DIAZEPAM/HERETIC (live from my dinner table)

Beautiful ❤️ I could listen to him sing all day

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Oh my God wow wow wow

Ditto

Thoughts and prayers for your journey… You will be okay and will feel so much better once you get to the other side... I weened off of pain meds this year after 10yrs {4yrs on Percocet, 1-2yrs trying to find something that worked, >5yrs 30mg/day Methadone} …. I still hurt like crazy ~the meds weren’t helping~ but I feel better being off the meds and I know that if something happens and I TRULY need them they’ll help … Once you get to the other side, once you see the light, you will feel better, I promise …. Listen to REN’s Sick Boi album on repeat, it will help you get through the hard times, I found that Losing All Faith truly hit home …. Best of luck to you … I’m here if you want to reach out💚

This is so good 😩

This content is exactly why I signed up for your Patreon (swoon)!!!😍🥰❤️💕

Feeling so spoilt right now, beyond grateful for you Ren & your honest willingness to share so much of yourself with us 🙏❤️

My 2 favorite REN tracks #-a treat!

I just can't love this enough! All the feels 💙

“Many versions of Sick Boi” relatable AF 🤣

Love this songs always sound there best when there totally stripped back! ❤️❤️

Katy Bassett

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Love this, the lyrics blow my mind 🤯 Would love you to do acoustic version of Penitence :))

It is what it is! <3 Power is definetly up there too <3

Renegades are peace-loving by nature (I think), so you don't have to worry. 😂 I have five favorites so far, all tied for first place: Power, Heretic, Humble, Hold On and Seven Sins. Ready For You is rising up in the ranks as well.

This is very apt at the moment from... I have been taking 15mg for over 10yrs and they have just started to ween and I feel fucking horrible. I loving this - thank you x

I will risk being murdered by the renegades but Diazepam is my favorite Ren's song of them all <3

Diazepam and Insomnia make me feel understood

Brilliant. I would definitely love to hear an album like this from you! I love your hip hop stuff, but I also love the more chilled acoustic vibe to some of your music. Cant wait to see what's coming next.

Loved it!

I love the run of Kubrick allusions

Of course we enjoyed it😄

Beautiful, acoustic is my favorite.

I love both songs & listen to them often 🥰 such a treat

Diazapan is one of my favs too

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beautiful

Ren. Thank you. That’s all.

This heals my heart so much 💙

Got to love abit diazepam. 🙃 🙂.

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make the fuckin "unplugged" album already!!

Heretic is a masterpiece 😍

Two of my favorite songs! Especially diazepam. For me that song reminds me of another drug that I became really addicted to and it was really hard to get off of and it was called Dilaudid. I did get off of it. But it was hard because I kept ending up in the hospital with severe pain and nothing would take the pain away except for dilaudid. It was the only pain medicine that I wasn't allergic to and I still had to take Benadryl with it because it literally made me itch from head to toe. The withdrawals were even more painful than what I was already going through. But it got to a point where I'd rather be in pain than be addicted to a narcotic. Luckily my pain is less now. Still there but some days it's more manageable than the others. Diazepam is a song that reminds me that I never want to be back there ever again so thank you for writing that song it's really helped me in a lot of ways. Heretic is the song that is my theme song for everything I've been though health wise. I honestly wish I had discovered your music 15 years ago when all this started, then I wouldn't have felt so alone. Again thank you for being a huge inspiration to me. 🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼😘

Thanks Ren , I will listen to this over and over, 2 of my favourites, just love the words to heretic, gets me every time, thank you thank you xxx

"Glockenspiely fucking thing" HaHaHa

Heretic with some backing gospel vocals at the end would sound amazing! It’s giving me Great Gig in the Sky vibes. Thanks for this one Ren, love it

Somebody needs to bring back MTV Unplugged and get you on it 🖤

I hope that someday NPR will have you at the Tiny Desk Concerts. 🖤

I'd even buy a vinyl with Ren READING a dictionary.

That was a treat and a half! ☺️🔥🔥🔥💕 Thanks for that Ren... 2 of my favourite songs of yours (well they all are so that is just redundant to say!) 🤣 I hope your treatment is going well! 💕

Love the acoustic versions of your songs. So stripped back, raw, vulnerable, even a little flawed ( aren’t we all ) Your lilting voice at the end sends shivers and takes my breath away. Just beautiful- thank you, Ren.

I love both songs, but Heretic is in my top 10 Ren/Big Push song list. It transcends genre so much that I don't even want to compare it to anything else. It sits in its own musical universe, lol.

Beautiful, Heretic is a favourite so this definitely brought joy to my day.

