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Health update.

Hey guys, some may have seen on YouTube but i also wanted to update you guys here also.

Last night I went to the emergency room because I was having difficulty breathing and was really dizzy. I felt like I was going to pass out. It was kinda scary cause I couldn’t calm myself down. The doctors diagnosed me with anxiety (LMAO that I already know), Hypokalemia (which just means my potassium levels was really low), and I also was pretty dehydrated.


I’m not really taking care of myself well. I honestly think the pressures of moving, my cousin passing away, and just every day life has just left me feeling a bit numb. Last night was a bit of a wake up call.


This isn’t to alarm you I’m doing better right now. I’ve been given some medication to help and will be setting an appointment with my doctor for further tests.


I just wanted to let everyone know that I’m not doing well at the moment so if you see less uploads I’m genuinely trying to take care of my health. Uploads will still come here and there. Can you allow me to take things at my own pace? I would really really appreciate that at this time. I’m running myself in the ground and it’s hurting my mental and physical health.


Thank you so much for the love and support. I feel like I don’t say that enough. I truly do not deserve you guys. I think that’s why I’m so hard on myself to make sure you guys are getting content. I couldn’t do this without you guys. Mental health is a long journey and I’m fighting it everyday so forgive me if I’m ever disappointing to you guys. I am not perfect. I appreciate your grace.

I love you guys. See you soon. 🫶🏽

Health update.

Comments

Please take care. I suffered from dehydration a few months ago and was surprised when diagnosed about how debilitating it can be. Your health comes first. And to calm you down I suggest you listen to That's Okay by D.O.

Sandi Henry

Oh no prayers for healing. This was my reality a few days ago. Get well soon

Bernadette Roberts

Oh No Caitlin, your Health is the first thing you should think about not posting reactions, take your time and rest well, i can relate to that as i too had a long journey of recovering my health, so really just take care of your self first before worrying about the reactions, get better soon Okey.

Hana-Ice

I hope you're doing betteer! Take the time you need and take care of your health! That's the most important.

DChvz

old saying - can’t pour from an empty pitcher. take your time, your last few months have been thru the roof on the stress index (just from the little you shared, so am sure it’s more than that). we’ll be here.

kathie james

Take good care , i hope you get better soon <3

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Happy birthday Caitlin love so much 💗

7 EX

Take all the time you need, your health is most important!! I hope you can get some good rest and if you do choose to come back, there will be plenty of people waiting for you! 💖

life of nicole

Get well soon, your health is the upmost priority so take some time if needed.

Sheila Balderas

I’m glad ultimately you’re able to take some time for your health. You give so much of your amazing talents and thoughts to everyone sometimes it’s hard to see what a physical toll all that can take. Lots of love and light to you as you do what you need to do.

Martha Ferguson

When you're body says "It's time for a time out", then you gotta bench yourself and rest up. Consider this another message for best wishes and encouragement to take your time. We'll be here when you're better.

Mark P.

Hope you’re okay angel

Finley Taylor

we love you!! take your time getting better and focus on yourself, not your audience!! we will be here when you feel it’s right to return at your OWN PACE❤️❤️❤️❤️

brooke vaught

Omg babe take good care of yourself 😭 we’ll be waiting you!!!❤️

Yu Jie

Please always prioritize yourself and your health. We love you Caity B! We’ll always pray for you. Get well now. 💙🫶🏻💐

Jerecar Flores

That's right, mental health is a long winding journey and I do hope you're able to stay as strong as you can. The days will get better for sure eventho it doesn't seem that way. Your physical health is also very important so please take care and prioritise yourself 💕 I cannot speak for everyone but you will have my 100% support even with lesser content because I believe you're an amazing creator 😊 take care Caitlin. Get well soon okay?

Melly

Take care of yourself, your health is the most important. The rest will follow in time. Just think about you, we'll wait don't worry about anything else ❤️

Michele Mele

Do take of yourself 🙆🏼‍♀️

Ng yanyu

Take all the rest you need well always be here for you

Daijah

Taking care of yourself should be your priority now, don’t worry about updates, we will be here when you’re back! Feel better soon ✨✨✨🫶🏼

Raquel Pires

Sending hugs, healing and good vibes! Do what you need to do to recover and feel your best. We're happiest when you're enjoying yourself! Been there with low potassium and high anxiety. Still have to closely manage my health through drinking the right amount of water, taking high quality water soluble organic supplements, keeping active and getting quality sleep -- when is more important than how much. Between 10pm-2am humans get the most beneficial hormonal secretions and cell recovery. Our stress glands (adrenals) rest and recharge the most between 11pm and 1am and melatonin production is highest 10pm to 2am. There is a measurable decrease in health risks (heart, circulatory, blood pressure) when getting to bed at 10pm versus after midnight.

