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Bipolar October - let me explain...

Hello Humans,

This vlog is a little more sensitive than usual.

I decided to chat a bit about what it's like living with a mental health disorder.

I was diagnosed with bipolar towards the end of 2017 after years and years of feeling totally out of control and having no idea why.

In this vlog I go through this aspect of my health in detail and talk about how it has affected my work, life, creativity and relationships... I know some of you are also lovely neurodivergent humans so hopefully this is a relatable episode.

If you have comments, questions or shared experiences on this topic I would love to hear it. Thank you for being here.

Love & Feathers & Veils,

X Mishkin X

PS - I want to give a massive shout out also to my top patrons Aaron Brown & MishMish who's support last month was beyond belief. I feel very humbled and grateful to have you in my life, supporting my music so directly. Thank you for helping me through the roughest month of the year, I love you guys xxx

Bipolar October - let me explain...

Comments

Thanks Halvor, this comment was sooooo nice to read. I know exactly what you mean about nothing really being wrong but having to fit into a "normal" shaped box every day requires medication, strength and much adjustment to survive. Looking forward to chatting with you more, I'll get over to discord and ping you there. Haha you're part of the Quetiateam? Yeahhhh! ;)

Mishkin Fitzgerald

It makes me happy to see that you seem to be managing this really well, and definitely better than most! Awareness and adjustment is key with this disorder in my experience, and you seem do be doing a great job of embracing what is and letting things go the way the do as opposed to repression. This is why the putrid brine slaps HARD. Personally i have some doubts that there's even anything objectively wrong with bipolar disorder and several other mental illnesses and that they're just different ways of being that doesn't really fit in with what society and the modern world expects from us, but conclusions are hard to make. Also, we're on the same meds for the same thing haha.

Halvor

Dear Mish ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚ I cannot do it in person, but I try to do it online: I'm sending my honest, grateful hugs for You ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚ You're an amazing, brave and humble human being, an enchanting woman, and an extraordinary artist ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿซ‚ Thanks a lot for this vlog ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚ Please, always take Your time that You need ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ We all love You!!! We all even know what's behind the "curtains", so no worries: we are going to be here for You๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚ Mish, I wrote You my story ๐Ÿซ‚ ๐Ÿซ‚ ๐Ÿซ‚ Please, never worry about answering ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿซ‚ My letter was extremely long and maybe a bit too "dense"... ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™ˆ Now I 'll send You only 2 links in email. Take Your time ๐Ÿซ‚ ๐Ÿซ‚ ๐Ÿซ‚ Take care ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚ Hugs with care ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿซ‚

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