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Sara Sings.. (and then cries obviously)

never done this lol just fun xx 

I always try to avoid 'feeling' lol be it through avoiding watching intense films or sad things or just rewatching the exact same thing for years and years over and over haha. Currently been listening to ONE podcast over and over every second of day and night since June lol and I know the words. but its comfort. anyways, actually playing the music, opens up another channel for me, which allows me to EXPRESS. I already feel, just scared to FEEL it. u know? lol

0:00 carmen - Lana del rey

4:22 born to die - Lana del rey 

7:30 video games - Lana del rey


Comments

u r wonderful

wow!

💖💖💖 You are a star forever shining. I know it seems cheesy but as mine starts to darken I love that you're so bright and I can feed a little off of it.

Rick Seal

thankyou :(

thankyou so much

thankyou so much :')

But you’re still here commenting on each video lool , babe make up ur mind

Spending £6 to listen to you attention seek over some social reject that topped themselves is a complete waste of money

🥲🥹

You have such a beautiful voice please do more videos of you singing

Wes Bentley

You have a very compelling talent. Appreciate you! <3

“Did I eat that toast?” Lana del Ray is a master lyricist.

Mike B

Hello fellow Connor

you're so talented Sara :)

Shane

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

"but we're fighting for us our self worth and love…that light never goes out, it carries us through the dark" .... I hope you're right, tony <3

I could listen to you sing all day, you have a very beautiful voice 💜This was clearly very emotional for you so thanks for inviting us in to share it with us

Wow!! I shouldn't be surprised, considering how talented you are at ASMR, but your singing voice is incredible!! You can hear the passion you perform with through the music as well. I would love to hear more!

wow, that was a really wonderful saying, genuinely thankyous so much for that, as im typing this the patreon video passed the ' relying on the kindness of strangers ' lyric. its true. and you are very kind. and I can't imagine what has had to force you to grow up so soon. thats why I like to believe in all this esoteric stuff, because I find comfort in thinking that we are put through these things for a reason, and its not just bad luck. but I truly do believe in the strange ways of this universe and I trust in it. I think lol. sending u lots of love Tony x

It's been so lovely getting to hear you play piano and sing. Don't be too afraid to feel so deeply, it's scary and it hurts sometimes but it's part of what makes us human. XOXO thank you for the video miss m!

I know far to well how its is to be “NUMB” and not feel nothing at all or maybe just too scared to want to feel anything again…i had to learn to be a man at such a young age it saddens me sometimes, the life i grew up in and the circumstances life put me through, and the demons that still try to speak to me to this day, but also taught me how to be so gentle in the present …. its ok to cry I promise….theres a Japanese saying that goes “ Crying is just the way your eyes speak, when your mouth can’t explain how broken Your heart is” your strong Sara, we fought many battles to be who we are today and maybe even still have to fight more…but were fighting for us our self worth and love…that light never goes out, it carries us through the dark

Tony Avila

Sara, have you ever thanked someone for crying? It's so weird, but your tears make me whisper thanks all of the time. You wrote. "I always try to avoid 'feeling' " I relate to that so much, but if I did that constantly I'd have to avoid watching your videos because they remind me how beautiful (and scary) it can be to feel. How does your presence create so much empathy and goodwill? It makes my heart remember so many hidden emotions. It's one of the most amazing mysteries about you. Para-social relationship or not, it's a true gift and I'm so grateful for it. I could say so much more, adding complications, ambiguities, and contradictions, but... just... Does that make sense to anyone? Has anyone here ever thanked someone for crying? (also, just curious, what podcast ? ;) <3

Sometimes when there are so many feelings, we have to protect ourselves from the FULL weight of it - of experiencing it all at once. So we set them aside until a time when we're ready to explore safer outlets that allow us some ability to regulate letting it out. And if we're very lucky, someone to express them to/with where we can find comfort and support. So, I'm happy and honored you're sharing with us and being vulnerable. It speaks to your resilience! I genuinely admire you for this. 💚 (also, you sound great 🙂)

Ben Chan

I love this so much!!!.. So true and imperfectly perfect ❤

Love this

MISS MMMMMMMM!!! You’re such a brilliant singer ❤️❤️ ( I’ve just skimmed thru the video and will watch it properly soon ) your voice is perfect for Lana Del Ray.. absolutely beautiful, love. xx

OMGG LANA DEL REYYY 🩷🩷


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