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Comments

oooh, I've seen Bloody Love Story but not the other video! 2 kisses during a livestream you say? 👀

Ezra Campbell

For anyone who fell in love with Fu Xinbo from JITD, I wanna share my love for this 2024 music reality show he was part of. It’s “Call Me By Fire Season 4” (披荆斩棘的哥哥4). https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL24nhvGEHDf4QQE_p2tkfhkEyWZoPFp4m 34 male artists/singers/etc. were invited to create live performances and compete with each other. He is absolutely handsome, talented, and hilarious in this. Here are two of the most popular “stages” from the season and he’s in both: Bloody Love Story (血腥爱情故事) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGK9pOrLaGY From Rubbles to Treasures (变废为宝) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OWIJJIEnyyA If you watch this and are like, “Is that supposed to be kinda gay?” Well, this season was a feast for such things both on and off-stage. An RPSer’s dream, with the approval of the participants. Not kidding! One of the final episodes had a game titled: “Here are the 8 popular ship names from our show. Can you guess which two people each name is referring to?” :D They spent a lot of time together during filming, and most became quite close. There were roommate shenanigans (dorms for the win!); meal sharing; countless hugs, hand-holding, and horseplay; copious amounts of “love you”; two kisses during a livestream; lots of terrible puns/dad jokes; and extreme Found Family vibes. I never knew I could love a group dynamic so much. Many participants stay in touch even a year later. They’ve been attending each other’s concerts, plays, other variety shows; collaborating on new songs and projects; getting together for holidays, etc. Truly gives me hope for humanity watching them love each other. (Caveat: you may have a harder time understanding things if you’re not familiar with Chinese language or culture. The auto-captions are not great on YouTube. But there are some amazing stages you can enjoy without knowing all the background/lyrics.) Watch it for Fu Xinbo (he was aptly named “The Perfect Human” by one of the other boys lol), and stay for the best Family you’ll witness!

Clover

Just a question. Have you watched Alien Stage yet? If not, it's a YouTube music series that is incredible, have very interesting themes and is also stunng both visually and musically. 🫣 Id really really love to see what you think of it and to see what you make of the story/themes/metaphors

alex photography

She didn't put it on google drive unfortunately, she only put it on here

𝑺𝒂𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒂❤️࿐

Hi! Love your channel! Is there a way to see your reaction to Young Royals forever documentary through Google drive? I have issues with WeTransfer but i managed to se all episodes through drive. But i can't find YR Forever anywhere 😞. Am i blind or do i have to miss out on it? I would love so much to see it "with" you because i love your input on this show! ❤️

Madeleine Björding

All episodes are here on patreon: https://www.patreon.com/posts/dead-boy-s1-103315797

𝑺𝒂𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒂❤️࿐

just went onto the drive looking for dbd and saw only 2 eps are there

Phoenix Mackenzie

Joined the Patreon! I'm EverythingMads on YouTube :)

Maderia

That was a part of the long series voting poll

🦋⃟≛⃝𝑺𝒂𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒂≛⃝❤️࿐

There is a good chinese named Ultimate Note. It's up your alley for adventure and bromance.

Ms. Giggles 21

You think you might watch ThamePo

Allie

Weak Hero Class s2 released teasers, and is speculated to drop between April-June but not confirmed :D

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The sequel to The Old Guard will be released on Netflix on July 2nd!!

Demi

Omg!!! They just posted online that the remaining episodes of Justice in the Dark are being released in March!!! I have no one else to scream about this with!!! We are seeing the light of day after 5 million years!!😭😭😭

Lisa Wilson

For anyone interested the manga for Little Mushroom with English translation is currently available on mangakakalot.com and bunmanga.com. It is still ongoing so they are not complete or published in English anywhere. I am impatiently waiting for the publication.

Sophisticated Lady

I know! I read Little Mushroom a few months ago. It is such a tender and unique story and I love a good slow burn. The English translation is published by Peach Flower House. I read it along with/at the same time with the manhua. The manhua (English translation) is harder to find on line since it is not complete or officially published yet. I do also highly recommend it.

Sophisticated Lady

I just finished reading the Chinese danmei novel Little Mushroom (小蘑菇 Xiao Mo Gu) by 一十四洲 Yishisi Zhou. And I needed to scream at someone so here I am lol. Highly recommend! The original Chinese version is exquisitely simple yet devastating. I believe there are excellent English translations out there. And there’s a reportedly amazing Chinese audio drama (not my preferred medium so I have not listened). This story blew me away. So unexpected. So brutal (OMG the body count…). So tender. It is one of the best end-of-the-human-world dystopian settings I’ve ever encountered. I am reeling from the existential questions being explored from the POV of a sentient mushroom (!) searching for his spore (single-mother style) into a human stronghold. And the slowest slow burn of romance arg. Enjoy the amazing ride if you read it!

