Heaven is a Place on Earth [1/2]

Pairings: Kendall Jenner x Reader 

Summary: After a moment where Kendall accusing Y/n of flirting with one of her sisters, Y/n and Kendall  take a trip to Y/n's hometown where their relationship and Kendall's behavior is further tested. 3rd POV. {This is in the same "universe" as NGTHYB}

Warnings (chapter): smut (not really hate sex, but hate fingering I guess lol), degradation, slight humiliation, very very slight dubcon.

It would be unfair to say that Kendall’s jealousy flaring up from watching her girlfriend draping her arm around Kylie’s shoulder is irrational. They look comfortable with each other, as if they're more than friends. Kendall didn’t even notice how the two were standing so close to each other until. She watched them from a few feet away and wondered when the two got so close. Y/n was not that close with her other sisters, nor did she express any interest in trying to get closer to them. In fact she told Kendall that she wasn't big on the idea of her family being super involved in their relationship. It's been over a year since she and Kendall began dating, but Kendall had been trying to get Y/n to change her mind on her previous position and  to warm up to them. It hurt that her girlfriend didn't want to get close to them because they were so important in her life. Even her ex-fiancé was close to them; it was most likely him faking it, but he still tried.

However, Kendall would rather feel a little hurt because Y/n doesn’t want to go to the third family dinner of the week instead of seeing Y/n and Kylie together. Not only is she jealous of how close her sister and girlfriend seem together, but confused.

She feels ridiculous, but her mind is swirling with negative thoughts. Her brain hyper-focuses on a small comment Y/n made a few weeks ago.

"I saw Kylie's new post. She looks good."

Y/n said it with too much conviction for Kendall's liking. She should know that her girlfriend loves her and not her sister, but she still struggles with her jealousy. It crippled so many of her relationships, but her last one is what ruined her. She feels like her jealousy was validated in her last relationship when she found out her ex-fiancé was cheating on her. It's been more than a year since that shitshow ended, yet Kendall seems to have barely changed when it comes to her confidence in her significant other. For a while there she did think that her old ways were behind her. Now she’s being tested and she’s failing miserably.

Y/n would never put her in a situation like her ex-fiance did. If Y/n wanted to break-up with her for someone else she would’ve done it by now, but she also isn’t messy enough to date Kendall’s sister. Maybe her blame is misplaced and it’s all on her sister. Kylie is pressing herself against Y/n too much for Kendall to view it as innocuous.

She does not intend on causing a scene, but Kendall gets up from her seat and walks to where her sister and girlfriend are. They turned their head towards her when she was close enough and Y/n smiled at her so innocently that Kendall instantly felt crazy for all her thoughts.

"Hey babe."

Y/n removes her arm from Kylie's shoulder and hugs Kendall. The only time Y/n gets like this is when she is a bit tipsy. She was very smiley and happy because of it. Kendall knows it’s tough for her to sit through some of their family dinners where Kendall’s sisters often ask too many questions about her relationship. Wine seemed to be her coping mechanism, but Kendall is still not used to seeing this side of her girlfriend.

Kendall wants to be happy seeing how comfortable her girlfriend looks around her family, she really did, but with Kylie still hovering around she could not even force herself to be happy.

"How much have you had to drink?" Kendall asked.

"Not enough," she joked and laughed right in Kendall’s face. Kylie began laughing with her.

They laughed obnoxiously and Kendall fought the urge to roll her eyes, pout, and walk away. She’d be accused of throwing a temper tantrum. Instead she gives a tepid laugh and stale smile that neither of them really pay attention to.

"It's getting late. We should get going, Y/n."

Kendall grabbed Y/n's hand and didn't even give her the chance to protest. She pulled her away from her sister without even saying as much of a word to her sister. They made the rounds of saying goodbye to her other sisters rather quickly while Y/n walked with her.

The car ride home was silent but Kendall's thoughts were like a storm. Her jealousy always bubbled into undeniable anger and she couldn't let it slip away like she normally would.

Kendall felt like taking it out on Y/n. She is rarely the dominant one in bed; usually she is rough, and passionate, but it was Y/n who took charge 99% of the time. So she feels odd initiating things this way, but she’s done it before and too riled up to stop herself now.

The car comes to a halt in their driveway.

"Get in the house, Y/n."

"Yes ma'am," Y/n says with a giggle. She can tell Kendall is upset, but there she struggles to find a clear indicator of what’s bothering her. Mocking things makes it worse for her.

Y/n gets out the car, closing it shut before she stops dead in her tracks. Kendall is standing right in front of her, her finger coming up in Y/n's face, "don't try it Y/n."

