Cipher and random talk

Hi!

As usual the busy Sunday is here.
This is kind of a big text without any relevant or important info. Just read this for a closer interaction to my thoughts. In the end the real thing is that I'm thankful for the support.

I don't understand why there are people who are so crazy about certain anime that just by posting it I start getting messages in all places and 0 of them are positive. All are questions or demands lol. I'm not talking about comments. I mean the direct messages.

Not to mention the other usual insistent problems that I believe would only grow as more people start seeing my content.

I'm thankful that a lot of people like what I do and wants to support me. You are indeed responsible for keeping me on my feet.

I trying my best to exercise some level of stoicism and trying to care less about things in general, because I'm actually extremely empathetic and I used to worry a lot about too many things at once.

I believe that I'm slowly getting to a place where I can feel safer about all this and finally focus on getting both me and you happy. Ok, I don't mean "you" by everyone, because otherwise I wouldn't be having these problems, but I know that many people here wants me happy and I too want you happy. So let's see what the future holds.

I'm starting to test something that may give me a bit more time over my day. If it turns out to be true, the first thing I'll do with this time is to focus more on my health.

I'm actually very honest about almost anything, if I don't want to talk about something I prefer to say that instead of lying. That's why my page has every possible info open so you can decide if you want to support me or not.

Nowadays I see a lot of AI artists to hide the info that they are actually using AI. And it's actually working for them. Of course, maybe not for too long, because someone told me these days that it's not allowed to hide that info in many places, including here. But I personally don't care. I don't know their lives and their problems, I won't make anything to anyone that is not doing something against me.

I'm very competitive and being like this got me so far, but every time I feel like working on something like a better advertisement or other means to draw more attention, I end up feeling like I should work on how to do my work better. Don't think of me as someone who is competitive enough to wish bad things to other people, in fact whenever I see something bad happening to any other good content creator/artist I feel really bad because I always think that it could be me in their place.

Anyway, I said it would be random and it's a lot of talk, so I better stop typing this and finish what is due of my work xD. Thank you all.