Friday Update - Friday, April 9, 2021

Hello Patrons and Public alike!

I wanted to thank all of you for your kind words and well-wishes during this difficult time. Your responses have been a great comfort when I've needed it most.

To say that this dog was special to me would be an understatement. I mentioned that she came to my care at the lowest point of my life. It would not be an understatement to say that she saved my life, and that I saved hers.

So the mourning has been a process. In the beginning I would cry at random times - it would just all of a sudden pour out of me. My mind would race, and that was exhausting. But over the past couple of days my mind has been racing much less. The tears still come every once in a while but I don't cry pathetically at the drop of a hat anymore, heh.

As I move on, I am able to get back to work more and more. Right now I'm not close to 100%. The problem is that you kind of have to be in an appropriate mood to make sexy and funny renders.

I've always tried to be honest and open with you guys, and to give you a taste of that, one of my thoughts for a while there was about making a tribute to my dog in the VN. It would have been a guy sitting on a beach with a black lab (which is what I lost). Then the two would play together. Then they'd walk along the beach toward the sunset. The guy would stop and the dog would look back, and then continue alone.

But holy shit! This is supposed to be a fun and sexy VN! lol. There are and will be moments that I want to make you guys feel emotion through the story, but damn, that would have been too much. I'm not gonna be that emotionally manipulative!

Instead, I'll honor my dog at home, privately, and as I feel better I will continue working on the weird and sexy and wild girls of Unleashed. Those of you who are patrons will get a taste of that in a render following this post - sorry to those of you who are not patrons, but this will probably be a little too sexy for the Patreon free service.

With all that, again, I would like to thank you all for your well wishes! I am truly blessed to have the support of so many kind people.

-CarbonBlue