Clover

So I’m not sure how considered any of these suggestions are but I suppose it’s better to have put it out there rather than not at all. Would it be crazy for me to suggest you react to The Magnus Archives? It’s not a visual medium so I’m not sure what that would even look like. But I think it’s absolutely up your alley. If not for a reaction than just a general rec for your own time.

Zandalore

She's hasn't reacted to it, I don't know if it's on her list (we've been recommending a lot of shows)

-Mikki- W.L

Lol ya Hazbin is a good idea too! (I personally prefer the character writing for Helluva but Hazbin is a good intro to the universe, at least the pride ring where a lot of Helluva takes place in)

alex photography

Maybe starting with Hazbin Hotel (same creator, but released on Prime and with a more tradtitional publishing shedule) would be a good way to see if you like the humor and overall vibe. I absolutely second the suggestion! Both are very queer and very fun

Josie

Hey Brittney, just because I'm here I thought I'd drop the two series I'd love to see you react to, even though I know you're incredibly busy. First is The Spirealm, which is the cdrama adaptation of the danmei novel Kaleidoscope of Death. Censored obviously, and not officially released but sneak-released, but it's excellent and extremely gay. Very Guardian vibes. Second is one I mentioned to you briefly before: Severance. One of IMO the greatest TV shows of the past few years that I think you'd be really into and does involve a queer storyline. I think S2 is coming out 2025.

threerings

Not sure if more animated shows fit your vibe... but have you considered checking out the indie youtube animated show Helluva Boss? its kind of an acid trip but also imo just a fun show that likes to bully its own characters

alex photography

Hey Brittany, got a chance to check on "The First Shot"?

Jojo

I won't wondering if you would watch love in the big city

Allie

Mentioned this a few weeks ago too, but just in case, I second this! Also it has big found family vibes. Brittany would definitely love this cast. Probably won´t happen for a while now that Lucifer started, but I really hope it will become the After Dark series eventually.

Beny

Hey, I would like to recommend the show 9-1-1 mostly the original but Lone Star isn't bad either. It has very good queer rep especially in the latest season as we got a bisexual main character. One of the leads is a lesbian couple. It's a genuinely good show. It's really funny, and so heartbreaking sometimes. It brings out all kinds of emotions. I'm really picky about shows because of the characters and how they are written but here I love everybody. It has flaws but it is really great television it is cheesy, funny, it brings up all kinds of topics. I also think you would love Buck and Karen.

Zsanett Dulai

I would like to recommend Julie and the Phantoms! It's a fun Netflix series about a girl who starts a band with three guys who died in the 90s but have returned as ghosts to complete their unfinished business. The show will make you laugh and cry, it has fantastic songs, and there is queer rep :)

Sef

I would like to recommend the Korean drama "Love in the Big City". It’s one of those shows that really pulls you in with its honest portrayal of love and friendship The characters feel real, and their stories are touching, dealing with the highs and lows of relationships, identity, and self-discovery. I think you would LOVE IT. Certain conservative groups in Korea tried to stop the show because of its depiction of LGBTQ+ relationships but they decided to ignore them and released all 8 episodes.

Gilberto Faber

hey there! do you have the uncut episode 10 kinnporsche reaction? its not on the google drive link folder and wetranfer doesn't work for me so I was wondering if you had a google link for it

Hayli L

Does anyone know if Brittany has seen "Meet You at the Blossom" which aired in July? It's a joint Chinese and Thai production BL. It only has 12 episodes, but it was so good and I think she'd love it!

Catherine Stringer

Since it´s my current obsession. I just want to throw out there that "911" is an excellent show with great queer rep. It would be a long commitment for for example After Dark, since it has 8 seasons (so far) but it would be so worth it.

Beny

The live action movie is pretty fun too

Lisa Wilson

For a short 10 ep show suggestion, I highly suggest "eyewitness"(2016). Without spoiling, it is about 2 (gay) boys who witness a murder. It's super underrated, and I would love to see your analysis on it. (kinda like be gay solve crime?) also there's not enough reactions to it, and the way it's filmed/the cinematography is just a really cool style I think.

mortis.carnis🍉

If you're ever at a loss for the next show- the anime The Night Beyond the Tricornered Window gives heavy Hannibal but make it anime vibes (the relationship is unhealthy but what can you expect from most anime?)

