Alex Moves Out - Chapter 2

Alex had walked quite a ways to the nearest bus stop, and jumped on the first bus he found heading towards the city. He hadn’t been to the city much in his life as his parents hated it, but he had been googling the days prior and had found a fetish friendly club just on the outskirts of the city that offered both food and lodging. While his plan wasn’t to just grab a space to stay, he thought it would be very likely that he would end up renting one of the rooms to sleep. He thought it might be weird as those rooms are typically reserved for activities other than just sleeping, but he didn’t think he would want to leave the joint defeated on the first day, as he thought it might be hard to muster up the courage to enter the establishment a second time. After all, the only thing giving him enough motivation to do it this first time was his current situation of being kicked out.

By the time he made it to the club, the sun had just set over the hills and city life was bustling as everyone was wandering the city, shopping, dining and experiencing the world that was almost entirely new to Alex. His stomach hurt from the nerves he was experiencing, and those nerves only got worse when he rounded the corner and saw the entrance to the club. People walked by, barely noticing it, but for Alex it was the main destination. He made his way towards the entrance, nerves building in his stomach as he started to feel the judgement of everyone around him. He knew they had no idea where he was going, and probably didn’t care, but for Alex it was nerve racking. His forehead started to sweat a little.

As he approached the door, a bouncer reached their arm out to stop him.

“Evening, can I see an ID?” asked the large man.

“Ummm...ID?” stuttered Alex.

“Gotta be 18 or up to enter, gonna need to see an ID if you want in” the bouncer responded.

Alex was frozen. He hadn’t even thought about this. The people walking past him on the street must be judging him so hard. He looked around frantically to see if people were staring at him, but the bustling city life kept on. In the midst of the thoughts rushing through his head, Alex’s nerves skyrocketed to new levels, and having sat on the bus all day, to afraid to leave his stuff to use the bathroom in fear that it might be stolen, the feeling of a full bladder began to make itself present. It wasn’t long before he felt a small trickle of piss begin to flow wetting his jeans and slowly spreading through the front. His dark jeans made it hard to see, but it was definitely there. The warm liquid rushed down his leg, finding its way to his socks which seemed to soak the rest of it up.

Alex quickly swung his duffle bag in front to cover, and took his backpack off to find his wallet, digging frankly and hoping that no one had noticed that he just pissed himself. He was physically shaking and couldn’t believe what just happened.

“Hey, why don’t we step inside and let you find your ID, huh little one?” said the bouncer.

“Shit, does he know? How could he have seen that, let alone already know what I was into?” Alex thought to himself frantically.

He stepped inside with the large man, thankful to at least be off the street and away from the potential eyes of passersby. Finally finding his wallet, he pulled out his ID and showed it to the large man with a shaking hand. The bouncer looked at it, and nodded.

“Gotta check your bags too, security risk” he said.

“FUCK. Why hadn’t Alex thought any of this through, of course they are gonna search the bags. What if they find my diapers, better yet what if he asks why I wasn’t already wearing one given the accident I just had?”

Alex sheepishly nodded, and set his bags down on a nearby table. The man started going through them, starting with the duffle bag which thankfully just contained some clothes and food. The man nodded and then gestured for the backpack. Alex sheepishly handed the man the bag, as his nerves continued to reach a new peak. Nervously, he handed the bag over to which the man immediately started going through it. He sifted through some things, and paused as he seemed to be coming to an end. Alex knew immediately why he paused, as his diapers and teddy bear were secured down at the bottom, wrapped in his only onesie, clearly giving away why Alex was here tonight.

Alex could feel his bladder pushing again, and as he thought he would piss himself again he mustered all his might to hold it together. The man rummaged a little more, and out came one of the pharmacy brand diapers that Alex had stowed away.

“Looks all good to me. I recommend when you get in there, head straight to the bathroom and put one of these on little one, I have a feeling you're gonna be experiencing a whole lot more of those nervous accidents you just had outside”, the large man said as he handed Alex the diaper.

He had a big smile on his face and winked at Alex which sent a sudden sense of relief through Alex. After all, this was a fetish club so everything was welcome, and this man being the doorman has probably seen it all, hell probably is into something himself given that he works here.

Alex Grabbed the diaper from the man and quickly stuffed it back inside his backpack, keeping it at the top for easy access.

The large man reached out with a red bracelet and gestured to put it on Alex’s arm.

“What's this for?” Alex asked.

“Indicates you’re under 21, gotta be off the floor by 10pm” the large man responded as he gestured towards the door.

“Bathrooms are to the left when you get in there, best of luck kiddo” the man said as he opened the door, gesturing for Alex to step inside.

Inside was a large open floor plan, with several different platforms at varying heights all surrounding a bar flashing with neon lights. Different genres of music played from what appeared to be very separate sections, almost as if different kinks were designated to different areas. Conversations overlapped one another and created an environment that seemed semi chaotic. Alex stumbled inside, nervously looking around as he made eye contact with a few people. The place was packed, and looked like the inside of a porno. There were swings hanging from the ceiling in some sections, large tables set up in others, straight and gay couples making out left and right, the occasionaly view of a couple fucking, occassionally with a third or fourth participant. Almost no one was in normal clothes which stood out to Alex almost immediately and more importantly most were at least half naked, if not just straight up naked. There were some rocking different forms of leather, or jockstraps. Some wearing indistinguishable hoods, or collars chaining them to a nearby post. The weirdest part to Alex was that everyone was so nonchalant about it. If he had even mentioned anything like this to anyone he knew, they would call him weird, or perverted.

