FORCED TO BE A GIRL FINAL CHAPTER

Well… finally I had my own girly clothes and you can't even imagine how happy I was when Kate and Lilly bought me my own panties, bra, and several dresses. As you could hear in the previous chapter, Kate even bought me my own makeup and which means that I could become a girl whenever I want to and that was such a good feeling. I don't even know if I deserve such a nice thing, but I was very grateful. And as I said before many times… I was happy when I was dressed as a girl. I was happy and I felt a lot better. It was just more natural for me to be a girl and I felt a lot more comfortable in the girly clothes. And I have no idea why that is… but I just feel that way about it and that is it. And you can imagine what I felt when I had my own panties, bra, and dresses. I could now have my own section in the wardrobe where I am going to put all my new girly things and already now… I was determined that I will get a part-time job and for the money I earn… I would like to buy other girly clothes and you know… It would be such a nice thing to have not only dresses, but I would like to try a skirt and as you know… there are plenty of types of skirts today and I would love to try all of them. And of course, I would love to wear some nice and maybe even fluffy blouses. And I know that won't be easy to achieve but I have to try… You have to try in your life in order to succeed. And I was determined that I would earn my own money and I would love to buy girly clothes. But the most important thing was that I had my own girly clothes now and I was happy.

When Lilly, Kate, and the shop assistant helped me to choose the right makeup, I thought that we were finished here and that we were going home, but I was mistaken. I was so much mistaken.

“Well… shouldn't he try his own first makeup on?” asked the shop assistant and she looked at Lilly. Lilly was thinking for a brief moment and she said:

“Hm… that is actually a very good idea… and maybe he should try to make a girl out of himself on his own. Because he needs to know what he should put on and how to use makeup if he wants to be a girl, right?”

“Oh yes! He definitely needs to know it. And it isn't anything easy to be a girl, right?” giggled the shop assistant and she looked at me and she added: “Well… I guess that we could now take off his old makeup and dress him in some boy clothes and then we let him dress himself up as a girl and put on his makeup on his own and we will see how it is going and we can give him some advice during it!”

“Whoa… yes! That sounds brilliant!” giggled Kate and she was obviously very excited about it. Well… she probably was, but I was getting nervous. You know… I have never done my own makeover and I am sure that I will be nervous because the other 3 women will be looking at me while I will be dressing up as a girl and putting makeup on my face for the first time. I just can't even imagine the situation… I will be putting on a bra and dress on my body and Kate and Lilly and even the shop assistant will be looking at me and they will be giving me advice about it. That is going to be so much cringe. But I guess that now… I could not do anything about it because it was decided and I could see how much Lilly and Kate were looking forward to it and I didn't want to ruin their expectations.

“Okay… so let's do it!” I said and I let the shop assistant take off my old makeup which Kate gave me this morning. And I had a very strange experience. I could feel how the shop assistant was taking off my makeup and I didn't feel comfortable at all during that. I could feel how my beauty is disappearing and that I am becoming a boy again. And believe it or not, I didn't want to become a boy again. In a way… I was loving girly clothes and my girly outlook too much and I didn't want to throw it away. And I was very surprised that I was feeling such things. And I didn´t know what to do about it… I was confused… Am I a boy? Am I? I have no idea… I just know that I love being a girl and that I feel a lot more comfortable being a girl.

It took the shop assistant almost ten minutes to take off all layers of my makeup, but she made it perfectly. My face was again looking like the face of a boy and I hated that feeling. And came the time when I had to take off all my lovely girly clothes. And again… it was a terrible feeling to take off the clothes I loved. I felt very good in the dress and I even got used to the bra and I didn´t feel good without it. And you just wouldn't believe what happened next. The shop assistant brought me a pair of trousers and a boy's t-shirt. And when I looked at that type of clothes I thought that I was going to puke. It just made me sick to look at this boy's clothes even though the idea that I will have to put them on… it was just terrible.

“Come on, our princess! Put it on!” said Lilly and she was giggling. Kate was looking at me and I guess that they couldn't wait to see me cross-dressing in front of them. Well… I had to do it and I put on the jeans and the t-shirt. And it was just disgusting. I would like to throw away these ugly clothes and put on some nice girly clothes. But that was awaiting me, fortunately. And I couldn't wait for it.

“Okay… so I guess that these clothes are not appropriate for our little princess!” giggled Kate and she added: “You should dress like a princess immediately!”

