Patrick's ASMR

Hi

Added 2025-05-04 18:27:33 +0000 UTC

I have some kind of sickness. Stiff, painful neck and a cough. It’s not so bad. It’s very peaceful just laying in bed with my kitty cats and simply recovering. I really really love them a lot. I’ve been reading a lot about relinquishing attachment and finding peace within. The teachings are really starting to sink in. I’m starting to feel content just being alive. My mind is not harassed by selfish desires and ingratitude for how my life is. Mundane things such as doing the dishes or just sitting doing nothing somehow feel meaningful. The understanding that nothing outside of myself can hurt me is crystallizing. Life is a miracle and I’m not afraid to live or die. It’s common knowledge that happiness is found within but I always rejected that idea, and I imagine a lot of others do too. To actually experience it firsthand is not something I ever imagined happening. I hope that you can find it too