Gina ODierno

Please take care of yourself I.e. your mental and physical health… no joking about these things…especially in this world of today. I love love your reactions… it’s kinda my time to relax and laugh the day away especially after a hard day of work, but not at the expense of your health. Take care…. Make sure to make time for YOU (and your loved ones)… the music and videos will not run away… hope you feel better soon ❤️‍🩹🌸

V_Moemoe

Sending our love!!!! Pls take all the time you need!!!!! Your health is the most important! 😭❤️

Aj Amo

You are always most important and that needs to stay that way. Without you there is no wondrous and magical content. Please take all the time you need. Don’t want to see your back here without a clean bill of health!!! From K-Pop mom

Cryssyb

Sending you all my prayers for a quick and healthy recovery!

Neeko

Your health should always come first!! The content can wait and we know it will come as you do it at your own pace! You take all the time you need, and take care of yourself! 🩷

Audra Krenn

health always comes first!! these contents are not going anywhere and we can patiently wait. Take all the time that you need on recovery and gets lots of rest!

heyitspf

omg wth?! please take care and I hope you get better soon! don't worry about those who keep rushing you, just take things your own pace and we'll be patiently waiting!! Lots of prayers 🤧🤍

omori

Take all the time you need to take care of yourself, Caitlin!!! You're the reason me and the community love your vids. It is you as a lovely, lively, healthy human being that is important. So give yourself time to heal. I am sorry to hear you're facing such hard times. I've been there so I feel ya. Get lots of rest, give yourself time to process your thoughts and emotion. And know that me and I believe so many people here will continue to love and support you, girl!!! Take care, recover well and keep slay'n!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💪💪💪

Trac Nguyen

Of course, take care❣️

Lunatic 370

Take all the rest you need, girl! Hope you feel better ❤️‍🩹

Jin

Thank you for taking care of yourself love 💕

Berry Bear

You are so much more important than videos, no matter how much we enjoy them. You are so important.

Cory Tripp

Omg i hope you okay now, this so scary please take care of yourself don’t worry about us we will always support you and love you. Everything will be okay if you are okay 🫶🏻🤍

Ropeldae

Omg Caitlin honey I am truly sorry to hear that you are going through such detrimental times. Please remember your health and wellness always comes first. Fortunately our body will give signs especially when we tend to ignore.. will always be here for you, in the mean time please follow Dr orders plenty of rest in all ally is priority, stay hydrated and take care ❤ We Bubbles love you. This too shall pass. You are in my prayers 🙏❤

EmpressG

Anxiety/panic attacks are extremely scary and draining (I speak as someone who went to the ER a few times bc of those). I am glad to hear you were well taken care of and that you are feeling better, but like everyone has said, please put your health (physical and mental) and yourself first. Remember that you do NOT owe us anything. We are lucky that you have decided to share your enjoyment of kpop with us. That does not entitle us to anything. Take all the time you need 🫂

Gabrielle T.

Nothing super Insightful to say or anything, but just wanted to make sure you know we love you and just want you to be healthy

Portal_Paw

We love you sm and that's why we need you to take care of yourself so please, don't worry about us we will be here when you get back and we only want you at your healthiest okay? so make sure to take care! <333

Arianna Casimir

Take your time Caitlin. Your health is the most important thing, so take caree. See u soon!!

xoxo

100% take your time, never let anyone rush you! Your health and well-being has to be #1.

Artemisian

As always please take care of yourself first!! And we will always be waiting patiently ☺️ even then, I care more about you doing okay!

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Luna Addy

Caitlin I’m glad that you’re doing better now. You have a lot on your plate lately so please remember to take care of yourself. And you don’t have to ask us for time for yourself. Take as much time and rest that you want and take care of yourself. Reactions and other videos will came later. What most important is that you are okay and taking care of your health. We will be waiting for you to fully recover so take your time. Love you girl ❤️

Aisha

This is why I was happy with the new schedule you had set up (because it meant you would have less stress from less content to put out), but then other stuff happened that you couldn't control...and then this happened as a result of the stuff you couldn't control. Just take care of yourself. Don't worry about the insistent people who ask and ask non-stop for content. Drink electrolytes and water. It feels like I'm nagging, but no, it's just helpful advice because seeing you like this is never a good thing. You have not let anyone down, Caitlin, just look after yourself and return to your content making after you feel--deep inside--that you are ready. Anxiety is a real bitch, but to have it and do everything else that you have been doing to cater to us...yeah, that's a lot. We'll still be here like last time. Thank you for everything that you do, Caitlin.

