Thought
Added 2022-07-11 21:01:28 +0000 UTCHi, I've been thinking lately, and idk, I wish I could be more the main character in my life.
I'm pretty sure I already posted about this before.
I just feel like I have no spark, no "wow" factor, nothing remotely interesting about me.
I look average, I dress average, all i do is go to doctor, never go out for fun.
Wish I could be an exchange student in Korea, or die my hair cool colors, or be really good at something special, or be the special someone for somebody...but I'm just me.
I feel replaceable and actually the worst option 9 out of 10 times.
I'm not depressed... at least I don't think so. My meds are doing great. These are just thoughts, and these kind of thoughts keep you pushing forward to be a better version of yourself.