Hi Ren, that was lovely 😍. I will watch it again on repeat as usual 💗. I hope you are in good health 😊.

so beautiful! would love more of THIS! thank you xo

WOW!! You made my day, month & year!! Thank you Ren!

Oh that last bit of Heretic, haunting when played acoustic. Perfect for this grey foggy rainy eve. Grateful.

I love stuff like this please do more!

brilliant . Thank you!

Ren, I'm pretty sure you were born with music running through you

I understand

Love both of these tracks Ren , great to see you relaxed and playing

Beautiful two of my favourite earlier tracks

Acoustic album on Vinyl. This is golden.

Love it 👍🏽🐷✌🏼

Rick Surratt

Heretics one of my faves from you. "life keeps on fucking me, I wish that life was celibate! ". Man what a lyric.

Loving the dinner table series ❤️

Fantastic way to end my weekend/start my week -- thanks. I hope your coming week is stellar!

Julie A

Nice! Thought you were about to mash up some Matt Corby there at the end 😉

Think some admin agreed & heled me out w/it 🫣I tried 2 push all lil buttons had access 2 once realized what belle s came off like.. just seriously been such nothing forever & his influence helped a lot, like has so many, doesn’t mean should run rampant all me!! On his thread …. SUPER. appreciate ur getting back. 2 me.. 🙏

I could listen to acoustic Ren all day 😍 💕 💖

MiMiD566

This is fantastic Ren!!!!! I love Demos 2... I actually have 1 and 2 violets tale freckled angle and many versions of sick Boi lol I love your singing voice 😍 you are just so talented ❤️ 💕 ♥️ much love and thank you for all this great patron content we love u ❤️ 💕 ♥️

MiMiD566

So awesome! Demos Vol 2 is the album/EP I resonate with the most. Thanks for sharing!! ❤️❤️❤️

Your singing voice Ren, is amazing. Thank you for sharing this it made my day.❤️🎧

Silky smooth voice, sublime 💙

Many grand and ancient memories, (1960's - 1970's), are of days, evenings, nights sitting back with friends and friends of friends chatting while one or more persons played their guitar or other instrument in the idle lazy way of just being the music.

Diazepam is one of my favourites

I love this song.. beautiful acoustic version.. when you are better, please come back to Brighton to perform here again 💚💚

Ren reading bedtime Wikipedia.

This is the most beautiful song 🎵

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sara b

This is better than the video. Great vocals and fun to watch ❤️

Love those songs! ❤️

Love this 💕

That was just a wee bit beautiful, love Diazepam 💜

Thank you. This is what I needed after a very difficult day. ♥️

Petra

Beautiful 😍

I just love the laid back atmosphere and getting to see you play and sing. And love those songs. Thanks for inviting us to your dinner table. 😊💙

Although it makes me sad listening to you, it's filling my heart with joy at the same time ❤

Thank you, that was lovely 💕

Ahhhh! Being ‘there’ to see your natural playing, including all the thoughts….. just priceless. I bloody love the scales/keys you use in heretic singing ‘eyes on the prize’ and the voice at the end……..❤️. I’ll take this as my guitar lesson for this week 🙏

Diazepam is one of my favorites and it sounded so beautiful as acoustic.

....that last bit! Beautiful singing ❤️

Ren your voice is so silky, you could sing the dictionary.

❤️acoustics❤️

Mine too. A few minutes of raw music over polished 😍😍

New to listening to Ren and I’m absolutely obsessed with him and his talent ❤️❤️

Aww... thank you. ❤️

Elizabeth Fischer

Fanbloodytastic!

Beautiful 💜🐷

FerretMom

I wish I could live with you so you could sing for me as a lullaby every evening. :D <3 So, so beautiful and intimate. Thanks.

Harry Haller

Lovely jubbly, thanks 🪇

I love listening to you sing, I could listen to you all day 🤗 hold on I do listen to you all day 😁❤️

It's like NPR Tiny Desk Concerts, only it's REN Tiny Table Concert and better.

Ren, live and unplugged, perfection🎶

Every time I take it, I sing this in my head lolol

Elizabeth, you write beautifully. I always love reading your comments😃

This just feels like the perfect performance at the perfect time right now.

Thank you. Heretic is still one of my top three Ren songs. This version is beautiful.

Carolin (Cas)

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You hoped; we enjoyed.

One of my most favourite of your songs, this is pretty much now my favourite version.

This feels like the best of 1990s coffee shop Friday nights. I appreciate this.

Beautiful 🥰. I love your acoustic versions

I could watch and listen to a whole concert of you at the dinner table! This was so beautiful, thank you, Ren!

