Novak Rouge

bear!meian doodles

Added 2024-03-24 23:11:25 +0000 UTC

HEY SO sorry i kinda disappeared for a bit there. I've been going through a lot of stuff (aka my house flooding at night with nothing to do about it so very stressful) (it's getting handled tomorrow) so i haven't had energy to draw :( And like... stressful situations end up bringing up personal stuff and not working really makes me feel like shit jnhgfkdsgf It's hard to stay motivated when you're in the creative field and there's competition and the need to stay relevant. I've always struggled with comparisons and feeling not good enough as others (working on it in therapy dw!!) so it all kinda caught up to me. Also my hand started to hurt a lot so i got very spooked about it aaaaa

i'm really sorry i let it affect my work tho. It's not your fault and im very sorry. I'm gonna try to get back at it so please accept this bear doodles in the meantime. Thank you so much for your support and for reading my rambles. I think it's important to stay transparent cause like... we're all human, after all. I appreciate your support a whole lot!!