Patrick's ASMR

I'll be back

Added 2025-05-29 01:37:27 +0000 UTC

Just wanted to let everyone know that I'm good and healthy. I'm kind of intimidated to post on my big YouTube channel at the moment and I need some time off because I really can't face it right now. I'm dealing with a harassment/slander situation and I don't think it can be fixed. But if anyone sees it, please know that it's a very dishonest and malicious attack by someone I knew personally. It's ugly stuff, but partly thanks to it, I had an awakening of sorts. I became really in tune with my mind and body and realized that I have so so much tension and inflammation built up from years of unhealthy coping mechanisms and such. I've gotten proficient at meditative breathing and while I breathe I can feel my body slowly releasing accumulated tension, particularly in my liver I feel all these popping, cracking, relief sensations, and it's so lovely to finally heal and release myself from all of this. My whole life in general is changing. The silly books I've been reading opened my mind to a new world, and I just have so much to do and think about. When I come back I'll have a creative edge, and I'll be making the art just for the sake of it. That's where the best art comes from. I have to do it selflessly or I can't do it at all, because it would be inauthentic garbage. So, I just need to take some time for myself, and then I'll be back, probably within a few months. Thanks for being a supporter. I love and appreciate you fr.