology-posts until I actually had something to show for it. And here it finally is.
A new video about identity! Trans and otherwise.
I've been wanting to make a video about identity for a long time now and after months of research that probably wasn't worth it and tons of editing despite the final video somehow being much shorter than I expected it's finally done!
I'm quite proud of it, I think it turned out pretty okay.
There are some differences between this and the final version, since I love to add jokes and bits and bobs right down to the wire, such as some color correction for later scenes as well as a segment where I shout-out a friends trans-focused company. In this version there are placeholders in those spaces but it's a very small part of the video itself. all in all this video is 99% what you'll get in the final version.
Since I've been away for such a long time trying to fix my brain breaking bad I've actually misplaced some credentials, but as soon as I figure out those the video will also be out on nebula tomorrow evening for those of you who have that, and then a day after that it'll be out as a premiere on YouTube for the public. I'll post a link to that public version on here as well so that you can all set your reminders to join in if you want to.
I'll also either tomorrow or alongside the link to the public video post the streaming schedule for november and a bit ahead. I haven't been a very good creator on patreon lately and there are a bunch of streams I need to catch up on. I hope getting to have this video before anyone else is a small payment on the content-debt I owe you and hopefully I'll be back on the regular content train from now on.
Hope you all have been well, I'll be sure to reply to the DMs and such I've let pile up over the last few months in the coming days. The last few weeks I've been living in the editing-hole and rarely seeing the sun but now I can breathe free and finally exist enough to actually remember to reply to emails and DMs.
Let me know what you think of the video below. I'm very proud of it and it makes me laugh, and I hope it makes you as well. I truly value your opinions, even if you might not have a ton to say.
Thank you for your patience. <3
Comments
No fucking way
Mia Mulder
2025-11-13 23:43:19 +0000 UTCMy dad's a prog playing architect named Ted, no exaggeration
Dorothy Spencer Gale
2025-11-13 22:34:57 +0000 UTCWhen a video is released through both patreon and nebula I never know which one to watch. Both might have a little extra. In this case it's easier because I can already tell I'll have to watch it a second time. XD
Am1vf
2025-11-13 22:24:10 +0000 UTCI am having a mid life crisis right now and it sucks ass. Thanks for the timely video! Glad you're feeling better :)
Sarah Moss
2025-11-12 23:27:00 +0000 UTCHooray, another video from you! Happy to still be subscribed n.n I have long felt uneasy with the idea of "discovering yourself". It somehow does not sit right with me that there is a true self for everybody that they just need to find and realize. Something that exists before you and independent of your life and experiences. But there is also the fact that I do react differently to different experiences. Sometimes I try things I aspire to and expect to like, but then feel like it doesn't "fit". With others, I resonate and feel like it's "me". So there seems to be some level of "me-ness" that I can explore by experimentation.
Marlene AmΓ©lie
2025-11-12 12:24:47 +0000 UTCThank you so much! I'm very glad to hear <3
Mia Mulder
2025-11-12 11:16:14 +0000 UTCI feel like my editing makes a lot more sense with "descent into madness" in mind
Mia Mulder
2025-11-12 11:16:03 +0000 UTCPlΓ€nt And thank you! I'm very glad to be back
Mia Mulder
2025-11-12 11:15:42 +0000 UTCGlad to be back as well! <3
Mia Mulder
2025-11-12 11:15:32 +0000 UTCYou're goddamn right
Mia Mulder
2025-11-12 11:15:19 +0000 UTCI hope you'll enjoy it!
Mia Mulder
2025-11-12 11:15:11 +0000 UTCDamn I gotta play StarCraft again
Mia Mulder
2025-11-12 11:15:06 +0000 UTCGod bless, and yeah I'm doing better than in a long time <3
Mia Mulder
2025-11-12 11:14:45 +0000 UTCMe too!
Mia Mulder
2025-11-12 11:14:34 +0000 UTCbanger video Mia
Jason hage
2025-11-12 08:15:41 +0000 UTCYayyy! "A spiral in video form" eh? I have said that my favorite genre of video is "descent into madness" so this is promising. :D
Am1vf
2025-11-12 04:11:45 +0000 UTCOMG! You misspelled the fan favourite though as Plant instead of PLΓNT. We'll forgive you that lapse though. WELCOME BAAAAAACK!!!!!!
Geshtin
2025-11-11 22:05:59 +0000 UTCGreat to hear from you again! Im glad you're back π
Foxx Cant
2025-11-11 20:48:04 +0000 UTCThe queen is back!
QuanticPotato
2025-11-11 20:22:28 +0000 UTCI'm so excited to see this!
Vince Whitacre
2025-11-11 20:21:33 +0000 UTCGlad that you're back!
Anna the Smiling Cat
2025-11-11 20:19:50 +0000 UTCExcellent start to a day new Mia Mulder video I'll watch it later but glad you are back and hopefully doing ok
Jason hage
2025-11-11 20:12:01 +0000 UTChttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_J6-3l3hCm0
Joshua Anolick
2025-11-11 20:10:04 +0000 UTC