Streams for September and Update

Hello folks! 

Once again, I am opening a post with an apology and a bit of a life update. It turns out that if one’s brain is replaced with a dark orb then it’s a bit difficult to live up any expectations, including those of YouTube, Nebula, Patreon or my own. I open with an apology despite the fact that literally no one has voiced annoyance at me for not making content lately, even though everyone reading this would be well within their right to.

So once again, I am sorry for being so quiet lately. This summer has been rough. For those of you who might be out of my recent loops I’ve moved away from Sweden to France in my transition away from politics and back into being a full time YouTuber. However, moving is difficult. I am not used to the language, the culture and picking up my entire life and settling down somewhere else was a much larger adjustment than I could ever anticipate.

I was hoping to make at least two videos over the summer but because of the stress of moving and a lot of personal issues I haven‘t been able to do that, much less actually live up to my end of the agreement towards you as my patrons. I am sorry for that, on top of being sorry for not being able to keep up with the promised vlogs I was going to make to make up for the last time this happened.

Now it’s September and I am still working on my upcoming video about spirals. (It’ll make sense) but because I have promised to improve things before and failed at that multiple times I am not going to promise anything. The video will be done when it’s done, and I am only thankful that my own personal crisis just happened to occur for a video that didn’t have a sponsorship deadline.

I am however working to finalize this transition into being a full time YouTuber again, despite the stresses of moving and restructuring my life. So I am hoping beyond hope that as the year begins to round off that I will settle into a new routine. It would be a welcome routine after a year that has been one of the most chaotic times in my life.

This means that I will try to return to my regular streams, finish the promised vlogs and release regular videos again. But as it’s an adjustment that is taking far, far longer than I had planned I might change some things up for the long term stability of all of this. Maybe I change some Patreon rewards, maybe I change the way I do streams, maybe I change the style or regularity of my videos. (Although, I always try to make sure that no one will ever get less or pay more for things than they already do)

No one is more annoyed at me about these things than me. Rest assured though that I am taking steps in private to care for my mental health, but that’s a story for private (or a future video probably). If I seem a bit disorganized lately, that’s simply because I am. Mental illness is wild like that.

In short: I am sorry I haven’t been able to be present lately, I am working on it.

Rest assured that my next video will hopefully be worth the wait. But as I’ve said, until then, let us at least have some fun streams. The dates and times of which are below! (Oh god please I hope my brain let’s me stick to them this time)

Streaming dates and times

• Sunday September 22, 20.00 - Ask Me Anything Patreon Stream for 5 dollar patrons and up

• Sunday September 29, 20.00 - End of month Hangout

I am of course hoping to return to the React streams as well and I am promising to finish vlogs and stuff. I am only keeping my self “light” so I don’t overwhelm myself. Keeping it realistic.