But here Alex was, standing in the mits of a fantasy he had no idea that he had. He continued to stand just inside the doorway and take it all in, not really looking for anything in particular when suddenly something caught his eye. In the back, just right of the bar he could make out the indistinguishable look of a man with a pacifier in his mouth. Fully naked with nothing by a diaper with a very colorful print on it. Alex’s heart skipped a beat with excitement as he felt a slight wave of relief. Alex had always struggled with his sexual crazes, and thought that diapers were definitely one that he would never share with anyone else.

Heart still racing, Alex stumbled his way into the bathroom, which surprisingly was rather clean. There was a man washing his hands completely butt naked, and another man occupying one of the only two stalls. The man washing his hands eyed Alex up and down through the mirror as he made his way into the stall, making Alex feel rather uncomfortable. He shut the stall door behind him and locked it. He dropped his bags to the ground and let out a huge sigh. It was so much to process. The nerves, pissing himself in public, being called out on his kink for the first time, and then seeing the equivalent of the inside of his head all laid out in front of him, all in the matter of minutes. He was dumb founded. By the time he snapped back to reality, he remembered that he was still wet, and needed to get out of these clothes.

Reaching down to unbutton his jeans, he realized he was rock hard. His cock was throbbing and aching for release. Everything was just so much and Alex had no idea what to do. Was he really just going to stroke one out in a club bathroom into his piss stained jeans? The thought of this only turned him on more as he slowly began to rub the front side of his jeans. He shook his head trying to focus himself. His first priority should be changing into some dry clothes, although, maybe not fully clothed as no one else had appeared to be. He pulled his jeans down and sat down on the toilet trying to give himself a minute to think. By no means did he want to draw attention to himself, but being fully clothed was probably going to draw the most attention, but at the same time Alex didn’t feel comfortable just strolling out in his diaper, as he still felt extremely embarrassed about it. Hell, fetishes aside, he felt extremely insecure about his body in general.

“Alright, diaper first” he thought to himself.

He pulled off his shoes and piss soaked socks, setting them on the ground, and continued to remove his jeans and underwear adding them to the pile. He unzipped his backpack and pulled out the bright white diaper and stared at it. His emotions were overwhelming him, and yet at the same time, he thought that he might feel the most accepted here of all places. He started unfolding it, which created the notorious crinkling noises which must have attracted the attention of the guy in the stall next to him. Between the obviously wet pile of clothes on the floor of the stall, and the notorious crinkling noises of the diaper, it must have been enough for the man to piece the two together.

“I thought you were supposed to wear one of those before you had an accident, kiddo” grumbled the deep voice of the man in the stall next to him.

Alex’s heart dropped again.

“FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK” he thought. “What the fuck am I supposed to do?”

Alex’s heart was once again racing.

“Haha...yea I don’t know what happened I guess” Alex said back without putting much thought into it.

“Well that's what you wear your diaper for kiddo, to catch those accidents” the man responded in a playful voice.

Alex was silent. He was frozen holding his half unfolded diaper, sitting butt naked on the toilet. Alex let out a nervous laugh as he felt his stomach churn with nerves. After a brief moment of silence, the man spoke again. “First time here, kiddo?”

“Ummm...yea…” he said as he sat naked on the toilet, diaper in hand.

“Well you know, if you need some help putting that thing on, I know there's some folks out in the main room who would be happy to help, hell might even make you a few friends if you let em”

Alex was silent. Of course he had always day dreamed about someone changing him, he was insanely nervous about it, especially in a place surrounded by a bunch of people.

“I think I can get this first one, but...hehe...maybe the next one?” Alex said back

“Hmmm...really is your first time. Just remember to breathe then, ok kiddo? Don’t let your nerves get the best of you, everyones just here to have a good time. This is a...what do you call it. Safe place? Something like that is what all the younger people around here say. Judgement free.”

Alex let out a deep sigh. While he knew in the back of his head that this was true, it was hard to grasp as all of this was so new to him.

Alex continued to unfold the diaper, this time with a little less care as he could tell his new friend in the stall next to him obviously didn’t care and stood up to begin the awkward process of putting a diaper on himself while standing up. He tapped himself up and stood there, looking down at the mess below him. Here he was, standing naked in a public bathroom stall with nothing but a diaper on. Piss soaked pants below him, and all of his belongings to his name in a bag just beside it. He laughed a little on the inside, is this what his life had become?

He picked up his soaked clothing and began to fold them up, trying to minimize the wetness touching anything else in his bag, as stupidly enough he hadn’t packed any plastic bags or storage containers. He stuffed them towards the bottom of the bag, hoping to minimize contact with everything else. He pulled out a pair of his pajama pants, and pulled them up over his diaper, concealing all but the tops that always hang out, and put a clean pair of socks on. He slipped his shoes on and picked up his bags, ready to leave the stall with no shirt. He thought it would be the best way to semi blend in, while not exposing everything, though obviously the tips of the diaper could be seen if anyone paid half a second of attention to him.

He opened the stall door and stepped out to look at himself in the mirror. The toilet in the stall next to him flushed, and out came an older gentleman, entirely butt naked and hair covering his entire body who took a look at him and smiled.

“You look cute kiddo.”

Alex blushed and smiled. “Thanks” he said.

“You can ask the bartender to store your bags, they have a tag system so they’ll be safe”.

“Thanks...for all the advice” Alex sheepishly responded.

“Anytime...and hey, if anyone...I mean ANYONE gives you a hard time, you come on over and find me. I'll make sure you're taken care of...” the old man said as he nodded and made his way to the exit.

Alex nodded back and he continued to blush. He could feel his nerves calming down as he got more and more comfortable. He went from being a helpless piss boy, to a proud diaper boy in just under an hour. He took one final deep breath before opening the door to the bathroom and made his way out.