It feels like with everything you give us, big or small you send a part of your soul out with it, remember to leave yourself some too, I truly appreciate you for your music, it's even strange I was trying to teach myself word for word track by track in my head while I couldn't sleep, and then I come out to you just being the absolutely blessing that we all didn't know we needed. You're going to change the world Ren 🌎 ✨️ ❤️

Thanks, Ren. Just love watching you play acoustic, and picking out the chords/notes along with you.

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Thank youuuuu!!! These acoustic treats are my absolute favorite thing!! ❤️

That was great. 👏 Thank you!

This is lovely, just lovely! THANK YOU for all you do! 💐

Kathleen Kristjansson

Those pills make me cry. But i love your song and you Ren.

Thank you that was awesome!! 3 mins 56 seconds of being totally mesmerised. 😍

Ok, but...did you have tea, coffee, cocoa or whiskey in the cup? 😀

Thanx 🥰 it is indescribable how much strength a video like this, you singing to us, gives me… INVALUABLE!!! ❤️💫

Just beautiful. 💕💕

The all alone part is always my favorite. Heretic is definitely in my top faves!

Kelly Srader

HOLY SHIT! I've had these two songs (and depression) on repeat for DAYS, they have been getting me through some stuff, and you post this at the perfect time, thank you!!!

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Heartbreakingly BEAUTIFUL...Thank you 💙💙

I don't know when or where but I am going to be euphoric when I hear you live. This performance 🫶.

I would so love to know more about your singing practice... 😁

Amy1 kno how I can delete Few WAY over top comments made-REN just so inspiring I’d just rather not come off Complete tool..

Dinner? So what's for dessert?

Awesome hearing these tunes I love stripped back like this. Appreciated

Love it! Heretic is one of my favs! Thank you, Ren!

PLEASE consider doing an acoustic album! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

What a fantastic way to end my morning in Texas! Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful as always! Thank you for letting us in. 🙏 ❤️

Love this. Heretic is one of my favorites.

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You really do hit this tune with your voice. That the only way I know how to describe it is; you just feel like deep in your mind you are at peace. That the pain is only a symptom, that you can heal from it. Very beautiful, thank you for sharing.

❤️Heretic is one of my favorites, your voice is so haunting. Seeing you perform it live is a true gift Ren❤️

Two of my favourites. Love the acoustic versions ❤️

Oh Ren, thank you so much for that. I love your voice and this makes my Sunday evening perfect. Much love from Germany.🙂

🎸🎼🎵🎶 If you ever need a stranger to talk to, to listen to you, to share the lows with and know that they understand, I am here.. You have helped me so much, that is the least I can do.. Thank you for sharing your gift with us.. 💜💜💜

AND MUSIC!! why make up co marketing music to Roblox.. cuz no1 else is.. it’s all kids REN.. (fair amt pedo’s imagine been on this idea a while)

I need heretic acoustic version on spotify ASAP!!!! Pretty please 🥹

Thank you for this <3

BUT JUST BELIEVING IN MYSELF FOR THAT DAY & 1/2 meant the world to me… you’ve changed this sad ask pity party promoter into the underground marketing genius once was.. idea wise.. got 1 word 4ya.. NO1’s.. paying any attn yet.. it’s a gold mine Apple rep didn’t even recognize the name.. 1/2 the worlds kids living wild Wild West & ONLY make-up giant maybaliene just recent started selling make up,hair,clothing designs

Yaaaaay ty 😊

Thank you my brother Heretic has always been one of my faves of yours would love an acoustic album with this on!!!

Man, this is what I needed this morning, thank you!!

It’s always been 1 the greatest gifts I feel u share w/ Us..the way u share yourself innthis like 1 on 1 way-feels like just sitting other side the table or other side the bed when woke up so excited that morn after. Conquered the world thru ur& ur crewz DIY-ed-ness.. KNO u head this loads but U really HAVE changed my life…. Not being on my own all the time anymore just mad inspiring .. Cursed w/spinal damage/crap Public Health Service,-lack there of…KEPT me from doing what always done best..street level promo.. When heard u we’re headed W FRED AGAIN,knew I’d go Tue…poss wed or both & had mad stencils so when u got in the hood ya’d of seen logo -THE 1 U WORE(thot b all ‘LA ViBe..’ Limo,back entrance/bla de bla So I’d of just hit every freeway on/off ramp.. then just crosswalks/paper boxes/not to VANDOULOUS (altho Sony did pay us to WRECK lA when Radiohead put out Hail 2 the Thief’… All bus stops-shop windows on Melrose..shit Lacma.. I was so hyped even tho had no help & didn’t expect shout out or nothing-I’d NVR of like went up 2 ya.. hoped I’d find pig mask.. figured my bent over dragging gait been seen as a bit ya kno.. I floated down Monday nite thinking I’d bomb from like 1-6am.. Realized with 1st attempt,w/no help,not able 2 walk unless I’m pushing shopping cart.. THAT ID BLOWN IT BY NOT get me couple pro DTLA cart pushers.. have em do whole project.. but then what if they didn’t respect the venue or private propert

On point

Voice is soothing x

Demos vol 2 is on of my favourite albums! If anyone hasn’t checked it out you need to! Its such an amazing album

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Love the noodling around with the tunes.

