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Mishkin Fitzgerald
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Just another nervous passenger...

Dear Patrons,

It’s been yet another month of madness here… still holding on by the seat of my pants, but I am so happy to be able to share with you this:

A brand new song.

One I’m very proud of too.

FLINCH.

This song (and all remaining from HEX) is now so super-secret that I must ask you to not share it with anyone at all

As I may have hinted before our next album has been picked up by a label and if/when things go forward this will be one of the main tracks from the new album, so will not be released for many months yet. I have been asked to keep very quiet about it.

This means that everything I share on Patreon with you is now even more exclusive, hehe.

So please listen, enjoy, but keep within this community please.

Let me know your thoughts on the song? 

It's strange and dream-like, going from nightmare to bliss and back again. I worked for many months on my death growls and feel like they began to peak during the process of this song.

Garry came up with the main riff during a late night writing session... Hana and I work the death growls/lyrics together and Anna just smashed the crap out of the drums. Weirdly it came together quite quickly, most of these songs have taken a long time to craft. The cherry on top is the guitar solo towards the end. 

Video is already looking mighty, we caught the last day of summer sun and filmed in an outdoor location with Scott.


Here are the lyrics:


Just another nervous passenger

Unseen in the constant vein

Nothing but regret for your mother

Nothing lost, nothing gained


I can breathe beneath these waves

Holding on, hidden from their gaze

Free, guiltless, unashamed

Tear the sky away


(Mouth) open wide, sour and strange

(Arms) embrace the sorrow and shame

(Hands) reach out, for triumph and stain

(Veins) bleed for the poison and pain

(Flinch) make a fist, the orphan master

(Flinch) make a fist, become commander

(Flinch) make a fist, the role of murder

(Flinch) make a fist, summon anger


Life is given to this place

Lost between, caught beneath this prayer

Tear the sky away


I guess it's about the end of the world and the chaos surrounding us as everything comes crashing down... the chorus is about drowning in waves of emotion and feeling free in the knowledge that it will all be over soon. 

It's also very bi-polar.

For me, the lyrics and form of the song relate directly to the extreme contrasting emotional states I can swing between. 

DOWNLOAD SONG 

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I'm playing a Sofar Sounds gig tomorrow, wish me luck!

Love & feathers,

Mishkin x


PS - My personal Facebook account got hacked yesterday and is currently offline. If any of you have been trying to communicate with me then I suggest email mishkin@birdeatsbaby.co.uk for the time being while I sort it out... hopefully I'll be able to post on our patron group again soon x

Just another nervous passenger...

Comments

😂😂😂 yep

Mishkin Fitzgerald

Hey Halvor, sorry I totally missed this comment! The song just sort of came out this way after Garry came up with the riff... I was listening to a LOT of brutal death metal and wanted to try deepening my vocal growls on this song but then combine it with something more beautiful and soft and soaring... so I think it's accidentally bi-polar!

Mishkin Fitzgerald

Damn, Garry!

Fawn

I don't really like growling, i find it messy and angry and I don't like the emotional states it reminds me of. The song as a whole is a dualistic piece of art though, the other half is quite nice to float away in. Reminds of my own bouts with delusional mania 😅 I've had the song in my rotation for a while now and I'm finding it more and more enjoyable. Is it about or inspired by bipolar disorder or is just simply dualistic?

Halvor


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