And I was waiting for this sentence and as soon as she finished it… I took off the jeans and t-shirt and I just couldn't wait to put on girly panties and a bra. And what a feeling it was when I put on the bra on my chest. It felt normal again and I started to feel like a girl again. But… There was a little problem because it took me a few moments to figure out how to zip the bra properly on my back. But luckily for me… Kate and Lilly guided me step by step and I finally got the bra zipped on my back. And the next phase was to put a sweet little mini dress on my body. And I was so much looking forward to feeling the touch of girly clothes again on my body. I grabbed the cute red mini dress and I put it on. And at that moment I finally felt good and I was happy again. Kate helped me to zip the dress on my back and I again felt a little bit better when I had my girly dress on.

“Oh… you are again looking a little bit more like a girl!” giggled Kate and she was looking at me. She was obviously admiring my new outfit and a red mini dress. But I hoped that she would say something like that because I wanted to look like a girl. It was a terrible experience when I had to dress again in jeans and a boy t-shirt. It was terrible because I didn't feel pretty in boy clothes. I only wanted to wear girly clothes because I looked a lot more pretty in a dress and a bra.

“Do you think so?” I asked and I was happy that Kate said it.

“Oh… I know so!” giggled Kate and she came to me and she hugged me. Then she looked into my eyes and she said: “So… you are now dressed as a girl but you still need to put makeup on your face! So let's go for it!”

And she was right… In order to look like a girl I really need to put a lot of makeup on my face because just right now… I was still looking like a boy who was wearing girly clothes. But I need a lot of makeup on my face in order to look like a girl. And I started to put makeup on my face. It took me quite a lot of time because I had no experience in putting makeup on my face. But Kate and Lilly were watching me and they were giving me advice and I was kind of glad for it because I would have no idea what to do if I was doing it on my own. And then Kate told me that I should make my eyelashes and eyebrows. And with her help, I could achieve a really good design for it. Then of course I had to put eyeshadows and mascara on and the bright red lipstick was a matter of course. The shop assistant helped me to fix the line of my lipstick because it was far from ideal. But of course, it was because I had no experience in doing this stuff and I guess that it could end up a lot worse than this.

"You see? Now, your lipstick has a lovely shape! I love your new outlook!" said the shop assistant and she was obviously enjoying my makeover as well. But I guess that nobody could be happier about it than Kate and Lilly. They were smiling and giggling all the time and they complimented me on how pretty I had become. And they were right. I had really become a very pretty girl and I guess that nobody could ever recognize that I am actually a boy. And that was exactly my wish. I wanted everybody to think that I am a girl. That was my wish. I wanted to be a girl and be accepted as a girl.

"I think that we are ready to go!" said Lilly and she paid for my new clothes and makeup kit. I don't even know how to express my gratitude, but I was really so much grateful.

I thought that we would go home after shopping… but no. I was mistaken. We came out of the shop and Lilly said:

"We should go to church! There will be a mass and our little princess needs to get used to being around other people. Come on!"

And she meant it. We were really going to church and… I was again afraid that somebody would recognize that I am a boy. That would be… shocking. But Lilly was right. I need to get used to being around other people while I am wearing girly clothes. And in a way… church was a perfect place for it. People could be more tolerant here…

The church wasn't far away and it took us just a few minutes to get there. We entered the church and you would not believe it. A local priest was just in front of us. He smiled at us and he asked about us. Kate and Lilly introduced themselves and then they looked at me. I was blushing and I had no idea what to say or how to introduce myself. But he is a priest… he could understand…

"May I speak with you?" I asked and I hoped that he would not turn me down.

"Of course, let's go!" He smiled at me and he led me to the confession room. And then it came… it just came out of me. It was my coming out. I told him everything. I told him that I love wearing girly clothes and that I love being a girl. I don't know why… but I just trusted him and I told him all my feelings. The priest was listening to me and when I came out… he was quiet for a while. It made me nervous. But then he looked into my eyes and he said:

"You know… God will always love you… no matter what! And don't forget, you are not weird… you are special! And you should be proud of yourself! Just be a good and kind person! Here… you will be welcomed forever!"

His words almost made me cry. And for the first time… I finally felt accepted as a girl and loved as a girl. I was truly happy at that moment and from now on… I don't want to live any other life. This was my life! BEING A GIRL IS MY LIFE!!!