Alexandria T

Rest up Caitlin!!! Your health should always cone first, we will wait for you to come back feeling better!! 🫶🏼

Ayda Lillian

I am so glad that you are okay. Please put your health first- both mental and physical! We are here for you and can wait. Please don’t put unnecessary pressure on yourself. You are stuck with us because we aren’t going anywhere- no matter how long it takes. Feel better and start pampering yourself, you deserve it❤️❤️❤️

Beth LaRue

We love you too. Take all the time you need to get better. Take care of yourself first and we will be praying for you

Ivan Stanley Brisbane

omg !!! please take care of yourself. ALWAYS health first♥️♥️♥️ feel better soon. i'm glad you're alive and will heal. but please take care!

Sabina

I'm so glad you're ok but if you ever and I mean ever need time off take it off you do a lot for us and you help us through things it's our time to help you with your health so please take it easy because you need it too we'll be ok if you take a couple days or even couple months off to get your health where it needs to be your health is more important then us we'll be ok we just need you to be ok with you and your health or even family and friends ❤️💯 also Happy Fourth of July girlie have an amazing day/night💜🩷

Faith Mathews

No worries. Your health comes first. We will be waiting for however long. Just take your time

Msken94

Caitlin please take care of yourself. You come first. It's so hard remembering that when trying to go through and deal with life. Take all the time you need. We'll always be here and just want you to be ok ❤️ Get well and sending love your way! 😊🫶💚

Valerie Ubias

Sending love Caitlin 🥰 We all need time to take care of ourselves you never have to apologise or ask for that. I hope you can take it at a pace that works for you. And drink plenty of water!

Pippa

Take care of yourself! Your health is priority!!! We'll be all waiting for you when you're ready to come back! 💕

Sammie Junio

Take care of yourself girly you matter more than anything else🩵🩵 we’ll still be here when you get better!!

🩵Julissa🩵

Take the time you need. Your health comes first! Please don’t feel pressured to post content. We’ll all be here when you’re ready and feeling your best! 🫶🏻

Arlene Guzman

Take care of yourself. Your health is more important.

Anais

You take as much time as you need ❤️❤️ we’ll be here waiting for you, we love you so much 🫰🫰

Brandon The King

Omg. All the best Caitlin. Make sure you get the rest and the time you need. And please take care of your self.

pup_kay43

I really love your reactions you are literally the best youtuber ever, i recently got your patreon even tho i wanted it for so long so i have a lot to catch up, there is no problem with you resting! You did a lot for us and we thank you so much, the day you ll quit i will be sooo sad!!! So you can rest how much you need just take care and do what is best for you❤️ and also btw i am soo happy when you see my stories 😭 it's the best feeling ever, it s for real like a celebrity sees it ❤️dont feel pressured beacuse we love you so much, we love you genuenly for the nice soul and energy you have and that makes us so happy when you post, you totally deserve us😭❤️

Laura Elena

We love you Caitlin, and your health is so very important. As someone with an immune disorder sometimes things can get away from you and situations like this can end up happening. I’ve experienced it often. I hope that you take all the time you need to navigate this and make whatever necessary changes to your daily life that will help you get back great health, mental and physical, as soon as possible. We all want to see you healthy and happy and thriving. Be gentle and kind to yourself. I support you! 💗

Shakyra White

oh gosh that’s so scary, please please take care of yourself caitlin, know that your health is always a #1, we will wait for you, it’s not a rush at all. focus on yourself okay? 💗

nani marie

Please take care of yourself Caitlin, we’re here for you ❤️

Fatima Bah

caitlin take care of yourself please 💗 your health means a lot to us. take as much time as you need

kami

CAITLIN YOUR HEALTH COMES FIRST!! ALWAYS!! please eat well, rest, take care of yourself!! music, variety shows, etc will ALWAYS be there. you have one body!! real ones will wait and be patient at YOUR PACE. 🩷

Evelyn Burks

Take care of yourself! We will be here when your ready. No worries, just make sure that you feel good before you move forward.

