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Hey guys!

I truly wish I could hug all of you for being soooo understanding and gracious to me over the last 6 months.

Thank you All so so much! I’m so sorry it’s been a mess over here. I’m working on trying to get it steady.

With that said we got a call that my cousin passed away in a car accident. I’ll be traveling to Arkansas for the funeral so I’ll be out of town for the first half of next week.

I’m working on making sure there’s at least something coming out next week while I’m gone so that you guys have something but it may not be a ton. I’ll try to do my best!

We’re basically moved in to our house except the huge furniture. We have movers going to the over apartment and helping with that towards the end of the month and then FINALLY we’ll be all moved in! 🎉

I’m hoping to get back to reacting to our regular scheduled shows in July! So anything that’s been on hold we’ll likely begin again. I know many of you have been waiting for things so I appreciate the grace during this period.

I’ll also be looking at some of the requests from the request forms so more of those reactions will be coming as well! Thank you to everyone that has sent them in! It’s been so much better doing it through the forms so that it’s organized for me! I’ll be posting another one soon! 🫶🏽💕

Sorry this is becoming so long, but seriously thank you guys for being so understanding. I feel like I’m constantly failing. I’m trying to please everyone and make sure there’s a constant flow of uploads but it’s just been so hard this past month. I’m really hard on myself. Getting an editing time has helped a lot but it still gets stressful sometimes.

Anyways love you all so much! I’ll be okay no worries. See you all soon! x

Comments

So sorry for your loss. Prayers for your family,for you. Your health. I'm still recovering from stroke and trying to get custody of my daughter again. She had been placed in foster care due to me ending up in hospital. Still recovering. Take your time with reactions. We understand. Hugs💜

Bernadette Roberts

Sorry for your loss🤍🤍🤍 Take all the time you need

Alyssa Litwiller

condolences for your loss:(( really hope you don’t push yourself to do anything you aren’t ready to do. this year has been so hard on you and you’ve still put out a lot of content don’t apologize ever.

amelia

Condolences on your loss! Take the time you need. It’s so nice of you to even think about what you think people want posted in the face of this. Hope you find some comfort and safety in your family and friends right now.❤️

Hannah Balkovec

I'm so sorry for your loss! ❤️ Take as much time as you need Caitlin! You know we will stay right here and keep supporting you no matter what 🫶

Diana Rose Gold

I may repeat myself but I father watch one Video a months in which I truly get the feeling that you enjoy it ans are healthy instead of content that u have to force yourself too because you need mental heeling. We wait for you, don't worry. Just settle in first an then you can start over

Pinkytoe84

Condolences to you and your family. I am happy that you will be able to actually move into the new house soon--on a more positive note. Take your time.

Alexandria T

I'm so sorry for you lose. Take it easy you've been posting a lot of content lately. I advice you to focus on your mental health for the time being and get completely settled into your new home then continue making conta Ent. But I also understand you have the need or want to please us, it also really seems like you enjoy what you're doing. But I feel bad that you're pushing yourself a lot to due so.😊

danaya price

Oh i’m so sorry for your loss, i hope you’re doing okay and take all the time you need! Sending love to you and your family ❤️

moon

My girl love u may he rip❤️

7 EX

I’m so sorry for your loss! Take all the time you need, we’re not going anywhere! Sending all the love to you and your family 🫶🏼

Kait

My condolences

AleksBh

I’m so sorry please don’t feel rushed or anything, take all the time you need 🥺 even if you didn’t release content for a whole year I would still watch your videos 😭 sending love to you! 💖💖💖

Kayla

OMG Caitlin, I'm sending you and your fam so much love during this time. aYour supporters got you girl so take your time and do what you gotta do

Sherree James

I'm so sorry for your loss. Take all of the time you need and want.

Tristana Keauna

please take care, sending you all love <3

c

We love u ❤️

CiF

So sorry for your loss. Sending all the warmest hugs to you and your family 💖💖

Martha

I'm so sorry for your loss. Take all the time that you need. Sending week well wishes & love your way. Thank you for always thinking of us and we all love you. Be safe and travel safely

Ivan Stanley Brisbane

so sorry for your loss, take all the time you need ❤️ sending well wishes to you and your family

SB

So sorry for your loss, sending my condolences to you and your family. I hope you are okay. Take time and take care of yourself. We will be waiting. Safe travels, we love you queen🫶

Meli

So sorry for your lost. May they look over you and your family. Safe travel and don’t worry about this. Take care of yourself ♡

Brie

I'm so sorry Caitlin 🥺 Please take care of yourself and your family above us! We'll still be here when the storm passes 🩷

Ace of Kpop

I'm sorry for your loss, you've had a rough year. Take care of yourself and travel safe!

