September rewards cancelled, pausing patreon !!!PLEASE READ!!!

Sigh... was not looking forward to making this post...
I'm going to talk about few things here:

1) what happened
2) your rewards and money
3) my plans for next month and kinktober
4) my plans this month

1) So basically I don't know if you saw, but lately I have not been doing that well mentally, I feel really bad about my self, my life and everything else, that made it impossible to focus on drawing and I just didn't find the strength and motivation to continue with this months rewards... I'm really sorry about this and I hate my self for being this week, but me running from my responsibilities is nothing new... I'll try to reset this month tho and have a little time for self care, hope you understand.

2) NOW DON'T WORRY ABOUT YOUR MONEY!!! I'm actually pausing October, so if you joined now, you'll get everything next month for free. You're actually in luck to be honest, because next month is Kinktober! That means I'll try to draw every day and you should get at least 20 art works OwO
I'm going to leave the same links and password
ps.: new people can still join without any problem either in September or October, they will not be charged twice

3) So yah, if you don't know what Kinktober is, basically theres a list of kinks and every day we try to draw something for it. Some of those works will be full drawings, some just sketches, but I'll try to do as much as I can! I love kinktober and last year I did 23 works, so will be really fun to see if I can beat my record!!! Most of the drawings will go to the "send nudes" tier, but I will share some of them with "reading squad" tier so it's balanced and fair :3

4) I still want to do some drawings this month, I'll try to finish the genshin chibi designs and will probably do preparations for oc character reffs for the "reading squad" tier so I dont have to worry about it next month

Thank you guys for supporting me and I'm really sorry I wasn't able to provide this month. Thankfully a lot of you already expressed your kindness and I feel much better knowing you care enough about me to allow me this little break.

Thanks a lot for everything guys and hope to see you soon! [hugs you all really tight]