A (probably) too honest chat...
Added 2021-12-16 17:55:40 +0000 UTCHey guys,
Not done one of these for a long while!
Much love
Dakara x
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Well I am late as usual. I would like to think that I've been by your side all along while you were going through all the struggles you mention with YouTube and Patreon, I feel like I haven't been too present. And if that is the case, I am sorry. You deserve so much more than what you already have achieved in this area and I am sure I never forget to say this to you, but you really do deserve so much more. I hope that you figure out what you need to do to get back on top of things and you can pull through. Get out there, recharge and come back better than ever. That will require a real disconnection from all of this and to get on top, all the honesty within you with yourself about what you truly want and need to move forward with better footing. Regarding your question towards the end about if we've been through those struggles and questioning everything, I am sure that many of us have. I personally have been doubting myself about Twitch, literally thinking of letting go and dedicating to something else but I know that it might be too soon to throw the towel for me. As soon as the lows hit me, they hit so hard. The dwindling support from people and just talking to myself it feels like I am failing and at the end of a stream I always feel like I want to give up, like I am not cut out for this sort of thing. One thing I can tell you is you and your content have helped me heal in all this time that I've known you. After I came to meet you I found myself amid the biggest turmoil of my life with a great struggle in the sense of sometimes not even knowing who I was or that I was worth a damn. Slowly but surely, staying around you, keeping in touch and watching your content helped me heal like you wouldn't know. For that I am forever grateful to you Dakara. Another thing I am going to touch upon and the thought alone scares me to death. If you come to the conclusion that with all that you have gone through and you can't seem to get better you want to let go of this and dedicate to something else, I will always support you and have your back painful as it would be to see you leave this behind. I want nothing but the absolute best for you and I appreciate that you want to take care of yourself and get back in good shape, mentally, emotionally and physically. I send you all my love and I will forever remain faithful to your cause, whatever it may be, where ever it may take you. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!
Fernando Ducer
2021-12-25 22:32:57 +0000 UTCI get what you mean. It's been a tough year . All the youtube copyright issues and losing your channel and the fight you had sounds incredibly stressful and I'm really sorry you had to go through that+ I've kind of felt that way,, lost and stressed feeling like I'm not moving forward with my channel or videos and career, myself not too long ago it's just life and personal issues piling up. I'm currently working a part time job and making YouTube videos (which is what I want to do) which can be stressful to try and do it all to a schedule and then stressful when I break that schedule for whatever reason. I personally love editing and edit my own videos but I have a very different style to yours (your vids are always really well done by the way) and to be honest I don't really know how you do the layout so I don't know how much help I would be and I'm honestly not great myself with schedules and timeliness it's something I'm trying to work on myself to be honest. It can be a lot to juggle all these different things, I understand. But if you ever need help let me know. I hope things get better for you and I'm sure you'll figure it out! Good luck with it and whatever you decide!
megsyjayner
2021-12-19 08:58:13 +0000 UTC
