Siren in the rocks of Mexico

I've had terrible service while in Mexico, but I haven't had much time to try to enjoy internet anyway except on the car rides to and from cenotes. I've gotten to use that time to relate and get to know Kristy Jessica and the photographers that have been on our workshops. The Nude Siren Events has been very successful. I've really enjoyed creating underwater. It is a cool natural medium. I think in genreral I enjoy natural and the way it looks. Often underwater is refreshing and has less bugs than other nature areas. I don't fear bugs, but I don't enjoy how much they bite me. I've found I have quite an allergy to a lot of them. Despite the cold and lack of air, underwater genereally doesn't hurt as much as most logs and rocks. But when I think about what I like, I like the artsy feeling of nature photos... or the ethereal quality in them. There is something fantasy-like about nudity in nature because rarely do we see people naked in nature. I saw that and I see nudity in nature a lot. I get followed by a lot of nudist accounts and hear about people that like being naked in nature. I won't lie... I don't love being naked in nature, but I love the look of it. I feel like some animal or fae.

I created a reference set of underwater images that I'll sell on my website as soon as I can get it up. I have a crowded next few months. This year is flying by and getting busy! I can't say, I'm not excited. It has been hard to keep up with things though. I want to be more responsive, but I also want to be more immersed in the modeling. It's why I got into this. I've hired an assistant to help me out. It is nice to give my brain a bit of a break. It helps me focus on the moment during my jobs instead of worrying about missing messages. I was juggling too much in my brain.

I think this year will escape me. I'm part okay with it, but I really need to slow down next year. I need to be a bit more purposeful or mindful in some ways. Modeling is physically  and mentally taxing, and I want to increase my quality. I learn so much and get so inspired constantly going, but I want to give more than 100%. How can I help inspire and give more? I've thought a lot about it and this year has been some experimentation. I've enjoyed the Nude Siren Events for providing people some opportunities to create in new ways at beautiful places. This place has helped me appreciate Mexico more. In art I want to open people's minds. I've learned so much about the difference between something that is scary and something that is dangerous. 

Hope everyone had a good month. I don't know what to expect for next month. Sometimes it is better that way. Thanks for donating your money and encouraging me to keep creating.