Happier

I’m so sorry for your loss 💗💐

MaggieQ

Im so sorry for your loss, take all the time you need and don’t stress. We will all be here when you’re ready and we wish you the best 💕 we love you

luvdreamcatcher

So sorry for your loss .. condolences to you and your family ~~

pia_universe

im so sorry Caitlin, sending you my condolences

myungjae

I’m sorry for your loss. I hope the memories of your cousin will bring you some peace and comfort. I truly hope that you do not think about uploading anything while you are dealing with this and the move. Take time to be with your loved ones💔

Beth LaRue

Condolences to you and your family. Life gets crazy, most of the time we dont get to choose what happens to us... but being kinder to yourself is something you can choose to do. Dont be too hard on yourself! We get excited to watch your videos because you are so fun to watch and doing so well and that's probably why most of us get overly greedy and why we want MORE! But that doesnt mean we are rushing. I just want you to take your time and be happy with your pace. :D Im confident we will all be here just the same. Love you lots! 🤗

Liann Garcia

so sorry for your loss, please take your time! we should not be your first worry, we'll always be here for you, caitlin! love you loads !!

zb1 luvr

Girl take all the time you need 🥰 don’t worry about us we will be here when you get back ❤️

Amanda Tolbart

Oh my...I'm so sorry

Anais

So sorry for your loss. Take your time and take care of yourself. We will be here when you are ready. Safe travels. 🥰 🫶🏻

Emmski

So sorry for your loss. Sending you hugs.

Nancy Lo

Omg, I'm so sorry for your loss. Best wishes and hugs to everyone in your family

pup_kay43

You are my favorite reactor and have introduced me to so many groups, you really feel like a good friend I could talk to. I wish I could give you a hug as well and tell you what and amazing job you’re doing! I can’t even imagine what it’s like right now and I’m so sorry for your loss. I know this can’t take the pain away but I love and support you so much so please take care of yourself and your mom as well❤️

Savannah Guess

I'm very sorry for you loss but congratulations on your new house and please if you need to take a break please do you need it you do a lot of amazing things for us and we are very thankful for you and sending hugs and prayers towards you and your family 😞👏🫂💯💜

Faith Mathews

Sorry for ur loss caitlin </3 please remember to take ur time!! I love ur reactions and watch bc you genuinely enjoy kpop and want you to enjoy it the way you want!! So by all means take however much time you need 🩷

Tyra Johnson

I am SO sorry for your loss. Please please please do not feel like you are failing. You are doing your best and still providing well created and sincere content that is so fun. You are a human being and life happens and this channel is neverrrr more important than your mental and physical health. Please take care and I am sending you and your family comfort and healing. ❤️

Lauren Freeman

Take your time, step-by-step, life can be hard but just try keep it up. May God protect you

Aj

All my thoughts and prayers to your family🩵 take care love

🩵Julissa🩵

Honestly do not worry about posting for us at the moment. You deserve to take some time and focus on yourself right now and I hope you’re okay! So sorry for your loss ❤️

marleyy

You're doing great, don't worry. 🤍

Luna Addy

Condolences regarding your cousin 😔 Thank you so much for being an amazing reactor. I appreciate all the effort you put in everything and you always bring a smile to our faces 😊

Yoselin

I’m so sorry for your loss Caitlin. Take all the time you need we will be here waiting for you. Love you girl🙏🏽🕊️Never feel like your failing because you are doing everything you can for us your fans. And as one of your fans I support you through thick and thin. I’m always rooting for you. ❤️

Imani Williams

Take care of yourself and your family! Wishing you all the best

Ashley Spaeth

I also wanted to say that your reactions are what keeps me happy everyday. And i will support you forever no matter what ❤️ thank you!

Kevin Austria

take care of yourself caitlin 🥺🩵

jaeminspuzzle

Praying for you and your family Caitlin! Take all the time you need, we will wait :)

Kendall Kerr

Sending you a hug and my condolences life happeneds we understand don't stress

mayra valladares

oh no i’m sorry to hear about your cousin caitlin! please take your time, you’re doing your best!! x

nani marie

I’m so sorry for your loss, and I wish you safe travels for the funeral. 💕

BamBamJinJinWinWinYangYang andsometimesTenTen

Oh Caitlin I’m so sorry for yalls loss! Safe travels and we’ll be ready whenever you’re ready 💚

CrispyPotato

So sad to hear about your cousin bestie. Hope you spend it well with your family. Take care!

Kevin Austria


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