A very real photo by Brian Storey
Added 2020-03-16 00:16:16 +0000 UTCLately, I can't believe how different my life turned out. Even since 2020 started, so much changed... Again.
I started off the year, making an LLC, determined to get fit, determined to find a house, and certain if start to feel like an adult. Instead, every house I've looked at is horrific, I eat my feelings still, the Corona virus might destroy the economy, and to top it off my parents got divorced suddenly. They don't want me to talk about it with a lot of people, but getting a divorce isn't exactly a secret. I'm both alright with their divorce and not alright with it. I assume this is what it feels like when your parents divorce after you've left the house.
The last few months really knocked me off my high horse. I went from feeling like I would find a way to make my goals happen to I have absolutely no control over what happens in my life. After a depressive funk to really reflect on my self pity, I remembered that this is the way it has been in life. It kicks me down but I force my way back up. If I can't succeed the normal way, I'll do it my own. There isn't anything specific to making things go my way. I just wiggle around, seize opportunities, and be patient. While I rarely get exactly
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Thank you! I'm hoping all things will be together in time
Astrid Kallsen
2020-03-17 17:22:03 +0000 UTCYou felt like you had total control and then felt down when that was proven false as it was bound to happen. Life is like a road you can go forward, backwards or even sideways. There will always be a detour somewhere in the road and as you have already realized your control is how you decide to move to towards your goal. You have this and as it all comes together you will appreciate it all the more
Don Williams
2020-03-16 00:31:58 +0000 UTC