Bash Boi

Just thought of this recommendation, if you haven't watched or reacted to it yet: Orphan Black! Some of the best acting ever, and a cannon sapphic ship. Hope you'll consider it!

Clover

The Happy Endings pilot is more a sales teaser, not an episode. Brittany never watches teasers/trailers, to not get spoilers. Maybe she will react to it, when Happy Endings comes out next year.

DanishWolf

Hello! ^^ I hope I'm not writing in the wrong place? I wanted to ask if you're planning to react to GL (because I think I haven't seen any GL series among the ones you have reacted to). Also, is this the right place to make suggestions? I would love it if you could react you the pilot episode of "Happy Ending", the very first series produced and written by Jeff Satur (Kim in KinnPorsche). Thank you so much for reading!

Tsuki

Thank you for the tip !

Saye

No worries, we've gone back to Vidyard! If you go to the post for IWTV S2 you'll Vidyard links alongside the usual WeTransfer. <3

Brittany Diamond

Brittany…having an issue. I’ve never been able to use the WeTransfer…always used Google. Today was the first time I tried to access Google to see IWTV, S2 and…where is it? OK, I’m as dumb as a bag of hair sometimes, but I cannot find it! Please help!

K Lewis

I'm so new to your Patreon, but I wonder if you've reacted to Given- it has an anime and an OVA of two parts, maybe check it out if you haven't?

Yuliya White

Anyone having issues with WeTransfers download link window being greyed out so you can't select it? I've checked, and there are no ad/cookie blockers or anything. If anyone has any advice, please let me know. Thanks in advance.

GhibliFoot

Hope dropping a rec here is ok - White Cat Legend pls, if you have the time. A must for cat lovers!

casey

Hey Brittany, I know KinnPorsche is of older date, but your reaction to episode 10 isn't on the Google Drive option. Same goes for your reaction to the role swapping video and the Porsche MV. Your extended YT edition of ep. 10 isn't in the KinnPorsche playlist on YT either. Only the short little one. You have to do a search in your videos for the extended reaction, but many newcomers doesn't know that. I told a fellow KP just recently 😊

DanishWolf

Hope it's okay to still drop recs here. I just recently watched Deadloch (eight episodes on Amazon Prime) and I immediately thought of this channel! It's a satirical murder-mystery with a lesbian lead and a lot of supporting queer characters, set in a small town in Tasmania that's become an artsy LGBTQ+ destination. While the deadpan/absurd humour worked for me, it also stands on its own without the Broadchurch/Nordic Noir parody angle as a great mystery and drama with a lot of interesting things to say about the intersections of queerness, gender, class and race. The leads include queer actors Kate Box (who some folks might know from women's prison series Wentworth) and Madeleine Sami (who Gaywatch viewers will know as Archie from Our Flag Means Death).

Ress

Hey, I wanted to recommend unknown(DA GE) by priest, it’s so good , for me personally it’s on par with TMS, blueming, The eighth sense, please I would love to see your reaction of it, when your feeling better and healthy.

Once_upona_fae

I meant her reactions to them, she has cut versions of them on her youtube so i was just wondering if the uncut versions still existed. Thanks for the reply :))

Vera

Do you mean the BTSs or Brittany reacting to the BTSs? There were a lot of BTSs and I don't think they were ever collected in one place - at least not in western sites. You have to google around. Try searching Reddit and Tumblr threads for links. I don't know if Brittany ever did reactions to them.

Malsperanza

I have no idea if this is what you're looking for but there is something called untamed in the 1st google drive.

Pamela Chandler Rash

I second Not Me so much

Ruuna

hey, just wanted to ask are the untamed bts uncut videos still available somewhere ? :)

Vera

Oh, I see. Thanks!

Mari-Emm

She has already watched Not Me and said she would consider reacting to a re-watch in the future! as for Only Friends, i think i recall her saying she has checked it out in her own time but it wasn't her cup of tea

Ally-j

I would highly recommend you to react to Only Friends and Not Me the series when you have the time and space in your schedule, which I know must be full at the moment, but both of the series are so good <3

Mari-Emm

She usually uploads the links on Sunday ☺️

Pepe-G

Sweet! I'll go digging.....

Chris

If you don’t have the discord membership how long does it usually take for her to upload the links after? <3

Allison Shih

Yes she's reacted to both spin off movies.

Jessica Ley

Hey, does anyone know if Brittany ever watch the movie Untamed Fatal Journey? If not, I may recommend it for one of the monthly movie drawings......