Something that was supposed to be threatening made Y/n giggle again. The tough girl act is always so funny coming from Kendall. It’s especially funny since Y/n knows that she’s probably upset over something small that they can resolve in the next hour.

"What's your problem Kendall?"

"Hmm, I don't know, maybe watching my girlfriend flirt with my sister is something that would upset me. Who would've thought!"

Her sarcastic tone made Y/n straighten up a little bit. She was poking fun at her girlfriend in a lighthearted way, but it seems that her method was making things worse. Of all the things…Kendall is jealous because she thinks Y/n was flirting with Kylie?

"What? How was that flirting. We were drinking and laughing about stupid shit while you sulked in the corner."

"I wasn't sulking."

Y/n laughed again, just fueling Kendall’s fire some more. The fact that Y/n couldn't see what she saw made her feel worse.

“You know you have nothing to worry about,” Y/n tries to ease her with a honeyed tone. She can see that wild look in her girlfriend’s eyes that shows her that her girlfriend wants to take it out on her. Y/n planned to go straight to their bed once they got home, but she’s going to indulge her and see how far Kendall will go. “Let’s just go inside, okay?”

Their house is warm and dark. Y/n knows Kendall is following behind her, but she doesn’t know how close she is. Not being able to see gave her a bit of a thrill and she sobered up immediately; she almost felt like Kendall’s prey. Deep down she knows it’s not good to use her girlfriend’s jealousy to her advantage.

As Y/n made her way towards the light switch, a hand on her hip redirected down the hallway that leads to the kitchen instead of the other one.

“What are you doing?” Y/n asks as if she doesn’t have a clue.

“Shut up,” Kendall shuts her down. Y/n is not ashamed to say that the tone of Kendall’s voice made her wet,

Kendall guides them into the kitchen where she pushes Y/n over the counter top.

A sharp gasp came from Y/n’s mouth when she felt Kendall grab a handful of her ass through her dress. She presses her front against Y/n’s backside and leans down.

“You get off on teasing me,” Kendall whispers in her ear, her voice harsh from the low tone. Her voice is dripping with desire despite the front she’s trying to put up. Y/n pushes her ass back against which only annoys Kendall even more, “I bet if I stick my hand in your panties you’re going to be dripping.”

The ache between Y/n’s legs almost makes her too weak. Kendall proves her last statement true when she slides her hand down the front of Y/n’s body and past the elastic of her panties. She feels just how wet she is between her legs. Her fingers ghost against Y/n’s clit, making her sigh beneath her. She slides her hand lower so two of her fingers press against Y/n’s slit. She’s sticky and Kendall knows she tastes so sweet too.

The teasing is making Y/n’s heart beat faster. She wants more, prompting her to grind herself against Kendall’s fingers like a whore. Her legs spread wider as her hips started to speed up. She lets herself finally moan, face resting against the cool marble, and back arching into Kendall.

Y/n whimpers when Kendall removes her hands from her panties. She wants to whine louder, but she almost feels pathetic whimpering and wanting to beg for more. She almost feels out of character, but the change of pace is fun for her.

Kendall roughly pulled her panties down, exposing Y/n’s pussy to the surrounding air. She gasps when Kendall slaps her ass without any warning. She jerks against the counter and grabs on hard to the edge.

“Don’t like it when the tables turn, huh?”

For once Y/n is feeling vulnerable under Kendall’s touch. She keeps her mouth shut instead of answering Kendall’s question.

Two fingers poke at her slit and finally push in. Y/n pushes back against Kendall’s hand to sink those nimble fingers into her.

“You didn’t need me when you were ignoring me for my sister, but now my pretty slut needs more — you look so pathetic fucking yourself on my fingers.”

Y/n’s cunt clenches around Kendall’s fingers. More of her arousal seeps out of her and coats Kendall’s fingers.

“Go ‘head and make yourself cum.”

It’s almost demeaning to move herself on Kendall’s fingers without any help. It’s like she’s using a sex toy, but the toy is berating her and making fun of her for being a whiny slut. Still, Y/n moves herself faster in an attempt to chase her orgasm. Her body feels like it’s getting close, but she almost feels like it’s a losing game.

“Don’t slow down,” Kendall slaps her ass, making Y/n yelp but keep herself moving.

Kendall can only see the outline of Y/n with the dim lighting that comes from the hallway light. She wishes she could see the details of her fingers disappearing into Y/n’s cunt. Her sloppy cunt squelches loudly around Kendall’s fingers and Kendall feels them spasming around her.

“If you don’t cum in the next 30 seconds then I’m going to leave you here whimpering against the counter unsatisfied and dripping like the slut you are.”

