I mean, sorry for being quiet, not sorry for being alive. I guess I can also apologize for being alive, if needed.
So, what's going on with me? Well, a few things, one of them being the whole sleep apnea thing. Can you believe it took me a whole month to finish up my April commissions and in May I basically did two commissions only (and, well, Patreon ones for you... kinda)! I'm kinda dead tired at times and it sucks. Yet I still really wanna draw a ton for you guys, I have basically people who literally send me a .txt file with a whole list of what they want me to draw if/when I'm free. I have one May Patreon reward to finish up so sorry it took so long, I'm sitting on it right now!
So, lemme quickly tell you how I want it to go in the future - first, I want to get rid of these crazy high prices and instead do art that's a bit different, but also costs less. I think part of my problem was that whenever someone pays me money, I go batshit insane with how much I want to give them back, sometimes not even looking really at how much they paid me - I just get emotionally tied to the drawing I'm doing for them, so I end up sitting on it for too long or scared of offering something I consider lesser.
This doesn't mean I want to suddenly draw worse. I just want the whole sketch -> pinup -> illustration craze to be different.
I'll do a commission price sheet and post it soon, so you guys can then choose what you want as your rewards. Head, half-body, full body + sketch, flat colors, shading. I just need to think which of these to put as rewards and how to spin the whole thing, since you're my number one priority. Am I thinking too hard about it all?
Anyways, once I'm done with the last Patreon reward, I'll post them all here too. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO MAKE IT ALL WORK, BUT I PROMISE I WILL!