Chris

I think she has watched it without reacting to it? (I might remember it wrongly though)

Lilah Kane

If anyone hasn’t tried watching The Sign, you should check it out. It’s great. Fated reincarnated soulmates who are now police officers with Buddhist mythology. On YouTube on idol factory’s channel.

Rachel Engell

hi! could anyone tell me if Brittany ever considered reacting to "Bad Buddy"? because I'm pretty sure I would die of happiness if she did that :>

Kasia

Hi hi hope you are feeling better. I saw Ultimate note used to be on the poll last year, and I was just wondering if you'll ever go back and watch that serie, it's really good, it's about adventure, archaeology. kinda like indiana jones but gay

Minami

Hoping for you to do the rest of the series, even if I had to supply the alcohol. 🥴

Jose Matutina

just dropping in with a rec! since you enjoyed sasaki and miyano so much, i thought i'd let you know about "cherry magic! thirty years of virginity can make you a wizard?!". it's a manga, which i adore, but i'm here to recommend the japanese live action for it! there is one season of the show (which includes a couple short, special eps that are adorable) and a full feature movie after that. and if you need help with the movie, i can offer my assistance. :x it's also being turned into an anime that is slated to come out in january of next year and being adapted into a thai television drama with two really popular (from what i've seen) thai actors in the lead roles! so really, we are being fed some serious cherry magic. xD

brittany beyerle

I've only seen Moonlight once around the time it came out, so it would make a great entry into the monthly sweepstakes! And even if it doesn't win, that would be an *excellent* movie to watch to celebrate Juneteenth next year and I'm making a note of it. <3

Brittany Diamond

Hi! Love your reactions! I don't know if i can recommend a show here but i can't find other post. I would love to watch your reaction to a japanese show called "More than words". Its one of my favorites shows from last year and I think its right up your alley with beatiful cinematography and great acting. Its 10 episodes and about a 6 hours runtime.

Gilberto Faber

Howdy ma'am! I hope all is well with you and yours. I thoroughly enjoy your reactions and look forward to being a part of your Patreon for a long time. My request is one I've posted before, but thought this an excellent opportunity to re-post: Would you please react to the movie Moonlight?

K Lewis

I like to recommend Stay with me. It's such an amazing well done series. The chemistry between the ml is off the charts. My absolute favorite not just this year. I think you would love it.

Staywithme20for7

Hi, I'm not sure if anyone recommended Stand By Me, it's a Chinese ''BROmance'' and it has everything you love.

Zeenat Littles

What happened when the message's saying "the number of allowed playbacks has been exceeded"? I tried to watch your One Piece full reaction and it said that after watching 3 episodes. What can I do to resolve that?

Phoebe Yuu

Thank you ❤. I found out how but forgot to delete this

Nordlys

Try checking the Masterposts section

saskia

Hmm, does it specifically say you have hit the playback limit, or does it say "the number of allowed playbacks has been exceeded?"

Brittany Diamond

I just became a patreon to watch your Good Omens but for some reason i cant find any videos here. Am i doing something wrong?

Nordlys

I’m trying to download but I can’t, I’m trying to watch directly from google drive but apparently I’ve exceeded my limit (but how as I only watched 2 episodes of heart stopper? Am I doing something wrong?

Tina Stellato

Yes! Mysterious Lotus Casebook is so good.

Rachel Engell

Yes! Mysterious lotus casebook is a must watch!

B

Girl I am not sure if you are still taking request, The Mysterious Lotus casebook is a good one! You will love the setting, the craft work and the tradition custom alot!

Jojo

it's a very cool wild ride, it's not lgbtq+ or anything... sadly. BUT the series is very cool and i really love the dynamic between the main boys (also i saw that u can react to it very safely if u blur the image or put smth over it) but yeah, it was just a suggestion bcs i REALLY love the series and i also love ur reactions. if not that's also ok <3 have a good day! (sorry if i miss-typed something, but eng is not my 1st language)

CariRi

Hii! I don't now if u are taking any requests these days... but I was thinking if u would like to react to a webtoon called omniscient reader

CariRi

I second this!! It is so wholesome and so interesting to watch. 10/10

AZ

+1. Really liked this series!

