Life Update
Added 2024-08-20 04:01:06 +0000 UTCHello, all!
I am sure you've noticed I have been less active than I used to be, and I feel like I owe you a bit of clarity.
This year, I made an incredibly difficult decision to leave an abusive partner. I won't go into the specifics, I don't feel like I even can articulate it all, but deciding to finally leave cost me dearly. I lost my house, most of my material possessions, and the bit of stability I had. There have been several other life-altering events, but it all has stemmed from this.
I don't say any of this to ask for pity. Many of you know I am a private person and I like to handle myself. I even debated whether I should make this post because of my silly pride. But I realized you all have supported me in my darkest moments, and it was unfair of me to leave you all in the dark when you have done so much to help me survive through all this.
Currently, I am starting a new job to find some stability. It should not interfere with my time for the channel; I hope it will help me get back to some semblance of a schedule now that an end is hopefully in sight. More than anything, I want to keep telling stories and creating. I have big hopes for Ashwood moving forward, and I hope you all will want to stick around to see where it leads us.
I am still working on the Shae audio. It has been giving me a bit of trouble, but I am hopeful it will be out this week. I am also working on commissions and some art for the channel, as well.
Mostly, though, thank you. There really is no way I can express to you all how much your support has meant to me. Without you all, I honestly don't think I would have been able to make it to this point. I hope to one day show the depth of my appreciation through my stories.
Thank you,
Christa
Comments
I’m so sorry this is so belated but I wanted to share the sentiment that I/we are proud of you for not only realizing but having the strength to leave a situation like that. It can take so much especially having to start from zero again You’re absolutely entitled to your privacy but your community here definitely want to see and help you be the best version of yourself and we’re here if you need us.
Ruin0us
2024-09-14 20:39:11 +0000 UTCProud of you for breaking free of a tough situation. Realizing you need a change is never easy. You’ve got a hell of a support network with your community, I hope you know we all want you to succeed.
Raven
2024-08-22 06:54:14 +0000 UTCWe all understand! Take all the time you need and we’re all very proud of you for taking that step to leave. I hope everything evens out for you
Dolls- circus
2024-08-21 08:46:56 +0000 UTCWe all believe in you Christa you are so strong and brave and you will push through this. We are all proud of you! Our lives are truly better with you in it! All love!
Crispin
2024-08-21 04:01:36 +0000 UTCLeaving an abusive partner is never easy when your lives are so far tied together like that. But sometimes doctors need to break a bone more for it to heal properly. Be patient with yourself and make sure you’re putting your mental health first. Know you’re loved and supported. Proud of you for doing this and as hard as things are now; know that it will get better. ❤️🩹
Raven
2024-08-20 13:33:39 +0000 UTCYou’re tremendously strong, and I hope you’re so proud of yourself. Take care 🧡
Oliver Down
2024-08-20 12:46:49 +0000 UTCi think i speak for all of us when i say you got this Christa and we're all cheering you on from the swamps of the south to the snowy north of Europe and everywhere in between we all got your back
Orthadox Dominos
2024-08-20 04:12:16 +0000 UTCYou got this Christa, we believe in you.
Srengal
2024-08-20 04:07:55 +0000 UTCI think I can speak for everyone when I say, it's ALL love from us. Take care of yourself, we're not going anywhere!
Rush
2024-08-20 04:06:35 +0000 UTCWe are in your corner Cheering for you Christa! Kick Ass and We are Proud of you!
Ashend
2024-08-20 04:06:07 +0000 UTC
