Updates, schedule, mini break + some life updates!

Hey besties!

Thank you so much for your support! Hope you have been enjoying all the content lately!

I will be taking a mini one week break because i have people over starting oct 15th - oct 21st! I did pre film for you guys so the week after i have yall ready to go! I just need a small break to try and have a lil fun and destress. Alot is happening and im honestly really scared but i will tell you guys about that in a second. 

Here is the updated schedule! 

Sunday - ZB1

Monday - If Its With You

Tuesday - Kiseki Dear To Me

Wednesday - Love In Translation

Thursday - My Personal Weatherman

Saturday - Bon Appetite

Hopefully you guys are excited! Every series im bringing i've enjoyed so much that i have already watched a couple eps! I haven't felt like this watching series in a very long time! So i am excited!!

Okay so now for some life updates, and sad news. Patreon has been decreasing a lot, which is no ones fault. It happens, its nothing secure unfortunately. I've been trying really hard to promote my stuff and get better and more requested shows on here for yall to see if that will help. Lately i've been thinking about maybe getting a job again. But then i don't know if ill be able to upload as much as i do. And i'm just very stressed out thinking about the "What ifs". To be honest i make enough to pay for my rent and bills which is amazing. But besides that i don't have extra money for "fun". Like why work hard and not be able to treat yourself here and there. Like you know what i mean?? I Dunno im just sad i guess. I haven't bought any books or kpop albums or spent money on games. Cause its not a necessity, so i'm trying to prioritize what's important. But one thing that brings me happiness is my collections. And i guess it would be nice to buy an album at least. Its just hard cause i should be smarter about it which im trying to be. Anyways, i'm still thinking alot about going back to work but i was just hoping this would be my job for ever i guess. I will keep yall updated on what will happen in my life. Nothing to worry to much about right now. I do want to thank you for supporting me on here though, has gotten me by for so many years now. <3

Another update my car broke down on me yesterday and it costed 2,500 to fix it cause i need a car to get around and see my family and friends cause when im sad or need company that's who i go to. I am currently left with no money cause that was an expense i didn't plan on doing. Its been rough yall. 

If any of yall would like to help me out (i hate asking but if you can and want to) i will leave my paypal email. i would gladly take early bday gifts sent to my paypal that i will put towards my car payment. Cause i am beyond stressed out. Of Course this is only if you want to. Don't feel obligated. I will figure it out, i usually do. :) 

My paypal email - alyxandrosie@gmail.com (if you would like to send early bday gift money that i will use to pay for my car getting fixed) 

Thank you again for reading all this, and for all the support. I sometimes just want to cry and let it all out but you guys are a reason why i keep pushing and doing the things i love! Thank you so much for letting me make videos for yall as a job. I hope i can keep doing it for a long time! Love yaw! And i will be back next week with more content! Will update yall  if anything changes.