Kish

Hi! I wanted to give you this one series requestion for when you have the time to react to it, because I loved your reactions to KinnPorsche, and I bet you would love to react to this one miniseries of Jeff Satur, called Ingredients (2020, can be watched from YouTube). It's bl with 22 short episodes (the shortest being only 5.33min and the longest being 19.19min), and Jeff indeed plays one of the main charachters! It didn't get a huge budget and it shows at times, the story is quite simple, but it's really sweet and wholesome series and the actors did totally amazing job with their roles and they have such a good chemistry! And it includes a cat! I just wanted to pop in and leave this request here for when you do have time in your schedule, because I believe you would really like this miniseries <3

Mari-Emm

Hey! I don’t know if you’re currently taking requests for new tv shows, but if you are I’d love for you to watch Schitt’s Creek! It’s a little slow to start, but especially after season one it’s absolutely fantastic and so funny! It also has one of my all time favorite queer couples, although they don’t meet until a bit later during the show (still a ton of gayness throughout haha). It has 6 seasons but only about 13 episodes per season, each being about 20 minutes long. I absolutely love your reactions so seeing you react to this would be so amazing, but I do understand if you don’t have the time for it right now :)

Helmi

Just popping in to suggest you watch His Man 2, it's on iQiyi. I don't normally watch reality dating shows, but for whatever reason checked out episode one, and proceeded to binge up until the latest ep in one night. The sun was coming up. Even if you don't film it for reactions (although I'd be all over your analysis) I think you'd immensely enjoy it in your own time.

GreenDragon

Discord and Patreon are now automatically linked! If you go into your Patreon account settings and make sure Discord is connected, then after a few minutes (sometimes an hour or two) you'll be granted access to your Tier's channels. If a day passes and you still don't have access, let me know and I'll troubleshoot for you. <3

Brittany Diamond

SarahchaSauce

Could I have a new discord invite please?

Eve Swayze

I never, in a million years, ever thought anything I did would be described as 'professional and continuous.' Gonna have to write that in big letters on my white board and leave it there for a while as inspiration. Thank you. <3

Brittany Diamond

You talk about mental issues. I'm struck by how professional and continuous your channel and output has been since I discovered you several years ago. You're doing an amazing job, don't ever doubt yourself. You're an inspiration to all who want to live every day by their passions and excitement. Take care of yourself and keep doing what you're doing. <3

Omni

Thank you. Apologies for over sharing in the past. :-)

Omni

Hi! I prefer just titles--I can always look it up on my own and since it's drawn at random I don't necessarily need to do that unless the title wins. It's also easier for me to put the entries into the randomizer if I don't have to find the title in a bunch of text. <3

Brittany Diamond

Hello, when we suggest a movie for the sweepstakes, do you prefer just a title, or do you welcome a tidbit of what the movie is about? I know spoilers are to be avoided, but sometimes just the basis of a story might be considered a spoiler to really sensitive people. Thank you.

Omni

Could someone SEED Hannibal for a bit? I'd like to download that torrent.

Rhast

Thanks so much, I started downloading from we a couple of days ago and now I have about 6 eps left to download, I'm nothing if not persistent 🤣🤣

Zeenat Littles

I've got the first few of K&H uploading to the Drive as we speak! Gonna see if I can do get that and Sense8 uploading somewhat simultaneously. <3

Brittany Diamond

Hi, will killer and healer be added to google drive, I really want to watch but WE transfer is impossible with how long it takes to download one ep.

Zeenat Littles

Yup, that's what the Google Drive is for! The link is in this post under the "Issues With WeTransfer?" section. Not everything is uploaded there yet, but I'm working on it. <3

Brittany Diamond

hey i’m new here is there any other way that i can watch your videos cause that wetransfer just isn’t working at all for me

abigail

Glad you're doing Noblemen. I know you're a fan of Found Family, so might I suggest The Blood of Youth. Anime style fighting, but it's really about Found Family. I enjoyed it very much.

MavenCree

I love Mouse! That is such a good show!

Lisa Wilson

I wanna mention Mouse again. It's pretty similar to beyond evil, but darker in some respects

Dunno2000

I'm always taking recs in general! It at least goes on my overall watchlist, but if I think it would make a good After Dark I'll absolutely add it that list as well. <3

Brittany Diamond

wish you can react to "the blood of youth", a little bit bromance here and there, fascinating characters and storylines, beautiful custom, lots of cute/hot guys, kick-ass cool ladies...love it!!!!!

Jojo

Hi! I've privately messaged you about this so we can get it all fixed for you. <3

Brittany Diamond

is there a way to suggest a series for a future vote? :D

Elspeth

hii i really hope you are able to find an alternative/ help me figure out how to watch the tgcf reactions because i’ve been trying to watch the second video for over a week now on my laptop, ipad and my phone .. on the app, the torrents, google, safari, Everything and i’m unable to watch it because it keeps knocking it off and asking me to pay, even after i’ve left it days in between trying. i love ur reactions and rlly wanna watch them :((

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