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7/21/21 - Small Update

Added 2021-07-22 02:40:00 +0000 UTC

Hi! Things have already not gone as planned. Although the worst thing (certainly not the worst) could not have happened at a better time. (relatively speaking since I only have 2 comms that've been paid for so far)
I do not know yet how this will effect things as everyone handles emotions differently, but from my experience, I've found it extremely difficult to create art during times where I've felt emotionally distressed. All I ask is for your patience and understanding as this will likely be a lot for me to feel.

I will now do my best to summarize.

2 people who mean a lot to me had been going behind my back for about a year each.

About 2 weeks ago, One of them lied and reassured me that they'd never do something like that when I asked if they were.

About 2 days ago, the same person confessed to lying to me, and told me the truth about both of them going behind my back.
About 6 hours ago, I was finally about to clear up the rest with the other person and hear their truth.
Their reasons weren't malicious, And are both good people/fucking idiots who will continue to mean a lot to me as I begin to learn to trust them again.
Now that I know what I'll be facing emotionally, All that's left is to continue feeling it all.

I will keep you all updated as I begin to figure out what I can handle. Thank you all so much for your support ^^
On to tomorrow!