2020

I'll be posting two sets this month of reference photos and of photos from a recent photoshoot. Unfortunately, after this month, I will need some time away from modeling to figure out some new steps in my life. When I first started this year I had a lot of plans, but they got quickly derailed. I think so many people can relate to this! I wanted to give it my all this year to model and build modeling into the kind of business it could be. I learned a lot over the year about changes and developments I was ready to implement. The pandemic made a huge impact on business. I knew it what happen, as we all knew and saw it happen to a lot of businesses. I also found that it forced me to stop most of the modeling that I did. It gave me a moment to see how modeling has changed, but also that the perspections of modeling hadn't changed that much. While I enjoy the activity and creations, I needed to think about whether the presentation was worth it, especially during a time when my work has been reduced down a lot. 

I've decided to take a hiatus from this career. I've made a lot of sacrifices in my life to it, and I'm curious to find out who I am when I'm not preparing and working to create the next art. This career may not work well with who I am, although I've been excited by the challenges to try different things and grow skills I needed. There are a lot of careers out there, but none that inspired me to go every mile and more than modeling. With the way the world is changing, I don't want to wait month by month to see if I can go back to it. I'm not sure modeling will go back to being the same as it was. I think it'll be different in many ways, but only time will tell!

In the mean time, I want to focus on other things I can do and control, instead of trying to control this year. I'll be turning off Patreon's billing, so if you wish to still subscribe, I'll post photos here time to time, but it won't charge anyone until I'm done with my hiatus. I promise to give you plenty of warning beforehand of that!