Omg so beautiful 😍

This is just what i needed tonight. Youre awesome, bro. Thanks for letting us in🫶 Theres something about just you and a guitar in your moment🔥

Thanks for sharing Ren, just beautiful 🥰

This is classic and needs to be pressed in vinyl for eternity!

I love Heretic so much its one off my favorite 😍

I love your acoustic versions of your music. I would love to have an acoustic/live CD/album of your music to go along with the studio versions that I already have.

Love both of these songs and watching you do acoustic versions of them is so beautiful ❤️. Thank you for sharing these special moments with us ❤️❤️❤️

Rest ren 💤💤,big love

Prior to finding Ren, I don't think I'd ever been aware of music as such a fully alive creature, with so many varied moods. It's like catching the iridescence in a feather or a butterfly's wing. Privileged to listen.

Elizabeth Fischer

I was feelin a bit hopeless that I am yet again awake at 4ish am but here comes troubadour Ren creating magic and turning me from hopeless to happy with a smile 😁 on my sleep 🥱 deprived fugly mug , so Thank You Ren 🥰 you're awwwwwesome 💯

Afternoon nap time for you ren 💗🙏💤 xxxxx

Dinner and a show 🍿

Love your acoustic versions, filmed wherever you are! I also have Chronic Pain, and it debilitates me so I am also trapped in my room, watching the world flow by on my laptop, rather than being in my own little boat with that world. I also now have hormonal issues that make life even less enjoyable, very recent change... So your offerings really cheer me, inspire me and your very existence, how vocal you are about your suffering while never being a "Poor me" person, well, I am encouraged to keep going, to find some hope for TODAY, rather than hoping that Tomorrow will be better. That's so new for me, and you helped me step into the Now, stop living in the past and fearing the future. We love you Ren!

Baldevi

Wonderful stuff Ren. Are you phased by the weight now of the adulation heaped upon you?For you and your team are for sure absolutely game changing . Please take care for your talent is just breathtaking.

that’s the dream ✨

Oh beautiful ❤️,I love live music,feel great watching you at home X all alone but not lonely,that's me putting the speaker's on for the neighbours to listen 👂 xxxx

Man we need an acoustic album..

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Thank you for sharing personal time with us like the dinner table sessions. Acoustic versions are so special. I think Genesis acoustic blows the mind of so many people. Thanks again Ren.

Damn. Great man

Beautiful 🥰

Two of my favourites from Demos 2. Love how different they sound when you play them acoustically, thanks Ren. Hope things aren’t feeling too tough at the moment. Sending 💜 and 🫂s

Dude, you do MEAN acoustic versions... just perfect. Thank you

Jack

Sooooo good! Thanks for sharing!

I barely get my thoughts on paper during treatment..... and somehow you manage this stunner lot.... keep going

Just love watching you doing acoustic sessions.. ❤️

Amazing. I wish you would release all acoustic versions on Spotify. Would listen then to death 💖

That was awesome 🤩

Debbie Greene

Never heard ‘Heretic’ before so thanks for the intro’. Thanks. Both songs 💐

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Sweet good morning!

I could Listen for hours, days, weeks, months, years. Damn💕

Thank you! Love these versions ❤❤

Love these songs, beautiful 💐

I'm buying a gut string electric thin body to build my guitar loops...think I may have been influenced by someone lol

Wonderful songs. I enjoy the feeling of each.

All of this my amazing troubadour - love you buddy 💖

I am in a "feeling down" situation for a couple of weeks. I needed this. Thanks.

Oh my god I’m hyperventilating. Can’t watch it yet but this is as exciting as going to a gig. Real raw music. 🙏

Thank you so much for this.

Man, I can't get enough of your music 💙

Thank you for everything ❤️

I love these songs so much. Beautiful. Thank you💛💛💛💛

So Magical Hearing These!!🥹🙏🪄💓👏👑

Damn you seriously are the best! ❤️

Melinda Webb

🧡🧡🧡 Heretic is one of my favorites

Love this version of the song ❤️❤️