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ASMR - An Attempt to Help Addicts

Mess of a video but an honest attempt at least. Not sure this can ever be public, although that was the intention. Maybe I should delete this idk

ASMR - An Attempt to Help Addicts

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Picking up NEVER makes anything better.

@2009HerTube

You are an amazing dude❤️🥰

Stine Therese

Im hungover af so already made the dum dum mistake. Just proud that I got to work

William Schmidt

Please don't ever relapse man, you'll be back in a shithole before you know it. I'm sure you already know that though.

Patrick Marcotte

I had pushed every single person out of my life in order to make room for alcohol. Went to jail, lost my job, then my career. That last one still stings quite a bit and probably always will - can’t change it though. If I can make it two more months I’ll be at 2 years sober. I don’t have any profound advice but just know that I see you and I think you’re worth it, Pat. Kick the shit out of that dog!

Ryan

I love you all too. You really all do improve my life. Trust me

Patrick Marcotte

Thank you so much. Just know you do improve my life and I'm sure everyone else's here too. I really hope we improve yours. We love you, Pat.

Andy

I'm truly sorry about what you've been through and what you're still going through. I pray you find the willpower to push through it and that it stops tormenting you. I care about you

Patrick Marcotte

Love you, Pat. Thank you for this.

Devin

Addiction runs in my family, and unfortunately my dad passed that on to his kids. For me, it's eating, which seems like a rather tame things to be addicted to, I know, but I think what you described with the beers, being able to just look at them like porn and describe them as "sexy" at all is a pretty good indicator that there's an issue there. When I binge, I have gallbladder attacks (also hereditary), which my mom has described as second in pain only to giving birth to my 2-week overdue sister. And yet, I still often find myself doing it, when my body literally stabbing me from the inside to get me to stop and in a very real sense I've realized recently I'm slowly eating myself to death. I really appreciate you making this, and I appreciate the emotion you put into it. Honestly man, don't apologize for almost crying about it. It's a big deal, and having sympathy/empathy is cool. You don't have to hold back about it. You're doing a great job, and you can let it flow. I think it's safe to say none of us would have found it cringey or weird if you had cried. So yeah, good video lol. I'll be coming back to this one a lot, I think ♥.

Andy

Wishing you strength to kick the shit out of that dog. I’ll be fighting mine too

Depressed Al'uor

hey pat, you’re going to be ok. you got this 💜

Cassy


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