I know I am behind on posting the first set. I have a few more edits to make to some before I upload the whole set to my $5+ tier.
I'm excited to shoot more now that I have a new camera. I am also super intimidated to figure it out. The process for self portraits isn't crazy simple depending on how I do it.
I started my most recent tour. It is going well so far. I'm so anxious. I'm worried I bit off more than I can chew while ironically trying to make a more relaxed tour. On paper, the tour looks fine. I'm really not sure what I am worried about. Something in me is saying I haven't done well enough. I haven't done my best and I need to try harder. On my long drives I can dwell on that thought. There is still so much to do. I think because this is my second east coast tour. I am determined to do whatever I can to impress people and push to do better as a model than the last tour. Is this crazy? I worry that I might. E anxious from all the sugar in my brother's birthday cake last week. This is why I need to avoid sugar and insomnia if possible.
Anyway, thanks for your patronage! Your support is truly encouraging and I appreciate any feedback and ideas for the future.
Astrid Kallsen
2021-07-19 22:26:52 +0000 UTCJohn T. McClintock
2021-07-19 10:56:52 +0000 UTC