The threat makes Y/n groan in anger. She moves herself at an almost punishing pace because she’s so desperate to cum. She doesn’t think she’s able to do it but she feels the tight coil in the pit of her stomach snap. She gushes around Kendall’s fingers who is taking great joy in hearing the pathetic slivers of pleasure that escape from her lips. It gives her such a rush to see Y/n like this, to feel like she has power over her after she felt awful for the majority of the evening.

“You made a mess,” Kendall says referring to Y/n’s juices covering her hand. Kendall withdraws her fingers slowly, making Y/n feel empty again.

Y/n tries to stand up, but Kendall promptly pushes her back down. Two fingers poke at her bottom lip and Kendall spits out a, “suck.” Y/n opens her mouth and the fingers she just coated with her cum inside of her mouth. She obeys the command Kendall gave to her and sucks herself off of her girlfriend’s fingers. She finds herself humming while doing it too; intoxicated more by the situation than the alcohol she had earlier in the evening.

Kendall pops them out of Y/n’s mouth and gives her a chance to catch her breath. Y/n is surprised that Kendall actually lets her stand up this time.

“I hope you don’t think I’m done with you.”

Despite being nearly spent, that threat made Y/n ready to go again.

-

Y/n wakes up with a headache, but also with a clear memory of the night before. Her right hip, where Kendall held a tight grip on her, was sore. There was a slight pain she felt in her body, but it was the kind of delicious feeling that she wanted to wake up with everyday.

Kendall is still sleeping in the bed next to her. She didn’t let Y/n properly rest after their little moment in the kitchen. Kendall brought her to the bedroom and continued taking her frustration out on her girlfriend’s body.

As much as it was exhilarating for Y/n, Kendall’s jealousy is a problem. If they’re not going to repeat any of Kendall’s former relationships, especially the last one, then it’s something she’s going to have to work on. It’s also not good for them to be arguing when they leave in two days to go visit Y/n’s parents. Y/n has not seen her parents for a good two years and Kendall has not met them at all.

It is rare for Y/n to bring a girlfriend home, so this trip is not something her parents are going to take lightly. They know who her girlfriend is, and how famous she is by this point. Kendall is nervous about meeting them and anyone Y/n may have grown up with. She knows that there are some people in town that Y/n still has history with, but she thinks the likelihood of running into them is slim.

An hour after Y/n woke up, Kendall finally wakes up. She finds her girlfriend in the closet picking out the clothes she wants to pack.

“Did you sleep well?” Kendall’s voice interrupts Y/n’s concentration. Y/n turns around to see Kendall leaning against the door frame. She can see the slight smirk that’s tugging at her lips, probably from basking in the glow in the performance she pulled off last night.

“I slept fine. Just packing for our trip. Are you already packed.”

“I am.”

“Good. That way I don’t have to nag you about getting everything together at the last minute,” she jokes but it doesn’t seem like Kendall is in the same mood as her.

“Are we going to talk about last night, or are you going to skirt around it,” from the way she talks to her about, it seems as if Kendall only wants to gloat about what happened.

“You want to talk about how you got stupidly jealousy last night? You’ve been saying for the past 6 or 7 months that you want me to get close with your family and when I do you accuse me of flirting with Kylie. If I wanted to be with your sister, I could, but I don’t want to.”

“Well sorry that I was just confused by the sudden switch in behavior,” she says sarcastically, “I didn’t know you and Kylie were besties.”

“She’s much more fun to be around after a few shots. It wasn’t a big deal, nor am I going behind your back to talk to her. The only time I would ever do that is if I was planning a surprise for you and needed her help or something. I don’t want you to assume that I’m cheating on you just because I’m standing a little close to your sister. You know me better than that.”

This is a ridiculous conversation to be having one year into their relationship. Y/n knows that, but Kendall seems to be hung up on her feelings. She doesn’t want to admit she’s wrong and make the situation more than what it is. The way she crosses her arms and turns her eyes away from Y/n makes her look like a defiant child. Y/n is disappointed but knows that this is a larger symptom of her failed engagement. It was all fun and games last night, but now Y/n really knows that they have a problem to reckon with.

“You know I love you Kendall.”

She sighs with defeat and looks at her girlfriend again, “I know.”

“Good,” Y/n walks over to her and gently places her hand on her shoulders. She stares at her sleepy face for a few seconds before she kisses her lips softly, a stark comparison from how rough things were last night. “Now I’m going to finish packing.”

Kendall leaves Y/n to pack in peace. She hopes that they’re able to push their problems away before they leave for this trip.