Taking a small week break
Added 2024-08-13 21:56:27 +0000 UTCHeya everyone! I'm sorry to say that I'm taking a small week break from uploading on here. To get a bit personal, I have recently been completely abused and manipulated.
I have been seeing a girl for over 8 months, and her mental health was taking a turn for the worse. I have tried to be there for her, but instead she has decided to dump me, and tell me that the whole 8 months was an act and that she was actively using me as an "easy target" since day 1 and was still seeing other guys and doing "stuff" with others aswell.
So I need a small break to get my head straight. I'm currently suffering from this hard. I'm really angry in and just want to get some stuff shutdown. But I'm not quite sure yet if I want to do that. Mostly depends on her response these upcoming week or 2.
Anyways... Bit of a long one, but then you all know where I currently am. I love you all and hopefully I'll get back next week (: Thanks for all of your support!!
~ItzYaRon69
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Adriano Santos
2024-08-18 16:28:39 +0000 UTCThanks for the kind words!! Fyi I was a man in a straight relationship. And yes, she definitely doesn't deserve all of the love and kidness I have given her. Ofcourse her current situation where she is isolating herself indoors and has massive panic and anxiety attacks right now from literally the simplest things like taking a walk outside didn't help her reaction.. but she could've kept that stuff for herself. I also have a good feeling she has caused this mess herself by using, manipulating and seeing alot of different guys at the same time, and that something or some people are currently haunting her. A 23yo normally doesn't need heavy medication and isolates herself from everyone she knows for something small happening in her life.. And even though she has hurted me like this... I still feel bad for her, but that's sadly my extreme caring side for others.. The worst part is before she blocked me she said "let's take some space now and there might be a possibility for friendship in the future, but don't go expecting it, chances are small". Keeping the door slightly open, probably for when she feels better instead of ending all contact definitive...
ItzYaRon_69
2024-08-13 22:35:23 +0000 UTCHey, I am really sorry to read that! I don't know whether you're a man in a straight relationship or a woman in a gay relationship, but either way, she sounds like a complete arsehole! Just be kind on yourself and give yourself a little time, because it's really just a chemical thing you have to get over; you know and we know from what you've said that she's a shithead, while clearly you are not. The fact that you were trying to be there for her and help her is something to be proud of and simply proves she never deserved you anyway! Just try to remember that and keep it at the front of your mind as your body recovers its chemical balance; it's never worth mourning the loss of something that you now know was worth nothing in the first place! Love and all the best from another human being who appreciates what you give us all!
Eddy
2024-08-13 22:07:16 +0000 UTC
