CROSSDRESSED AT MY SUMMER JOB CHAPTER 6

Dinner was awaiting us. And I was pretty much nervous about that. I was still standing in front of the mirror and I could see myself. It wasn't a boy… It was a beautiful girl wearing a cute red dress and full makeup. I found it fascinating that I liked myself. If I was a boy right now I would easily fall in love with the girl myself. And that was probably the most interesting thing I have ever experienced in my life. Still, I couldn't believe what I saw in the mirror. A pretty girl dressed in a red dress, red bra, red high heels, and I still had the nylon tights. I felt quite good in them and overall… The dresses were so comfortable… much more than my reg boy clothes and I loved the feeling of a zipped bra on my chest. It was something completely new for me and it was tight, but it was also lovely. I just felt like a real girl and that was the best feeling for me.

But there was one big but… What about dinner? How am I supposed to endure that? Yeah… it is pretty much easy to say that we are going for dinner, but… Did you try to go to dinner dressed as a girl? And I mean like a real girl? Full makeup and a cute pretty dress? I was nervous… I just can't imagine the situation when somebody would recognize that I am a boy. What would I do in that case? I really don't know, I might cry… Because I wanted to be a girl and I didn't want to be recognized as a boy. But there was always a possibility that this could happen and it was hard to handle it. And I guess that it was obvious because Bella asked me:

“Hey, Chris? Are you okay? We are almost ready to go?” She was looking at me as I was standing in front of the mirror and staring at myself. It could look a little bit weird…

“Yeah… I was just thinking for a while!” I answered her.

“Thinking about what?” said Bella and she was just as curious as to her mum.

“You know… I was just thinking what would I do if somebody in the restaurant would recognize that I am a boy?” I told her my biggest fear because that was really something I was afraid of. Bella listened to me and then she approached me and hugged me.

“My dear Chris, you don't have to be afraid of anything!” she said and she gave me a little kiss on my forehead. “It is right that you like girly clothes and a lot of boys should try that as well. It is okay to be a bit different. It makes you special and it is very precious. I love that about you. And you know… screw anybody who would humiliate you for wearing girly clothes. You know what? The people who would humiliate you for wearing dresses and girly underwear I would punish them and you know how?” giggled Bella and I could see that she had another epic plan in her mind.

“How?” I asked. It was the only word I could say because her words just moved me and I was almost crying when she was hugging me.

“I would force them to wear the girliest panties and bra and I put a wedding dress on them with a corset and you can't even imagine the makeup… They would look like little barbies… and you know what? I would give them a diaper because they acted like babies so they should be treated like babies!” said Bella. She really imagined that situation and her words were just shooting from her mouth. And it was a funny imagination. Adult man in a diaper and wedding dress… That is quite a punishment. But Bella was such a nice girl. She made me happy again and I wasn't as afraid as before to go to dinner dressed as a girl. And she was kind of right. Why would I be afraid that somebody would recognize a boy in me? So what? I love wearing dresses and I am going to continue in that and nothing will ever stop me… Well, it was really easy to say it like this but the reality was quite different. I wasn't as afraid anymore but I was still nervous, very nervous.
“You are awesome, you know that? I told Bella and I smiled. She smiled as well and she answered me:

“You are awesome Chris! I could call you Chrissie now, right? I always wanted a sister and now I have one! You know… It was always so tempting to have a sister and play dress-up games with her… And I really don't mind that you are a boy, because I will make a girl out of you!” giggled Bella. Well, she already made a girl out of me and I loved that. Well, I was ready to go and in the second I thought about it, my aunt came into our room and she said:

“Well girls, I am ready to go? What about you?”

“We are ready as well!” said Bella and I nodded. My aunt looked at me and she giggled. I was so cute and she could eat me according to her…

“So let's go! We will go slowly because Chris needs to practice walking in high heels, don´t forget that Bella. It is his first time so we need to support him as much as possible!” said my aunt and she was right. I really appreciated that we were going slowly because walking in high heels was more difficult than I expected it to be. I had to focus on each and every step and I had to look very funny in the first five minutes of walking. But Bella did support me and she was telling me what to do when I was losing balance. The first minutes were difficult but from there it was quite okay. And after a few minutes, I really started to enjoy walking in high heels. It felt really nice and girly. And the feeling of the nylon tights and red long dress on my body… was so good. It was exciting to feel the girly clothes on my body and this was the best feeling ever. I even didn't notice other people walking down the street because I was so focused on myself. I was smiling and my heart was just bouncing in my chest. I was so much happy and Bella noticed that and she told her mum:

“Look at our Chrissie! She is literally loving her new outfit!” My aunt looked at me and she was smiling. She just loved me dressed in girly clothes and she said:

“He is lovely in a dress! And look how he is managing those high heels! Good job Chrissie!” told me my aunt and I was really happy about that as well. I was enjoying the walk as much as possible and I was very surprised that I didn't care at all if other people saw me. It was just me… It was soooo a good feeling. But of course, everything has an end, and even this amazing feeling, I had almost the entire way to the restaurant, had disappeared. And it was just at that moment when my aunt told us:

“We are almost there, just two corners!” And the same feeling I had in the warehouse when I was looking in the mirror at myself, came back. I had again so many worries about what would happen if anybody will see a boy in me. That is going to be a total disaster. Suddenly I didn't want to go there, but it would be very rude to my aunt if I would say just right now that I don't want to go there. I had to overcome this and go on… but it was much easier to say it than do it. And the moment came. We came in front of the restaurant where my aunt booked our table.

“How do I look?” I asked Bella and I was afraid that I damaged my makeup on the way. But Bella just giggled and answered me:

“You look absolutely gorgeous my cutie! Come on, you are pretty and nobody will ever recognize that you are a boy, don´t worry!” Well it was quite a relief, but still, I was very nervous, but there was no other choice than to enter the restaurant. My aunt entered first and then me and Bella.

We entered the restaurant and I have to say that it was quite a cute and small restaurant and there weren't many people. It was a small business and I was very grateful for that. But when we entered, the waitress immediately spotted us and she came to us.

“Do you have a reservation?” she asked and my aunt nodded and told her name. The young waitress led us to our table and she said:

“So… there we have a nice and cute table for 3 cute women!” She doesn't even have an idea that I was no woman, but a boy just dressed in a girly dress and with some makeup.

“Thank you!” said my aunt and we could sit down behind the table. Bella immediately gave me a lesson about sitting in a dress and how I should eat like a woman. I was simply given a tutorial on how to act like a woman. And that was fascinating. There were so many different things that boys do in a completely different ways. But now I was a girl and I had to act like that.

It didn't take long and we had our dinner in front of us. I was trying to eat small pieces after small pieces because women usually do this stuff as I was lectured by Bella. Finally, the waitress brought my meal and I was very surprised when she asked me:

“Are you new in town? I haven't seen you here yet!” How could she know that? She can't know every person in the town. Suddenly I started to shiver because I got afraid that she would find out that I am no girl but a boy in a dress.

“Ehm… I am here… for the job!” I answered and I tried to make my voice higher, but that was a crucial mistake. My voice didn't make it and it broke up in the middle of the sentence and the second half of the sentence was said in my low man voice. The waitress immediately made an exciting face and she asked me after a while:

“You are a boy? Crossdressed boy?” Well, here we are. I wish that this situation would never happen and look at this. I made a mistake and now it was public. She immediately recognized by my voice that I wasn't a girl at all.

“I mean… I just…” I tried to mumble but I was helpless. I was so scared of the reaction that I was just waiting for somebody to say something. My cheeks turned a dark red color and my hands started to shiver a lot.

“Don´t be afraid, you are so cute!” said the waitress when she saw my embarrassment. “I have just never seen a boy dressed in girl clothes. But I think that it is a great idea!” she added and then she turned to my aunt and she asked her:

“He has to wear it as a punishment or because he likes it?” She was obviously just as curious as to my aunt. My aunt proudly looked at me and she answered:

“He just loves wearing dresses! Right, Chris?” Well… my voice just mumbled something like “yes” and I was quiet and embarrassed. But my aunt started to chat with the waitress. The waitress was so curious and she asked about everything… My aunt even told her that I am wearing a bra which was quite amusing for them and they giggled. And to my biggest embarrassment, Bella pulled out a lipstick from her purse and she told me:

“Let me fix your lipstick, it is quite damaged…” And I was completely helpless at that moment. Bella fixed my lipstick in front of the waitress and they all giggled and complimented me on how pretty a girl I am.

And it was repeated every time when the waitress came with the food to our table. I was already kind of desperate, but the only way to go was to eat the food and pretend that I am okay. When we finished the food, I was quite in need of going to the restroom. I told my aunt and I was headed to the men's restroom. I did not realize that I can't go there dressed like this and thank God that Bella caught me before I entered.

“You have to go to the women's restroom!” giggled Bella and she led me there. I was so glad that I didn't enter the men's restroom. That would be so embarrassing. I was quite happy that the dinner was already over. When I returned from the restroom, my aunt and Bella were ready to go. I was ready as well and we were on our way home… My aunt and Bella whispered something all the time and I couldn't hear them. They were giggling and I had no idea what was going on…. Later I knew… and I wished I didn´t….