*Update* Feeling better; Trying to get back tomorrow to upload again

Heya Everyone! First of all, thank you all for staying with me these last couple of days. And I also would like to thank all of you who have sended me positive messages. It really helped me out alot.

I'm feeling better right now. I still wouldn't call it 100% better, but I'm getting there :) I atleast have taken the time to start sorting out and heal my current emotions. I'm currently trying to actively better myself by improving my mental health and by going to the gym 4x a week now to upgrade myself on a physical appearance level aswell! I'm quite skinny, but my goal now is to get alot more buff. Plus I got a well high earning new job as of a couple days ago! :D

So I'm trying to become the best version of myself right now, tackling down all aspects that were holding me back (Physical, mental & personality wise). For myself, and for the next one out there, whether it will be her or another.

And even though she will probably never read this, I still hope that we will atleast reconnect in some sort of way very soon. Even after what happened. Forgiving is not forgetting, it is remembering without anger. She came clean, which alot of people don't. I got to give her that. And now that we both know eachother's truths, I am curious what our interactions would look like now that we both can show our trueselves without being afraid to do or say something wrong.

I atleast hope it is going better slowly with her mental health... I wish she would give me an update, truly. But for now, I'll respect her wish to leave her alone. She asked that as her final request to make her feel better. If I truly care and matured, I gotta respect that request, right?

Anyways, that's all for now! With a little bit of luck and a good positive mood, I will be back tomorrow to make daily content again! :)

~ItzYaRon69