Daniel Karlsson

Take care of yourself, health always comes first!

zbyndagram

Hope u get well soon I love u so mush and take care of yourself and ur never a disappointment and ur perfect in our eyes please don’t say that about yourself and if u need a break do it and u deserve all the happiness in the world

7 EX

please take care of yourself caitlin! we will be here to support you no matter how long it takes for you to get healthy 🫶 don't push yourself too hard and eat well!

doki da

Girl take all the time you need! Your health, both mental and physical, is top priority! We’ll be here for you no matter what! Sending all the good vibes your way 🫶🏻

Kait

Much love, Caitlin!! Please take good care of yourself, your health is the most important, it should always come first!! 🫶

Daniel Goland

Sorry to hear that Caitlin. Please take care, you owe it to yourself. It’s your body’s way of asking you for help. Don’t worry about anything right now and focus on yourself, I’m sure everyone will understand. Rest, meditate, love yourself, and don’t skip a meal😉 Sending you love and good energy♥️

Mia

Take care! We will always be here and we will never go anywhere. Come back when you’re feeling ready. Take your time go at your own pace and don’t ever feel pressured to upload one thing after another. We understand what you’re going through. Take a break if you need it!! Love you and hope your recovery goes smoothly! ♥️🫶🏾

Tyler

Take care of yourself as that’s the most important thing!! Get rest and take things one day at a time! Sending you love and positive vibes!! 🩷💚🙏🏼🙏🏼

Vanessa Moreno

You're never disappointing us. Remember that health is sooo much more important than entertaining us, especially mental health. You really can and should take your time and fight for yourself instead of others. Sending all the love and support ❤️

Ola Celińska

You on IV drip?? Gurl pls health always comes first, don't bother by the people who can't understand your situation and keep pushing you to react to this and that cuz we are on that side who literally let you be on your pace to do whatever you wanna come out with first. Rest and rest and rest. I'm not just a fan, but I'm also a human who is really concern when it comes to people who overworked himself / herself. So, take care angel. Until your pain goes away 101% then you come back to us and focus strictly on the positivity only okay dear! Love youuuu

creamsodamyra

don’t feel pressured to get things out! focus on yourself, your health is more important. we’ll always be here waiting for you!!

Tina Vannaboun

Your health both physical and mental cones first! Take all the time you need and I hope when you do come back it'll be for your enjoyment and not as stressful. Take care 🫶🏽🫶🏽

Sisi

Caity healing takes time. Please take care if yourself.

Melissa Balgobin

I love you Caitlin take it easy and get better soon don’t let us miss you too much but take good care of yourself we want to see your smile back ASAP😌🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

Sev

caitlin my love 💔 please take good care of yourself before attending to us okay. do take your own time and pace when it comes to posting on youtube and patreon. even right now, with all the posts you have posted let’s be real fans we really appreciate it especially even after losing your cousin and now you falling sick HAISSS all we need you to focus on is you yourself okay. get well soon we love you 💞

lizziejelly

Please don't worry, just rest and take care of yourself! Please, health comes always first. Take the time you need and some extra time just to relax a little too. You deserve it 🫶

Sakura

take care of yourself the content can wait 🤍 feel better soon 💕

Lex

Look after yourself Caitlin. Hope you feel better soon x

Emmski

Take all the time you need girl. You should put yourself and your health first. We will all be here when you feel yourself again and we will support any decision you make. Get well soon! ❤️

Emerald White

When i just opened the pic i was like what happened to you but thanks god cause u explaining it but be careful on yourself and don't harsh on yourself and don't forget to eat something and take time ☺️🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

bearhaechanie@07

This year has been really hard on you and I know you have been working like crazy here and on the channel to get stuff out for us but you absolutely deserve the chance to take care of yourself too. I hope things get easier for you and that you get a chance to stop and breathe for a second. I love what you do but it's not worth grinding yourself into dust to make it

Happier

take the time you need caitlin, hope things go well at your future doctors appointment

RealitycheckXD

from the very start of me following you I have always insisted on you taking all the time that you need, and that will never change! you have tons of content on here for us to enjoy 💜 please take this time to rest and heal and do things for you, and we’ll be here when you’re ready! sending you all the healing vibes 💜

Meemz

get better soon and don't worry about us. take care of yourself first, your health is too important 🫂

alexadork

No worries. Take care!!

Erina

I had no idea these recent events were happening :( I’m sorry for your loss and I know how grief can get, please text/call if you need to or just want to talk/watch something! Take your time and put you and your family first! 🙏🏽🤞🏽

anthonytoo

Oh my gosh Caitlin!!! I’m so glad you’re taking care of yourself but holy crap that’s scary! Take all the time you need, don’t worry about anything but your health rn.

CrispyPotato

Take care Caitlin! We will always be here! Health always first! 🫶

Kristalyn Ogdoc

Take all the time that you need and rest well 🫶

luvdreamcatcher

we love you sm ofc prioritize your health!! hoping you feel better soon 🩷

lys

Appreciate you Caitlin❤️ Take care

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