Schedules, structures, Discord
Added 2026-01-12 23:48:32 +0000 UTCSince the inception of my Patreon, I was always thrilled at the idea of removing schedules from my life as I thought that was one of life's goals to check off the bucket list. I've been in denial for a long time of that; and I feel that I not only disrespected myself doing that, but you and your time as well. When am I gonna upload? When is the next ___? Truly a mystery.
In reality, having no structure in my life is just not doing me any favors, the stresses are still there, and I still work a bunch. Of course, this also takes a toll on my physical and brain health.
I'm not getting any younger, so I gotta keep myself in check - and the only way I can do that in my current state is to prune stuff I don't need, and just focus. A lot of you spend your hard earned income and time supporting me, and I never take that for granted. Thank you, btw.
Tuesday through Friday will be daily uploads from the list, with random drawing thrown in there. Platinum requests will be uploaded on the weekends. (Platinum members can still ping me here to get a video, it will just be uploaded on the weekend, or directly to their inbox early if they wish.)
Wednesdays will be batch early episodes of VOD playthroughs.
With the above schedule, I still get '3' days off a week to decompress, cause the weekend Plat uploads will be filmed during the week so it's not a big deal to simply click "post."
As far as the Discord channel goes, that is no more. Anyone who's been around me long enough knows how much of a strain managing that channel has become, it was a matter of time, and now I'm at peace. With Discord, not only was I adding more workflow to my day, but had to balance notifications, babysitting, and the idea of moderators "working" for me. I never liked either of these things. I never intended any mod of mine to work for me or help, I'd rather they just like my videos like when they first encountered me, doesn't feel right to have them do tasks.
Having that channel meant I was never truly disconnected from working, imagine driving home from your job and your boss or coworker is texting you at home, like nah let me breathe. I'm human just like the rest of you.
Not every channel needs a discussing place, I simply just like uploading my videos and going about my day. Whether or not you agree, you have to put your place in my shoes for 1 minute to understand that it will only get worse as time goes on.
Finally, I'm ok :>
This isn't a doom post or me hating everything, I've achieved everything in my life by doing similar things to this. Sometimes you just gotta do what you gotta do to maintain your mental.
If anything, things will be better now.
My priority is you all here supporting me, getting your request done, and hopefully making yours and my days a little better, that's it.
Thanks for reading. 2026 will be cool :)
Comments
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Jnn
2026-01-18 00:45:39 +0000 UTCjust paid for a sub upon seeing "discord access" as a benefit :'(
Bexe Caelus
2026-01-17 15:46:25 +0000 UTCI wish I had noticed this before looking for the channel like 4 times scrolling through every channel xD The channel has fulfilled its purpose for me. I found a wonderful friend and we are friends since shortly after the Auditorium startet. I am really glad for that opportunity to have happened. And I can really see the need to turn off work mode, and having such a channel does make that difficult. Happy 2026!
Dennis Janssen
2026-01-14 18:10:29 +0000 UTCI feel bad for the folks who needed time to add friends and whatnot, but ultimately you made the decision that was right for you. If anyone wants me as a lurker on their friends list, you can find me at "turnarklight" on discord!
TurnArklight
2026-01-14 13:08:00 +0000 UTCI had the same question, tbh. The patreon specific channels did have some functional purposes, so I imagine those will need to be migrated to Patreon in some capacity.
IllegallySam
2026-01-13 18:17:06 +0000 UTCGlad you're doing ok and the removal was for positive reasons. But waking up to it gone was quite a shock. If you still get around to streaming Clair Obscur I'll try and be around to chat.
SPiTFirE
2026-01-13 17:31:39 +0000 UTCHaving a regular work schedule is honestly a lot easier to manage than it seems. It just makes it so you don't have to think about what to do on a given day or whether you're doing enough work, because you've already set your workload in advance. The less decisions you need to make on the fly, the more energy you have for work and other things. So it's good to see you improve yourself. It's always a joy to see your reactions, so I hope you can keep the journey going.
Damien Bongers
2026-01-13 17:02:24 +0000 UTCThe only real issue I have is how abrupt the ending of the Discord was. I thought I'd gone nuts and had misplaced it on my list of servers, somehow. Anyway, you do what you gotta do for yourself, no need to drive yourself mad for our sake.
MrInsecure
2026-01-13 14:25:21 +0000 UTCI hope it will make you feel better and I respect your decision as it's valid and I've seen people do it a few time, though I feel it was a really bad way of doing because of the suddenness of it. And I read your comment about hesitating and chickening out but I can't help but think about the people that had friends they will maybe never see again due to that one sudden click, doesn't seem like much for some, but for example when I met my gf, she couldn't go out or even walk so internet was the only way she could have connections. Anyway, that's all I gonna say about it, hope you ll be happy man
Aiscence
2026-01-13 12:07:25 +0000 UTCI hope this improves your life. It's a good thing to be able to see the need for changes before it's too late.
Saniala
2026-01-13 11:39:20 +0000 UTCHeya! You have my support, man. I've never been a big "internet community" guy, so I don't mind. I just wanna ask what we should do about the practical stuff, namely the things that were handled in the "Song-List-Corrections" tab? Changing requests, pairing songs together, etc.
Antis
2026-01-13 05:51:52 +0000 UTCIt was nice getting to chat about the things I’m passionate about whether it was Music, Xenoblade, Final Fantasy, and SMT I’m grateful for the time over there. I wish you luck for the journey ahead I’ll still support you on YouTube thank you.🙏🏼
JN
2026-01-13 04:34:34 +0000 UTC