I love you all

This is a thank you letter to all the people that have supported me over the months I wanted to say I genuinely love you all and when I say that I don’t say the word love but to people my mother and my daughter I wanted to give a thank you to all the people that help me through my mental problems may have an OCD never really being able to sleep never be able to stop even when something is clearly done and hunting stand in my mental problems and Natchez slandering me you’re thinking I’m a horrible person because I genuinely can’t help it and I tried to fight against it but these are the people that has always made me smile and talk to me when I needed you there let me work with them I know I pick everybody I work with but sometimes fate bring people into your life that helps you through some of your darkest times and these are the people that did that for me

1.Karkull you have one of the most beautiful interesting minds I have ever worked with and I promise you when I start doing the stories and comments for your characters I won’t let my illness get in the way and thanks for always being there for me when I needed to talk to you while he was in the middle of playing a game.

2.CP444 You are quite literally one of my oldest friends in an artist community he was there for the beginning of me and I’m pretty sure you’ll be there at the end of me whenever that day comes because you are consistently awesome and a genuine friend to me and even if I don’t draw your characters boobs as big as you want them.

3.Shaze you always have sexy ideas I love joining your awesome little guy I don’t draw males there often they have to be really special and he’s a really special character because you’re really special person no one can replace you are specially to me only draw the way I draw some towels for you and that’s because you are you and you being you help me with me thank you.

4.Lordorange I love that your pictures are some of the Van Ness and sexiest stuff that I draw and unlike other people you just talk to me sometime just to ask how my daughter doing how I’m doing not a lot of people go out of their way to be nice to you in the artistic community they just pass judgment on whatever everybody else to say and you never did that when he came to me or anything that I was doing for you and that’s why I go on my way to give you the best quality I possibly can even if you tell me to sleep go as hard as I do how can I not when I have a friend so close that he asked me how my daughters doing because she broke her arm.

5.Apex I want to thank you for helping me learn and enjoy all types of mythologies and especially north mythology because I have no fucking idea about it until I met you and coming up with characters and characters relating to mythology is worth your own twist then I was brainstorming and talking about details and stuff like that helps me get out all that pent-up over detailed OCD shit that clouds my mind and knowing the stuffing looking ass starting references with you and talking about stuff that we’re going to do together in the future far as working and being friends helps me sometimes when I can’t sleep and I just wake up with the idea sometimes people call me crazy for doing shit like that at 5 AM in the morning but you say cool and that’s talk about it you’re the first person that didn’t think I was a little bit weird in the way I do things so thank you so much for being a fantastic friend I appreciate everything about you and I’m so happy that I met you.

6.Prime do you have some of the best and awesome characters that I can possibly think of you inspire me to create a dude more and talking to you is like a breath of fresh air I love that we like the same things it’s so hard to find people that like the same things that I do and I can talk to you about about that and that just helped me where I live there’s nobody to talk to in the way I talk to you and likes the same things I like that don’t make me feel weird and show me my girls have a beautiful home with you where I know that they are going to be taken care of and respected in the way that you respect all of your characters already and that just gives me a peace of mind because those characters are a piece of me but with you One of my best friends I know that they are OK thank you so much.

7.CourierDan thank you so much for being so cool I love working with your characters they are how can I say this is like a heart to heart me that I left behind and almost forgot about until I met you I start all of this dry cartoons and Pokémon and stuff like that and every time I draw something for you or one of your characters or something it makes me happy to bring me back to a simpler time and I just wanted to thank you for that we get too old to remember how old you are and laugh at it and having a friend that allows you to do that and be wacky and crazy is a rare thing so thank you for letting me smile again throughout a year of depression losing my sister and nephew.

8.Sylph last but not least one of the most important people in my life the first person that I ever truly counted as a friend on my fucking supportive awesome beautiful characters allow me to be me I’m crazy as shit he didn’t care have OCD didn’t care supported me throughout everything including getting me out of my shell and letting me be me and become the person that all of you have no I didn’t used to interact with anybody at the commercials were into him honestly I would talk to you but I wouldn’t really talk it would be the same all artistic jargon that just get you throughout the conversation not really being interested in it but with him I guess he was just at a point in my life that I realize I didn’t want to be that order to just push it out make crazies amount of money and didn’t give a fuck about the people that I was working for like a lot of Artist I am working with him allow me to work on myself and once I started doing and I started meeting awesome man brilliant people I cut down the amount of commissions I did for outside people besides the people I picked hand picked and I’ve been pretty much happier percent on my get rushed her every now and then someone just do not like the way I do things because I honestly don’t tell them with me at all that’s a little thing I have to break out of what I think I’m a better person at the meeting how when I was before so I wanted to thank you so much for letting me grow i’m kind of pushing you to do that because these people will even know me the real me without you.

And if your name is not highlighted or pointed out or anything like that it has nothing against you trust me just like how I notice all of these wonderful people I noticed all of you if you leave, even if you favorite sometimes I go to your pages just because your favorite all looked at the pictures I’m not like every other art I am passionate about every character I draw if you hate me if you love me if you think of a scammer if you think anything about me if you talk to me all of that shit will be sore I want to do is have a artistic community where I can love and build something special I’m not cookie-cutter I’m not going to rush I’m not going to give you a Mickey D’s when I can give you a stick I love every last one of you who gives a small amount of the time just to stop say hi look at my art that’s not something to be taken lightly even if you don’t favorite I still care about you cause you looked at it in if you had an opinion on it or not thanks thank you for all the love and admiration and hope that you gave me I’m not the most happiest person Capital yes I have my daughter but half the time I don’t feel anything for anything but I do care about are in working for you guys this is the most special part of my day and I want to thank you all for making it the most special part of my day because we are all of you there would be no mean even if you don’t support me on Patreon even if you don’t get a commission I see you I am thank you