About my Current State...

Hello fellow Patrons,

I want to update on a few things (and vent a bit). For the past month since my last upload, I've been dealing with some complications in my life, which in turn makes me very mentally exhausted right now.

Some of the notable things I'm currently dealing with:

• Terrible internet. This might sound like a broken record, but the truth is my connection quality has been noticeably degrading, with 300-1000ms spike to EU & NA server, making the game unplayable (and stressing me out). Yes, I can play in Asia which won't be an issue, but Asia meta just doesn't provide the type of contents that I need for my videos. I've explored most if not all solutions to fix this issue but I got nothing. I did however, tried one thing which is...

• Starlink. I made a post about a Starlink kit acquisition with the goal of being an alternative ISP I can use to hopefully get better connection. Sadly, it doesn't work out. So I'm returning it for a refund (per their instructions). Unfortunately, it appears that the Starlink operator in my country (where I bought it from) cannot confirm of its arrival, and I've been going back and forth with them about this issue. They are the official Starlink provider here and they have basically ghosted me of around $450 worth of Starlink kit.

• My other "hobby". Cars. I have a car that is currently being restored, but it has been 6 months in the works by the body shop, and I'm losing my patience. Reason? The body shop has better fish to fry. But really, I'm really close of abandoning the car scene, because over the past few years of me doing this 'car things', there is just no real benefit for me. A hobby turned into yet another sinkhole that only costs money.

• General distaste to WoWS. This doesn't need any introduction, its just hard for me to play and have any real engagement when I have these much burdens I have to deal with.

With those issues outlined, I'd like to say I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that I couldn't set my eyes on the new video right now because the world I live in has been fighting and conspiring against me (and they're winning). I'm currently figuring out the best approach to deal with these bulls*it, and if necessary, I will burn some bridges.

But I will never abandon my channel.

My circumstances are riveting and some people may not relate to them, but for me they are a big deal because all these makes it difficult for me to focus on making videos, and I'd like to avoid having a burnout that would break me completely.

I will be alright, but I need some time. I forever appreciate your continued support by being my Patrons, it means and helps a lot to keep me going.

Have a great day :)