feelings
Added 2022-08-26 18:23:40 +0000 UTCHi friends, I had psychiatrist yesterday and it seems that things are finally getting better. She agreed that I seem much better and even reduced my paxil from 3 pills to 2. The bipolar med (valpi) was the answer for everything I think. She said that hopefully I'll be able to be out of paxil one day and just on valpi.
I plan on making a video explaining this whole journey and where I am now (which I think is finally recovery).
I haven't felt human and normal and happy in so long, but after I started valpi everything changed. Thank you for putting up with depressed Bella, and for witnessing what I thought was impossible, which is me getting better.
Also, I'll have to get regular blood exams to keep track of my liver because apparently valpi likes to kill them lol.
It was such a happy and busy day yesterday that my body all aches and I have a slight fever haha, but its ok, I'm just glad everything is falling into place.
