AlwaysRats

Sketchy sketch

Added 2022-01-27 19:59:10 +0000 UTC

I've managed to draw frustratingly little since September. I discovered bit earlier this month that my body's gone on shutdown mode since then and lot of the extreme fatigue, brain fog, lack of coordination and general dumbness makes more sense now. :(

This wasn't picked up on any of the earlier tests, which is kinda irritating because it could've been fixed so much sooner, but at least we can do something about it now. I don't have an official diagnosis just yet, but the doctors are treating me for pernicious anemia for now. They want to do more tests but before then I'm on a 2 week course of injections to get my B12 levels up. Please let this work. I'm fed up being ill all the time.

I feel so incredibly useless and dumb right now and I have no better way to describe it. I've managed to look after the horses in that time, I worked so hard to be able to keep them in the first place, but looking after myself has been lacking.