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Added 2024-11-09 21:33:08 +0000 UTCI have a problem and I can't ignore it anymore.
I'll try to be short because i'm not making sense
I just can't get off my meds by myself
They're keeping me in orbit every second I'm awake, and it's turning me into a literal zombie.
I have no will to finish anything I started.
I'm constantly switching personalities and by the end of the day I am a completely mess
and I feel so out of it. It's been like this for the past two months, but it's getting worse.
I'm constantly having blackouts
I keep talking nonsense and repeating my thoughts.
I don't even know if I'm making sense right now
I probably am, but it feels so dreamy. Even when sober i'm out of it
The set was supposed to be released a million years ago.
I should be finishing part 3 or 4 by now but I cant even finish the last poster of part part1
I'm seeking help this week so I hope this is the end of this mess I threw myself in
I uploaded a small preview of everything I was working before this got out of control
Part 1 of the set is in there so If you don't want to get spoiled just ignore the file
Hopefully this is thde where I I tried to make short but i'll recover
All I am trying to say is I don't know when I will finish anything I need my mind back first
Sorry for the text wall I hope it makes sense
I fucking love working on these posters and not being able to do anything productive is killing me from the inside out
Comments
Perhaps you can go on a trip to China or Japan to break free from your accustomed environment and briefly unwind in a less fast-paced place.
Shiya Lee
2024-11-10 03:45:57 +0000 UTCI don't want to speak for anyone else. The reason I'm subscribed to this patreon is because I think you're a talented artist and I want to support you. I don't really expect anything in return. I hope you get the help you need. Feel free to hit me up if you want to talk about anything. Much love.
Time
2024-11-10 03:19:49 +0000 UTCBest wishes, hope you can get the help you need to rid yourself of that poison
Pedro Santos
2024-11-10 01:15:40 +0000 UTCYou're doing the right thing in seeking help dude, take all the time you need - You health, be it physical or mental, should take priority over everything else. Don't worry about the posters, just get to them when you're able to, and just know we're all going to be here for you throughout this I've been there myself with meds in the past where I was losing track of time and having gaps appear, and it was horrible. Took a while, but trust me, it does get better <3 Please keep us up to date either on here or the discord, and do not stress or worry about the posters for now. You're your number 1 priority Uber. Take care of yourself bro <3
Flips
2024-11-09 22:42:13 +0000 UTCI hope you find all the help you need, we can wait for your artwork as long as you need to get better
Faroe
2024-11-09 21:37:30 +0000 UTC
