Alright, too many days since I last posted. Here are a few nice shots from the Kelly sequence I've been working on! I'm gonna add one or two NSFW posts later today, but I wanted to first make a public post about the current state of things.
I've been frustrated the last week or so with the Kelly sequence. Here's something that happens sometimes:
Me: "I wanna make something hot, like an intense makeout scene with Flin and Kelly!"
Me: *Spends 3-4 hours in Blender. Makes a decent image or few.*
My dick: *Stays soft.*
Me: "Fuck."
And then I have to sit there and wonder if the image can still be salvaged/mutated into something good, or if it's better to scrap it all and start over again.
THEN, sometimes, the SAME THING HAPPENS AGAIN. When it does, I get real frustrated, and start to rationalize whether or not the still-decent image I made can be used and if I can just move on.
This happened a few times this week, both with the imagery and the writing, and the temptation was there to just accept them and move on.
I had to take a step back and remind myself...if I can't revel in these scenes, there's really no point to making them. Can't cut corners when it comes to whether or not the scene turns me on.
(I will note, there are images in LLRR that used to turn me on but don't anymore - particularly in early sex scenes. Those will likely be updated eventually.)
Anyway, so yesterday, I started over again and tried a new idea, which led to some excellent shit that I'm really digging. Yes!
The point is, I'm a bit behind schedule with the Kelly update, but there is some sweet stuff in the works. I'm still aiming to release early next month, but I'm going to prioritize doing it right. After all, how can I hope for you to love it if I don't even like it? That's my general artistic philosophy, anyway.